Xiao Xia, it's very sad to say that your mother's thoughts about you can often only be based on non-existent fantasies. As a mother, this should be the greatest tragedy.

Mom misses you deeply, remembering your immature appearance, and the voice calling Mom, no matter where Mom is, no matter when and where the scene is, Mom will shed tears, Mom will continue to do things while crying, and think of you in my heart.

Dad once said to Mom that since you want to have children, then you should be more proactive with them. As Dad said, there should be a lot of such scenarios.

For example, when grandma insists on taking you back to your hometown, your mother should stop her, and your mother should keep you by her side no matter what. No matter what Dad and Grandma say, you must go back to your hometown, because your aunt and grandmother need someone to take care of them at home, and because your grandmother misses you, Mom should refuse. Because you and my mother and daughter family, since birth, because of the non-stop affairs of my father and grandmother's family, because of this and that, they are constantly being separated, and my mother should refuse, instead of suppressing her thoughts about you and compromise. Mom should be more proactive for you. Dad was right.

Dad said, do you know how much your child buys powder, and do you know how much she uses. Xiaoxia, not only does my mother not know how much your milk powder is, but my mother not only doesn't know how much you use, but after my mother pays her all her salary to her father every month, my father has never opened his mouth once about the whereabouts of all the money.

Trust in your dad and make him feel free, mom never asks where the money goes. In the end, such a compromise and gentle attitude were summarized by Dad into three points, one is that the family's money is all spent and gone. The second is that I don't know how to use the money on you, I am derelict in my duty, I am not worthy of being a mother, you, my mother has also lost. The third is that the mother is not active enough for the child. Yes, Dad was right.

There have been countless times when my mother wanted to do something for you, and I went to discuss it with my father, but without exception I would be rejected, and my mother was very stupid, until the end I realized that it turned out that my father had excluded me a long time ago.

Still, Mom should have taken the initiative, Dad was right. No matter what he thinks of his mother's advice, the toys and daily necessities that his mother wants to buy you, no matter how much he makes a big fuss, his mother should insist on doing it.

In the final analysis, no matter what grandma says, no matter what dad says, mom should insist, the relationship with you is so weak now, there is a passive existence of mom in this.

When will Grandma bring you from your hometown here, since you were born, no one has considered Mommy's wishes in this matter. Later, Mom understands that the plan for this matter is not even in your father's hands, but completely depends on your grandmother's idea.

Without any emotion, your father doesn't have the ability to really always have a home, and it is inevitable to be your master and listen to grandma. Sometimes my mother feels that the direction of this family is inevitable. Mom relies on his father who doesn't take responsibility, so how can this family stand.

Now, every time my mother broadcasts a video to you, I feel like I'm bursting in my heart.

House kids we want. At the beginning, this sentence was so reasonable, the act of betraying my mother was said lightly, and all the threats became a love video secretly filmed by my father after my mother was betrayed.

Mom should take the initiative, even if your dad says he wants to post Mom's video to the company and the Internet, Mom should continue to fight for you.

Actually, Xiaoxia, what is there to be afraid of my mother. Between mom and dad, I have long lost to Dad, a professional player. After Dad's cheating, step by step, Mom is destined to be empty, since she is already destined to lose, what is there to be afraid of in the future. It's just one more. Fight with him for you later, and make your reputation ruined. But what's there to be afraid of?

But your dad didn't expect that in fact, the video of him holding his mother without clothes was not the real reason for his mother to let go of you in the end.

What really makes Mom give up everything is that Mom knows that Grandma has always taken care of you, and if this matter is broken, it will make you psychologically disparage, you are still so young, Mom doesn't want you to experience an involuntary change.

When my mother was supposed to fight with my grandmother before, she pushed the boat down the river and wronged her wishes. The rest doesn't want to bring you a whole world change.

Xiao Xia, if my mother wants to say wrong, it is wrong at the beginning, not because of what happened later.

Mom is now walking alone on the road, there is no one on the whole road, Mom is walking forward, while closing her eyes, your voice, your everything, the feeling of holding you, all your feelings, lingering in Mom's mind, Mom immediately shed tears.

Xiao Xia, have you ever looked for someone to carry you because you don't want to walk by yourself? Maybe there is, but unfortunately my mother has never seen it and never felt it. Mom hopes you can climb Mom's leg and ask Mom to carry you away.

Xiao Xia, have you ever fallen down and wanted someone to comfort you? Definitely. Mom would love to hold you and comfort you when you need it.

Now, Mom and even Dad don't know when you'll be back in the city, and Mom doesn't know when she'll see you again. But this situation is so hopeless, your mother's thoughts about you are like a kind of cancer, and in the end, only the heart will die. This kind of pain is so powerful, only the heart can be dead to draw an end, otherwise even breathing is painful.

Mom used to read such a scene in a TV series and in a book, the kind of scene where she couldn't see her child after separation, but she didn't expect such a thing to happen to her.

In those stories, the parent who has the child will often narrate how long it has been since the other person has been to see the child, and how hard this person is supporting the child.

Xiaoxia, this scene doesn't apply to us, because Mom and Dad didn't really raise you, and it was Grandma who took care of you.

So we can change the scene, this time from a different angle, from the perspective of the person who doesn't have the child. But often the reason why such a person is alone is mostly because he betrayed his family, and finally his wife left him with children.

In such a scene, this person is often down-and-out, cold, he is unwilling to reveal his inner feelings, and when he loses his family in middle age, this person will even look a little dirty and greasy, as if he has not taken care of himself.

In such stories, children are the only weakness of people like them. The wife, who had been betrayed, did not allow them to see the children because of hatred.

Gradually, they moved away from their original home, away from their children, and even away from other communities.

But they love and miss their children very much.

It's a different situation than we are, right?

Xiao Xia, mom and dad never set up a home full of love. After you arrived, Mom and Dad couldn't take responsibility and take care of you alone.

Later, Dad hated Mom, and we didn't have the ability to solve each other's problems.

All of this has caused the family to fall apart.

But no matter what, no matter how many times Mom appears, no matter whether Dad is ready or not, Xiao Xia, you are the most important and warmest piece in our hearts.

Mom hopes that you can understand Mom and Dad, our love for you is a lot and very clear.