Chapter 196: Christmas

Just let her cry, and when she gets past this energy, she will be fine.

After all, if you keep it in your heart like this, you will get sick.

Suno also needs an outlet for release.

I don't know how long it took, Su Nuo's tears finally stopped, and the two of them did not continue to decorate the house, but sat side by side on the balcony, watching the sun gradually set.

Suno likes snow, but he doesn't like winter, and the night always comes early, encroaching on what should be a sunny day.

It's muddy, time flies by, and it doesn't give people a chance to breathe.

"Do you say that when a person dies, there is a soul?" Suno rested her head on Coty's shoulder, she was a little tired from crying just now, so she naturally leaned her head to the side.

Coty didn't respond to her words right away, she was afraid that Suno would think she was perfunctory, so she thought for a moment before responding.

"Yes, they will be silently guarding by your side, in fact, now you are also together every day, but you can't see it or feel it." Coty's voice is gentle, and her Mandarin is getting better and better.

This sentence penetrated into Su Nuo's heart and made her unforgettable for a long time.

"Really?" Suno was skeptical, but most of them thought that Coty was cheating on him.

"Well, they can feel your joys and sorrows, be happy with you when you're happy, and be sad with you when you're sad, so you should be strong, and they'll be very happy." Coty comforted Suno, his tone full of kindness.

Su Nuo gradually became a little convinced, she felt that this statement was somewhat novel, she had never heard such a thing before.

"And what I say, can they hear me?" Suno asked such a question, and she curiously removed her head from Coty's shoulder, and asked with a curious expression.

It's like a child who doesn't know anything about the world.

"Yes." Coty swore to look at Suno, not only was she so comforted, but she also believed in it.

Because she was born in a relatively remote place, she has never heard this kind of thing since she was a child.

This led to such thoughts being ingrained in her mind later, and she naturally believed this statement.

"Then I want to tell them that I'm sorry for them." Su Nuo's eyes filled with tears again, but this time she held back and didn't let them fall.

Coty's eyes flickered, and she began to understand a little bit of what kind of mentality Su Nuo was living with.

It is a sense of guilt, crueler than any punishment in the world.

"If it weren't for my willfulness, maybe they wouldn't have died, Mom and Dad, I'm sorry......" Su Nuo's voice trembled slightly, and Coty couldn't bear to hear it.

"Su Nuo, everything is over, you have to let go of everything and move forward." Coty took her hand and whispered comfort.

In fact, she also has a lot of pain in her heart, but she has never been discovered.

"I actually envy you a little, you at least have someone to miss, I have nothing to worry about since I was a child, and no one can be used to miss." Coty was a little sad by Su Nuo, she was not loved when she was a child, so even if all her relatives died, she should not cry like Su Nuo.

Coty really wanted to try what it felt like to be cared for, or to be cared for in her heart.

The two of them looked out the window, and they didn't know how long it took, and finally felt a little tired.

"Let's go, let's continue to decorate the house for Christmas and celebrate that you're one year older." Suno got up from Coty's shoulder, his eyes full of anticipation.

She got rid of the pain just now, people always have to look forward, as for missing, it should still be left to the dead of night.

In Coty's situation, Suno felt that he should make her feel the warmth of her family.

Otherwise, her life would be crippled and full of regrets.

Only love can make a person's life whole.

"Ding Dong ......" The doorbell of Su Nuo's house rang, and the two of them turned their heads in unison and glanced at each other again.

It should be Su Yan That's right, it is impossible for someone else to come over at this time.

Su Nuo hurriedly ran to the door and opened the door, and the man standing outside the door was indeed the face he was most familiar with, his younger brother.

These days, he hasn't lost weight, which is something that Su Nuo is very happy about.

"Sister, Merry Christmas!" Su Yan carried a cake in his hand with a bunch of ribbons and stickers about Christmas.

Looks very childish.

"Why do you buy a cake for Christmas?" Su Nuo was a little puzzled by his operation, and no one had a birthday.

Su Yan scratched his head, and walked into the room with some embarrassment, he casually glanced towards the windowsill, and happened to see Coty.

"I passed by the cake shop and saw that this one was pretty, so I bought it, but why are you here?" Su Yan casually answered her sister's question, and then walked straight to Coty and came to her.

