Chapter 12: The Sunrise That Can't Be Seen
After a meal, the relationship between the two is close and familiar, so it is essential to have a meal together. One night, the two of them ate and drank and talked happily. In fact, only Yi Ran is happy, and for Yi Ran, Junhe is already his best friend who has nothing to talk about. If you used to just regard him as a younger brother and a friend of your younger brother, you still have to keep a certain distance. But now, he is the only person in the world who knows the secret of Junhe, so the distance is naturally shortened. Junhe has mixed feelings in his heart, and he is very happy to get along with Yi Ran so calmly, but Yi Ran has gradually stopped thinking of himself as a man, which really frustrates him. But it doesn't matter, whether it's a brother or a best friend, as long as you can always be by her side and see her happy, it's enough to see her happy, after all, he has no ambition to do anything with her, Junhe can only comfort himself like this.
By the time I was full, it was late at night. Yiran drank a little too much, but he didn't get delirious, and Junhe proposed to send Yiran home. Yi Ran looked at the mobile phone that had been quiet all night, and said with a lonely expression: "I don't want to go home, and I will be alone when I go back." ”
Recently, the relationship between Liu Wei and Yiran has been at a freezing point. Liu Wei clearly told Yiran that he has been very busy for the project at hand in the past six months, and whether the project can be successfully completed is related to whether he can be promoted to regional manager. Therefore, Liu Wei hated to stay in the company 24 hours a day. He thinks that Yiran has always been knowledgeable and courteous, and it is natural that he should understand his hard work for this family. At the beginning, Yi Ran did the same, trying to understand him, but this was too different from Liu Wei's treatment of himself before, which made it difficult for Yi Ran to accept. Liu Wei also patiently coaxed Yiran to be happy, but after a long time, he felt tired, and he didn't even bother to coax, so he simply didn't say anything. Liu Wei felt that maybe when the project was over and he was successfully promoted, and he would be a little better to Yiran, the relationship would naturally ease up, and the willows would be brighter. Therefore, Yiran has been bored and lonely recently.
"Sister Yiran, the hotel is about to close, if you don't want to go back to your own home, then I'll send you to Yufei's house?"
"No, no, I drink a lot of wine and talk a lot, what if Yu Fei catches me? What if I accidentally spit out your secret? Yiran shook his head resolutely and rejected Junhe's suggestion. Yi Ran still knows himself very well, and doing so is also responsible for Junhe.
Yiran lowered his head and pondered for a while, then said to Junhe, "Let's go see the sunrise, shall we?" Go to the beach and watch the sunrise. ”
Junhe smiled and agreed. At this moment, looking at the beloved woman in front of him, don't say that she is going to the beach, even if she goes to the sky, she will not hesitate to agree. Junhe called a substitute driver and drove the two of them straight to the beach. The best thing about a seaside city is that you have the company of the selfless sea, no matter how happy or sad, or in your mood, you can immediately come and talk to the sea. The substitute driver parked the car not far from the sea and left on his own. Leaving two people in the car, listening to the sea breeze outside the car window, while waiting for the sunrise. In the past eleven years, whenever Junhe saw the sunrise, he would think of Yi Ranlai. Because Yiran once said that her favorite thing is the sunrise, which always seems to bring hope. Maybe she herself has forgotten that she said this in front of her, but Junhe will never forget the bright eyes of the beautiful big sister when she said this.
"Junhe, do you like sunrises too? I especially love watching the sunrise, do you know why? Yi Ran asked Junhe happily.
"I like it. Why? Junhe looked at Yi Ran and asked deliberately.
"Because, every time I see the sunrise, I feel that it brings hope," Yiran said, looking at the sea.
With the same words, the same eyes, Junhe suddenly was a little in a trance. This is a picture that has appeared in his mind countless times, and now it is truly displayed in front of his eyes, so that he can't tell whether it is reality or not for a while. Although the years have changed Yi Ran from a shy big girl to a mature and beautiful wife, some things will not change, such as bright eyes and pure soul.
"But I don't think so lately, and I'm starting to wonder the meaning of hope. Whether it is good or bad, if there is no hope, there will be no disappointment, then the existence of hope is not necessarily a good thing. "Because Yiran has been depressed lately, the way of thinking about problems has become negative.
"If there is no hope, don't people give up easily? Hopefully, it's the one who reminds people to keep trying, don't give up," Junhe explained to Yiran in a gentle voice.
