Due to the long rest, Xiao Han, who went to work on the first day after the holiday, was in a good mood, but the mask he had to wear made him feel a little uncomfortable. When he turned on the computer, he was just about to continue drawing on the unfinished drawings of the previous year, when a leader told him that the design of this project was temporarily suspended, because the project was affected by the epidemic and might have to be canceled or changed to other projects. Other design work will take a few days to finalize.

As a result, Xiao Han was idle in the office all day.

On the way home, I bought some fast food in the supermarket, and when I returned home, I ate half full, thinking: The single life is so helpless!

He wanted to use WeChat to connect with Cha Hong to talk again, but found that Cha Hong left him a WeChat message: "I know that you look down on women like me, you don't have to think about it anymore, there are better men chasing me!" We're done here, 88! ”

He wanted to talk back to Cha Hong, but found that he had been blacked out by Cha Hong.

Xiao Han couldn't help sighing: It's easy to meet someone online, but it's even easier to block someone! Especially some women, if they feel that the man's enthusiasm is insufficient, they will use the way of saying goodbye first to show that they are the first to dump the other party, and find a pitiful little psychological balance!

At this time, Xiao Han received a voice invitation from Ah Lian.

Ah Lian: Good evening!

Xiao Han: You're good!

Ah Lian: Did you get an arrow again today?

Xiao Han: Cupid always teases me.

Ah Lian: It's not Cupid who is teasing you, it's that you don't take Cupid's arrow seriously, right?

Xiao Han: I take Cupid's arrows seriously every time, but every time the red light flashes, I find that they are all phantoms.

ELEN: The wave-particle duality in quantum mechanics suggests that waves can become particles, and particles are waves if no one observes them. In other words, an illusion can become a substance, and a substance may be an illusion, depending on whether you pay attention to it or not.

Xiao Han: How did you get involved with physics? I would say that I've been single for a while and now I feel very lonely. What healthy man don't want to get off the list early?

Ah Lian: I mean, with your conditions, if you take it seriously, how can you not find it?

Xiao Han: I can't tell why. Looking at the information, your conditions are also good, do you think it is easy to find?

Ah Lian: I just came to find you on the marriage website, and you are the first friend I added for the purpose of marriage.

Xiao Han: Last time you said that you were a cabbage that had bloomed, and you also said that your cabbage flowers had tears on them. You said you were separated from him, and now you say that you are trying to get married, what have you been through?

AREN: That year, he pulled me out of my pain.

Xiao Han: Is he?

Allen: My husband.

Xiao Han: Who hurt you before?

Ah Lian: My first love!

Xiao Han: First love?

Ah Lian: My first love was my classmate in college, and after graduation, he went to a public institution, while I went to the private sector.

Xiao Han: If you love each other, so what?

ELEN: We were together every Sunday. Go on outings together, go shopping together, eat together.

Xiao Han: But he has two days off, while private companies generally have a single day off, or no off-duty, right?

Ah Lian: Yes! But we're all together at night.

Xiao Han: That's normal.

Ah Lian: We lived together without registering, and after a long time he started to get a little numb to me, and I thought it was normal, but I found out that he started to have other dates on Saturday, and he lied to me that he was hanging out with a colleague.

Xiao Han: Isn't it?

Ah Lian: Another Saturday, I called him and asked where he was, and he said he was playing table tennis with a friend in the gymnasium. I asked for leave and went to the gymnasium to look for him, he wasn't there at all, I called him again, and he said that he had just left the gymnasium and went to help a friend, but at this time he had a woman's voice on the phone.

The woman said, "It's a disappointment to answer the phone at this time!" ”

I asked him who this woman was. He hung up right away!

Xiao Han: It seems that he has a new love.

Ah Lian: I was so angry that I went to his house, packed up my clothes and belongings, and took them back to my house. I thought to myself, I see how he explained it to me, I prepared a lot of scolding him, but he didn't come to me after days!

Xiao Han: The younger a man is, the more ruthless he is.

Ah Lian: When my parents saw that I was sad all day, they persuaded me that since he had someone else, it was useless to be sad, so it was better to find another good one and start a family as soon as possible.

Xiao Han: What can I do? That's all there can be.

Ah Lian: But then I found out that I was pregnant!

Xiao Han: Damn!

Ah Lian: I went to his house to look for him, but he hid and didn't dare to see me. I found his mother, and when she heard that, she first told me to persuade her son to turn back and let me go home and wait.