Coty was suddenly embarrassed by his actions, and a boy walked up to her, and she felt a little embarrassed in her heart.

Even the two of them have met many times before.

"What are you doing!" Su Nuo looked at Su Yan's somewhat indecent actions, and saw Coty's slightly cramped face, and began to relieve the two of them.

But Su Yan ignored Su Nuo's words, and just walked towards Coty blindly.

"It's been a long time since you've been in contact with me, say, what have you been busy with lately!" Su Yan squinted his eyes and looked at the woman in front of him with a playful expression.

Coty blushed a little, she had never been looked at like this by a man.

"I've been a bit busy with things at the company lately, so ...... Didn't notice your message. Coty explained, and Sunno began to notice that something was wrong.

When did my brother care so much about someone? Isn't it......

"Hey, I'm kidding, it's fine, haha." Su Yan suddenly went against the norm and turned around and explained.

Coty finally breathed a sigh of relief, in fact, there was already a little suspicion in her heart, the two had met a few times, Su Yan's excessive enthusiasm for her made her a little uncomfortable, and it was not that she didn't like Su Yan, but she didn't know how to face his kindness to herself, so she had some escape psychology.

What's more, Su Yan is still Su Nuo's younger brother, and she feels that she shouldn't do this.

Children who have never received love since childhood will always have an extremely low self-esteem, so that they subconsciously run away from the outstretched hands of others.

Su Nuo also breathed a sigh of relief, she thought that Su Yan was in love with Coty, this Su Yan was really fun-loving.

Several people continued to arrange everything in the house, and when the sun was about to set, Suno came to the kitchen to continue cooking a big meal for the two of them, while Coty, who remained in the house, felt a strange awkward atmosphere.

Su Yan always approached her, intentionally or unintentionally, which made her a little cramped and uneasy.

"Coty, why do you think your nose is so high?"

"Coty, was your hair born this color?

"Hand me the ribbon, I said, why are your arms so long?"

Su Yan always approached Coty like this, intentionally or unintentionally, trying to find a topic in front of her eyes.

This feeling made her subconsciously want to escape.

"Why don't you ignore me?" Su Yan didn't get any response under a series of attacks, and finally felt a little puzzled and asked this question.

Coty closed his eyes helplessly, and finally couldn't escape the palm of his hand.

"No...... I'm concentrating on setting up my room. Coty had no choice but to find what seemed like a reason and answered Su Yan's words.

"Oh, but I still wonder why you've ignored me for so many days." Su Yan stopped what he was doing and asked with a serious face.

Seeing Su Nuo by the side of the two of them just now, Su Yan was still a little restrained.

Coty also suddenly stopped the movement of his hand, and was stunned for a moment.

"I said, I'm busy with work during this time, and your sister has promoted me, so I don't have time to reply to your messages......" Coty still prevaricated Su Yan with the reason just now, but he wouldn't believe it at all.

No matter how busy you are, you can't just look at your phone once, and you don't even have time to reply to messages.

"You're avoiding me?" Su Yan asked this sentence in disbelief, he had already had such a guess in his heart, but he had never been able to face it.

Coty's eyes suddenly dodged, she did have this idea, but she didn't want to tell Su Yan this fact directly.

This is her own problem, and it has nothing to do with Su Yan's enthusiasm.

"You two go wash your hands and eat!" Su Nuo's voice came from the kitchen, just interrupting the conversation between the two people.

Coty quickly left the place that had left her a little depressed and ran to the bathroom with a puff of smoke.

And Su Yan faced the emptiness in front of him, and felt a little lost in his heart.

Why was she hiding from herself?

"Su Yan, why are you stunned? Come and help me in the kitchen! Su Nuo's voice lost its previous gentleness for a while, and sure enough, any kind of sister will become a rude person in front of her younger brother.

"Smack." The switch of the lanterns was turned on, and the whole room was instantly enveloped in a warm atmosphere, it had been a long time since Christmas, Su Nuo thought in his heart.

"Come on, let's eat." Su Nuo looked at this warm scene, and there was an indescribable comfort in his heart.

At the dinner table, Su Yan opened the cake, which was painted with Santa Claus, and the whole was red in tone, with a strong Christmas atmosphere.

"No one has a birthday, so it seems a bit out of place for you to buy this thing." Su Nuo still felt that this cake was a little out of line with the scene at the time, and she said something like this again.