Chapter 195: Heart-to-heart conversation
Christmas is coming, the whole company is thriving, on this day, Su Nuo specially lowered the requirements for them, happy is the most important thing.
Yesterday she also specially ordered imported apples for everyone and put them on the table, small gifts and the like, the company has been established for almost a year, but no one regrets coming here.
And today's Su Nuo made an appointment with Su Yan, she came to the company and found that there seemed to be nothing worth being busy with, so she wanted to hurry home and start preparing for the dinner, after all, she had to treat her brother well in the evening.
Moreover, compared with the company, the family is indeed lacking a little festive atmosphere, so Su Nuo decided to hurry home and arrange the things that should be there.
As he passed by Coty's office, Suno took a look inside and found Coty staring by the window in a daze, completely out of line with the thriving scene of the company.
It occurred to her that today was just a holiday for her, but for Coty, it was the New Year.
The New Year is here, and she must be missing her family.
Su Nuo frowned, opened the door and walked in.
Coty realized that someone had come in his office, and quickly turned his head and squeezed out a smile, but Sunno could tell that it was not from the heart.
"You...... Homesick? Suno didn't shy away, she wanted to know what Coty's heart was thinking, and then she could decide what she should do to try to stop her from being sad.
Coty's eyes were deep, she nodded, and then quickly shook her head, which made Su Nuo very puzzled.
"What does that mean?" Su Nuo was a little puzzled, so he asked.
There was a hint of sadness in Coty's eyes, as if there were many stories waiting to be explored, and the one who was most eager to know the truth at this moment was Su Nuo.
"I don't miss my family very much, because they didn't give me any decent love, but seeing the new year coming, I stood here and suddenly didn't know who to think." Coty was a little melancholy, and Su Nuo was very sad when he saw her like this.
A girl of her age should be carefree, enjoying the love of her family and spoiling to her heart's content.
But she came out to work at a young age and was proficient in so many businesses, which suddenly made Su Nuo feel a little distressed.
She could have been less strong.
"Do you want to go back to China?" Su Nuo asked.
In the past, when Coty wasn't in this position, she could go back to her home country once a month, but now she has a lot of things to do, and it takes a long time just to learn the language of this country every day, so she hasn't been back to her country for a long time now.
"To be honest, I don't want to go back." Coty gave such an answer, which surprised Suno a little.
What girl wouldn't love home? She stayed there for two years, and although she had a good life, she was also like an arrow and couldn't wait to return to China.
"Why?" Su Nuo couldn't control his curiosity and wanted to find out.
"My career is here, you have given me more love than my family, why do I want to go back?" Coty gave such an answer, which made Suno's heart warm.
It turns out that there is such a thing as warmth, and it doesn't have to be given by the family.
"I'm glad you think so." Su Nuo's eyes gradually turned red, she may have felt affection for the first time since she returned to China because she felt affection in a stranger, and what she urgently needed now was affection, especially when it came to this kind of festival.
In the past, Su Nuo always filled her daily life with various jobs, especially holidays, because she was afraid that she would miss her parents once she had free time.
Even though she hadn't been in touch with them for a long time since she got married.
But that is also a girl who has never suffered anything since she was a child, how could Su Nuo accept this fact and live the second half of her life as a matter of course.
"Mr. Su, you are not only a boss to me, but also a family member." Coty looked at the woman in front of him and said this sincerely.
"Where are you going to go in the evening?" Su Nuo suddenly asked such a sentence, and forcibly held back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes.
This made Coty a little stunned, she hadn't allowed herself to have a holiday for a long time, because the burden on her body had become heavier recently, and she should also work harder to enrich her professional knowledge and strive to make herself worthy of this position.
And this New Year, she doesn't plan to let herself relax, she just goes back early and cooks some random meals for herself.
"I ...... There was no arrangement, and I thought that if the company was fine, I would go home early. Coty didn't have a good schedule for her time, she planned it in her mind, but she didn't come up with a good arrangement.
Suno knew that she wouldn't surprise her, and that Coty would have nowhere to go.