"What if you don't give up? I'm afraid that the final result will not be satisfactory, some people or things, even if you try your best, you can't change it, no matter how much you do, it's in vain. Yi Ran's words seemed to be pouring out his thoughts.
"What's the matter, Sister Yiran, are you not happy? What happened? Is he bad for you? Junhe was worried about Yiran, and his tone became anxious.
"No, Junhe, I'm fine, I've probably been too idle lately to think about something. My husband? He's been nice to me, he's just too busy. Yi Ran said the back, his voice became smaller and smaller, and he couldn't find any confidence.
"If he dares to bully you, you tell me, and I'll beat him." Jun He said viciously, gritting his teeth.
"What, he didn't bully me, why did you beat him?" Yiran was amused by Junhe.
"I, I'm not your best friend now, and it's his brother-in-law!" Junhe played this embarrassing identity hole card.
"Oh too, haha" Yi Ran was amused by Junhe again, genuinely happy.
Yi Ran was already tired and soon fell asleep in the passenger seat. Leaning his head on the back of the seat, his hair falling out, he fell asleep with his eyes closed. Long eyelashes, delicate nose and mouth, and white skin look beautiful in the moonlight. Junhe lay on his side on the seat, admiring his sweetheart intently. Junhe stretched out his hand and tried to touch Yiran's hair, but the hand he had just stretched out stopped in mid-air and hesitated for a moment before giving up. She is already someone else's woman, and she is no longer qualified to touch her. Just looking at her, it's all full of guilt.
Just as Junhe is immersed in this guilt-filled happiness, an inopportune mobile phone rings suddenly rings in the car. It was Yiran's phone ringing. Junhe was taken aback, and instinctively rolled over and sat down, pretending that he was also asleep just now. Yi Ran was also woken up by the ringtone of her mobile phone, and took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and the caller displayed on the screen was Liu Wei. Yi Ran picked up the phone. The car was so quiet that Junwa could even hear his own heartbeat and all the voices of the middle-aged man on the other end of the phone.
"Yiran, where are you? Why not at home? Liu Wei asked anxiously.
"Where am I? Does it matter where I am? Seems like your project is more important, right? Yi Ran's tone was full of dissatisfaction.
"Don't make a fuss, okay? Where the hell are you? Liu Wei's volume increased significantly.
"I'm not making trouble, and I haven't bothered you to work overtime, what's your dissatisfaction?" Yi Ran also raised her voice.
"I won't quarrel with you now, you tell me where you are now, I'll pick you up" Liu Wei tried to suppress his anger, because he knew that continuing to quarrel would only make things worse.
"You don't need to pick me up, I'm outside, I'll be back in a while." Yiran hung up the phone.
Yiran looked at Junhe and said embarrassedly: "'I'm sorry, Junhe, it seems that I can't wait for sunrise, I have to leave first"
"I'll send you home. Let's go. There was no emotion in Junhe's calm voice, only he knew how sad he was in his heart, for Yiran to be sad, he couldn't bear her to be wronged a little, but he couldn't do anything for her.
"No need, I'll take a taxi by myself, you can find a substitute driver and then go." Yi Ran opened the car door as she spoke, and walked down.
Junhe also got out of the car and ran to Yiran's side: "'Leave the car here, I'll pick it up tomorrow morning.'" ”
Junhe took Yi Ran to take a taxi on the side of the road, looking at Yi Ran's thin appearance, he couldn't help but feel distressed. Soon a taxi came and sped away with them.
When he was about to arrive at the gate of Yiran's community, Junhe got off the bus early, although he could explain to anyone that he was Yiran's best friend and younger brother. But in the middle of the night, a man who is alone with a married lady will still be misunderstood, so Junhe got out of the car early, changed into another taxi, and followed Yiran's car not far behind.
Liu Wei had been waiting at the gate of the community for a long time, and Yiran's taxi stopped in front of him. Liu Wei opened the car door for Yi Ran, waited until Yi Ran got out of the car, and then took Yi Ran's hand and walked into the community. And Junhe parked the car a little far away from the entrance of the community, sat in the car and watched the two of them hold hands and go back to the community. This is the first time Junhe has seen Liu Wei, and from a distance, he is a tall and tall man, and it is also a man who makes him jealous.
When the two of them completely disappeared from sight, Junhe also left. Although I know that she is married, when I really see her close to someone else, my heart is still sore, that is jealousy. Maybe in this life, it's destined to be gone, it seems that you can only wait for the next life, right? Junhe's heart thought desperately.