Xiao Han: You're pregnant with his child, so your mother should speak for you.

Ah Lian: But two days later, his mother called and said that his son had another partner, also from a public institution. She persuaded me to have an abortion, and she could pay for it!

Xiao Han: I see, he and his mother probably think you're not suitable.

Ah Lian: I had no choice but to have an abortion. During the few days when I was resting at home, I was in tears all day long, and I was heartbroken!

Xiao Han: It's painful to change anyone, but life has to go on.

Ah Lian: That night, I was drinking alone in the bar, and the wine was bitter with tears in the red until the world turned. The next day, my mother told me that someone named Liang Chen sent me back last night.

Xiao Han: Did he do good deeds and leave a name?

Ah Lian: My mother said that she knew Liang Chen, who worked at a travel agency across the neighborhood and was a young tour guide.

Xiao Han: You're going to thank him?

Ah Lian: I went to thank him, and he asked me why I drank too much that night, and I said that I was very sad, and he suggested that I travel to Hainan with the tour group he took to relax.

Xiao Han: You went?

Ah Lian: The sea breeze at the ends of the earth blew away the gloom in my heart, the atmosphere under the coconut tree intoxicated me, and his warm care awakened my charm, and his big hand held my little hand!

Xiao Han: The young flame is extinguished quickly, and it is rekindled quickly.

Ah Lian: I am grateful to Liang Chen, who pulled me up from the abyss of pain and made the dimples of tears on my face smile.

Xiao Han: This time?

Ah Lian: We fell in love for less than half a year, and both of our parents began to urge us to get married. In the spring light full of yellow flowers in Guizhou Leek Ping, I was wearing a wedding dress, and he was wearing a dress, and took wedding photos of happy moments.

Xiao Han: It must be beautiful!

Ah Lian: I really want to freeze time in that moment, but time is merciless.

Xiao Han: Later?

Ah Lian: I vividly remember that when we were almost one year old, he took a tour group to Malaysia.

Seven days later, on March 9, 2014, Liang Chen's travel company called me and told me the sad news: Yesterday, March 8, 2014, Malaysia Airlines flight MH370 was flying from Kuala Lumpur International Airport to Beijing Capital International Airport.

Xiao Han: I've heard about it, but I haven't found the plane yet. Liang Chen on this flight?

Ah Lian: I share the grief of Liang Chen's parents, but I always fantasize that one day Liang Chen will be able to come back.

Xiao Han: It's been eight years since the plane crash, are you still fantasizing?

Ah Lian: I dreamed about him a lot a few years ago. Sometimes I dreamed of him swimming like a fish in the deep blue waters, and sometimes I dreamed of him eating weeds in the jungle.

I put his pillow next to mine every night when I went to bed, and every time I opened my eyes, I had to see if there was his face on the pillow next to me, but ......

Xiao Han: I can't come back!

Ah Lian: Even though Malaysia Airlines has since dealt with all the passengers, I always feel that he is still alive, but he is separated from me.

Xiao Han: Permanent separation!

Ah Lian: Before the epidemic during the Spring Festival, I dreamed of him again. He floated to my window, and he said to me:

"Lian'er, the people on the plane are gone, and I'm left alone. You find another good man in the world to marry, you can only forget me if you find another good man, I can rest assured, I can leave with confidence. ”

The cool breeze woke me up from my dream, and I looked at the glass window that let in the moonlight, and I asked softly, "Husband, are you back?" ”

The only echo was the rustle of the cold wind sweeping the branches outside the window.

I fell asleep again, and I saw him floating to my window again.

"Lian'er, just find another one, you just forget about me......" His voice was hoarse with pleading!

I woke up again and found myself covered in goosebumps! I turned on the lamp and sat up, thinking back to what he said in the dream, and I understood: he wants me to find happiness, I can find happiness, and he can go to another world with peace of mind!

Xiao Han: So you're just?

Ah Lian: Just go online to get married!

Xiao Han: After listening to what you said, I don't know what to say, but I feel a sense of seclusion.

AREN: I've been feeling this way for the past eight years.

Xiao Han: I've heard that the grasslands in the north can be heart-warming!

Ah Lian: After the epidemic passes, maybe spring will still be there, and the grassland will be more beautiful at that time.

Xiao Han: As long as people have yearning, there will be sunshine!

Lotus:......

At this moment, Xiao Han was thinking: a woman with a past man in her heart, she needs a new man to squeeze into her heart. However, for oneself, what can you give without love for her?