"Come to my house, let's celebrate the holidays together." Su Nuo extended his hand to her and cordially invited her to his home.
Anyway, it would be her and her brother, and one more person would have a pair of chopsticks, not to mention that it would be very lively when there were many people.
Three lonely souls may be able to collide with different sparks.
When loneliness and loneliness meet, what you get will not be double loneliness, but warmth and healing.
"Good!" Coty was a little incredulous, she was very excited that she had arranged this day, it seemed that today, she was not alone.
Su Nuo got her response and was very happy, she immediately announced that the company would have a holiday in the afternoon, so that everyone could adjust their own time.
She took Coty and the two to the supermarket, and after a frenzy of shopping, she returned home satisfied.
The next step was to decorate all kinds of Christmas elements and other things in every corner of the house, and it was the first time that her villa felt like a home.
After Su Nuo erected the Christmas tree with great difficulty, she suddenly thought of a scene when she was young, and every Christmas, there would be such a tree in her home.
And those things were all arranged by his mother, and Su Nuo only now imagined how her mother, who was such a thin woman, had the strength to keep everything in order?
Su Nuo turned his head and saw the jubilant scene outside, and suddenly a sour feeling surged in his heart.
This is the first time she misses her parents so much.
If they were still alive, would they not let themselves live so tired?
Su Nuo suddenly crouched on the ground in pain, allowing his tears to burst out of his eyes.
In the past, she always suppressed her emotions, and whenever sadness hit in the middle of the night, Su Nuo would always use various jobs to control this feeling, but now, it is the first time she has faced such sadness head-on.
She misses her parents, more than ever.
When your loved ones leave, they often don't let you fall into great sadness in an instant, and it is precisely a little thing in daily life later that can make people feel this sadness.
The person who used to be the closest to me is now nowhere else in the world.
Su Nuo's reaction was a little sluggish, it was the first time in so many years that she had such a strong feeling of sadness.
In the past, she was always working hard for revenge, and life was not too boring.
Now she has gradually let go of her hatred and lives a mere life, which is why she misses her parents like this.
Coty was taping the English letters "Marry Christmas" on the wall, and Coty looked at her masterpiece and nodded in satisfaction.
She wanted to go back and confirm Suno's work, after all, she hadn't heard her voice in a while, but the moment she turned around, Coty noticed something was wrong.
Su Nuo squatted on the ground, not knowing when it began, and fell into an inextricable sadness.
"Su Nuo, are you crying?" Coty asked tentatively, and she couldn't help but think of it as she looked at the person in front of her squatting on the ground, and her shoulders were constantly trembling.
Su Nuo didn't answer, but gently amplified his own cry.
She didn't want to be discovered, but once this sadness enveloped her, she couldn't easily get rid of it, especially when she was suddenly cared for, which made Su Nuo even more unable to control her emotions.
Coty quickly ran over and crouched beside her, she didn't know what was wrong with Suno, but she should be able to guess.
She knew the whole reason why Su Nuo went to her own country back then, and Coty admired and sympathized with her very much.
Having happened like that, and being able to live like this, is the courage that Coty can't envy.
Su Nuo buried his face in his lap and gradually cried out.
Coty, on the other hand, gently patted her on the back and comforted her carefully.
"Coty, you know what? I don't have mom and dad anymore, and I won't find them anywhere in the world. Su Nuo felt such a gentle reassurance, and instead of avoiding Coty, she said everything in her heart.
Coty didn't empathize with her words, because she didn't know what kind of pampering Su Nuo had since she was a child, but she didn't get much from her family since she was a child, so she wouldn't understand Su Nuo's inner feelings.
But she should know how desperate Su Nuo is now, that is the relative she has been thinking about for a long time, and she will never be separated from heaven and man like this, and it will not be good for anyone to change her heart.
"Su Nuo, it's okay, I'll accompany you." Coty didn't want to say anything comforting, because she knew that it was useless to say anything now, that it had already happened. And Su Nuo is not the kind of person who grasps memories and doesn't let go, she has her own ideas, but in this environment, it brings out the true feelings in her heart.