During this time, the continuous torrential rain made people feel bad.

Commuting to and from work every day is a torture.

Because it's raining,

It's damp everywhere, the laundry doesn't always dry, and some things get moldy from moisture.

It's also inconvenient to go out, and the weekend hiking with friends can only be canceled.

rainy day

The elderly are susceptible to colds, which can cause onset.

In particular, the elderly with various chronic diseases such as chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD) are particularly difficult to endure in such a rainy season.

Hospitals are also overcrowded.

The beds are tight, out and in.

There is not a moment to relax.

The department is bustling and easy to get upset.

I have to be busy until late every day to finish the day.

All these factors add up to make people feel bad.

Even Tang Tang began to complain about when such a day would be a head.

She is in no mood to enliven the atmosphere anymore, has no time to go shopping, and has no energy to stay up late to catch up on dramas.

Every day when I get home, I don't bother to cook anymore, order a takeout, or simply skip eating and just lie in bed and sleep.

The house has not been cleaned for a long time.

There was a pile of miscellaneous things on the sofa, and the cushion fell to the ground for most of it, and I didn't bother to pull it.

Tables, cabinets, and televisions were all covered in a thin layer of dust.

Some time ago, on a whim, Tang Tang went to the flower shop to buy a few pots of decorative green plants, and they also died because they forgot to take care of them.

Whether it's in the hospital or at home, I always feel very depressed and out of breath.

Open the window and the rain will come in again.

In order to protect the wooden floor of the landlord's house, he could only endure the boredom and continue to lie down.

Medically speaking, when a person becomes sluggish, slow-thinking, less active, lazy, avoids social interactions, does not pay attention to personal hygiene, speaks less, moves less, eats less, or does not speak, move, or eat, it is called "depressive stupor".

It is a manifestation of an exacerbation of "depression".

I know very well that in order to change the status quo, we can't let it get worse.

In this situation, it is not possible to take time off work to see a doctor.

Only learn to adjust slowly by yourself.

First of all, take advantage of the half-day rest that is finally your turn.

It is necessary to do a big cleaning, to make the home thoroughly clear and tidy.

A clean environment is a pleasant place to be.

Secondly, I went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables and decided to make a good meal to treat myself.

at all costs

Always have to live.

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The phone call that night,

They fought for almost two hours.

For the first time, Meng Xin felt that confiding would indeed let him go of a lot of unhappiness.

Lu Yiming is like a light,

illuminated her dark heart,

Make her willing to dissect herself in front of him and expose her darkest side to the light.

Let her know,

How much resentment she has against her parents.

And how much love!

He's like a life coach,

Tell her that you can not be strong and you can be wronged.

even

It's okay to be resentful!

He hoped that she would not keep everything in her heart in the future.

He said:

"Xin Xin, you are still a child, don't be so strong that it makes people feel distressed."

He said:

"Xin Xin, it's your parents who did something wrong, you can not forgive them, but don't wronged yourself."

He said:

"Xin Xin, you're not a bad boy, don't doubt yourself."

He said:

"Xin Xin, you still have me!"

……

He said a lot, a lot,

Meng Xin's heart warms up, and after her parents left, she felt the happiest moment.

Over the years, she has not had a bad time. Grandpa's love makes her happier than any little girl.

However, it is impossible to erase the damage caused to her weak mind when her parents leave.

Now, she thinks,

She was relieved.

She's already learning to let go,

Learn not to care.

Maybe that's growth.

Because, with the warmth that Lu Yiming gave her, she was willing to learn to grow.

"Xin Xin, I have to go to class tomorrow, rest early, don't think about anything, just get some sleep. Tomorrow is going to be an even better day. ”

Lu Yiming's voice,

Gentle, healing.

It can heal all the scars and purify the wounded mind.

"Well, thank you, Sixty-two!"

This thank you is her most sincere and sincere thought.

So many years

For the first time, her heart was filled with kindness and warmth. She no longer felt dark and lonely.

I hung up the phone and looked up at the starry sky in the corridor, feeling for the first time that the sky was so big and the starry sky was so beautiful.

In the future, she will definitely face life seriously and live well.

For those family and friends who love themselves and those they love.

Also for yourself.

She decides to let go of the resentment in her heart and start a new life.

At this moment, the corridor of the dormitory is very quiet, and the light in the corridor that is always on makes her no longer afraid of the dark.

The students were already asleep, and after passing through several dormitories, they could occasionally hear the sound of people talking in their dreams.

It's not because of intense studying, it's because of the delicious food.

I remember that when I was just training in the military, there were girls who got up in the middle of the night and cried, saying that they were homesick.

At the moment, she was homesick too.

I miss my grandfather, my father I just met, and my mother who has married far away.

I miss my two younger brothers and sisters who don't know each other very well.

I also sincerely hope that they can get all the love of their parents and no longer be as pitiful as her childhood.

In the distance, the hazy playground and school buildings became clear under the stars.

Three years,

In the next three years, she will leave behind the sweat of hard work and the blazing youth here.

she

Be sure to be an excellent person who is useful to society.

She will definitely find her best love.

She will definitely let the children she conceive in the future have a happy home.

quietly returned to the dormitory, only Xiao Wu was worried that she hadn't slept yet, and when he heard her come back, he immediately got up to greet her.

"Little Wu, I want to sleep with you tonight."

Looking at his friend's concerned eyes, Meng Xin smiled back.

"Okay, come up! It's warm in the bed now. ”

Xiao Wu lay out a little, leaving her a place against the wall.

This little action,

Meng Xin was very moved.

In the past, Xiao Wu was very afraid of sleeping on the top bunk, and when she was in junior high school, she changed the position of the lower bunk with her.

Since then, the two have become best friends.

"I'll go wash up first, and I'll be here in a minute."

Meng Xin spoke softly and made an "OK" gesture.

"Hee-hee"

Xiao Wu was amused by her,

The worries of this afternoon and the whole evening have finally been put to rest.

When Meng Xin finished washing and lay in Xiao Wu's quilt, he reached out and used her as a pillow.

When her protest was ineffective, she slowly fell into a deep sleep.

Friendships when they were students,

It's that simple.

Leave half of each other's beds, and hug each other in the narrow bed and sleep together.

It is the best memory of youth.