Chapter 38, Telephone Confiding
Because of his father's sudden appearance, Meng Xin was in a very bad mood, and the dinner he said was naturally gone.
Xiao Wu mentioned it to Lao Wu, and they knew it in their hearts, but they didn't know how to comfort her.
For so many years, except for her grandfather, they never took the initiative to mention her parents.
They know that
Mom and Dad are her minefield.
Meng Xin lay down on the bed, fell asleep when he was tired of crying, and didn't even get up to eat dinner.
Xiao Wu also knew her temper and didn't bother her.
I didn't have a good rest last night, and I didn't wake up until almost ten o'clock.
Fortunately, Xiao Wu prepared snacks, and when he woke up, Meng Xin continued to eat like a nobody.
Her motto over the years.
There's nothing you can't do with a good night's sleep and a meal.
I found that the phone turned off for some reason, and I didn't see the charger after looking around, but fortunately there was a spare electric board.
After changing the boot, I received a message from Lu Yiming in the afternoon, telling her that the mobile phone charger had fallen on him, and that he would send it to her when he got out of the night shift tomorrow.
The word "good" was returned.
Knowing that he was on the night shift, it was almost eleven o'clock when he came out of the shower, and he didn't say anything else.
Lu Yiming is on the deputy shift tonight, and he can go back to the duty room to rest after the emergency surgery, just took off his white coat, the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly vibrate, and he just received a reply from Meng Xin, so he didn't hesitate and directly replied to a call.
"Haven't slept yet?"
I've been staying together on the weekend, and she hasn't replied after sending a message in the afternoon, and suddenly there is no message from her, which is really a little uncomfortable.
"Wait a minute, someone in the dormitory is already asleep, I'll go to the corridor to pick it up."
Meng Xin lowered his voice, afraid of disturbing the rest of the people's sleep, so he took his mobile phone and walked towards the corridor.
"Okay, you walk slowly!"
Lu Yiming took the cup and went to the water dispenser to pick up a glass of water, chatting while drinking.
"It's okay, you're not busy tonight!"
Out of the dormitory, Meng Xin returned to his normal volume, leaning against the corridor, seeing that the playground was empty, and the dim street lamps seemed a little lonely.
"Luckily, this is my last night shift in the emergency room, and they all said to let me rest early. By the way, why didn't you reply to the message in the afternoon, did you go out to play? ”
I put the water glass down, went to the cupboard to get spare toiletries, and was ready to go to the bathroom to rinse it off a bit.
"I slept all afternoon, and now I'm refreshed, what about you, did you take a break in the afternoon? Can I sleep at night? ”
Because it was a weekend, the students were a little excited, and the dormitory building could occasionally hear the voice of chatting in the dormitory next door, and there were also people talking on the phone in the corridor like her.
"Sleeping all afternoon? Are you uncomfortable? Could it be that I got a cold last night? ”
Although Dream had been chatting with herself, it was obvious that she didn't seem to be happy and worried about whether she had a cold.
"I'm not sick, I'm just a little sad in my heart, my dad came to school in the afternoon?"
Lu Yiming was suddenly stunned for a moment, Meng Xin used to say that he didn't have parents, he always thought that they were gone, it seemed that it was other reasons.
"I lied to you before, I said I don't have parents because they are divorced, I have been living with my grandparents since I was five years old, and now they have their own new homes, and they don't see each other twice a year, I generally treat them as if they don't exist."
For the first time, Meng Xin took the initiative to talk to someone about his family, and he was not very excited, as if he was telling someone else's story.
"It's okay, I understand, what's the matter with your dad coming to you?"
Lu Yiming didn't expect it to be such a strange thing, no wonder she would say that she doesn't have parents, such parents are indeed similar to nothing.
"I didn't tell my grandparents about my leg injury, and I didn't go home on weekends, so I lied to them and said that I went to my dad's, and his house was not far from our school. My grandfather was worried that I would be wronged if I went there, so he called my dad, and then he came. ”
When she said this, I couldn't hear any special emotions from her, just a simple explanation.
"I'm such a person, liars and lies are commonplace. I didn't just lie to you, I lied to even the people closest to me. Growing up, I was a rebellious person. Do you despise people like me very much, do you know if you don't want to pay attention to me in the future. ”
From the perspective of the dormitory building, several teaching buildings were pitch black, as dark as her heart at this time, without a trace of light.
"I won't despise you, and I won't ignore you."
Lu Yiming put down the toiletries in his hand again and replied affirmatively.
"I will only feel sorry for you!" He didn't say the last sentence, he knew that what she needed now was not comfort, just a listener.
"When I was a child, I was very attached to my dad, and at that time he would teach me taekwondo, and he would be so distressed that I was hurt to death when I was hurt a little, and he personally helped me with medicine and encouraged me to be strong. And now, apart from giving me money, I am afraid he doesn't care if I am missing an arm or a broken leg. ”
Meng Xin was already a little choked, and she could hear that she still longed for her father's love in her heart.
"I always thought I was strong and self-reliant, and I didn't shed a single tear since I was injured, but when I saw him outside the dormitory, I suddenly felt so wronged. But I got rid of him anyway because I was grown up and didn't need his care anymore. ”
Meng Xin was silent after speaking, and said the words in her heart, she felt that the turbid breath held in her heart in the afternoon was finally spit out.
"Xin Xin!"
Lu Yiming didn't know how to comfort this little girl, as she said, she is not five years old now, she is no longer an age where a lollipop can be happy all day, she has experienced too much, and her verbal concern seems too weak, just like she said she doesn't need it anymore.
"I'm fine, I'm actually rarely sad now, maybe it's easy to be sad at night, are you going to rest, it's not too early, I'll hang up first."
Meng Xin knew that she really didn't look like herself tonight, and she would never talk about this with anyone before.
"Wait a minute, don't hang up."
Lu Yiming said a little anxiously, although he didn't know what to say, but he just didn't want her to hang up the phone like this.
"Hmm."
Meng Xin on the other end of the phone said a soft "um" and agreed.
"You look up now. Isn't it possible to see a lot of stars. I want to say that no matter what happens in the future, you can tell me, don't hold it alone anymore.
I will be like these stars in the sky, even where you can't see, always by your side, as long as you look up, you can see. No matter how dim the light is, I'm always there.
With so many companions and people who love you around you, you're never alone. ”
No matter how small the power of words is, even if it can only give her a faint strength, he wants her to hear.