Chapter 10 : Everyone has their own Kesu in their hearts
"Welcome back my child."
A sticky voice rings in my ears.
Lear had forgotten how many times he had appeared in this place.
It's a labyrinth. Everywhere is full of bones and moss. The foul-smelling dirt stained his pants.
He didn't know how he got here, and he didn't know how he got out.
All he knew was that he was going to die. He'll die here and wake up in bed.
This is Lear's dream.
He forgot when he had started dreaming about it.
I can't count them. He died countless times in his dreams. Unlike other dreams, it hurts here.
This heart-rending pain was felt by Li Er. But no matter how painful it was, he wouldn't wake up, and he would only open his eyes after he was completely dead in this dream.
"Come on, kid. Let's move on. That's where you belong. The sticky voice sounded again.
Li Er just walked away. He just wanted to die quickly. This dream was torture for him.
He had tried many times, no matter how early or late he slept or how long he stayed in his dreams. The time to wake up every morning is always six in the morning.
But this time it's a little different.
Lear was gone for a long, long time. Still no accidents happened.
The monsters that tore him apart in his dreams, the ghosts that tormented him, the supergiants who trampled on him, the bugs that gnawed at him, and the traps were all gone.
There is only one road that cannot be walked. There are also some terrifying voices whispering.
"You are a child of God...... You don't belong here......"
"May the ugliness of the world purify your heart."
"Great Son of God, look at what you are now......"
"You may not have thought that the most painful pain in the world is not your own death, but watching the person you love the most die in front of you."
The source of these strange sounds is unknown. Lear didn't even know if they were talking to him.
The strange tone was sometimes sarcastic, sometimes comforting, sometimes regretful, sometimes angry.
Li Er felt a little abnormal.
It could be that those strange voices said that they were tired and suddenly stopped talking.
Lear suddenly heard some music, very unpleasant, without any sense of musicality, accompanied by whispers lingering.
Originally, Li Er thought that he had "died" so many times, and he should not be afraid of anything.
But this time it's not a ghost, it's not a trap. Li Er was frightened by this terrifying whisper.
Those words seemed to have a substance, and they circulated around Li Er repeatedly. Some are as gentle as their mother's hands, while others are like sharp blades, slashing at Li Er one by one.
“…… God...... Person...... Redemption ......"
"Goodbye, my child."
"You shouldn't be so cowardly. I'm here to save your soul......"
Li Er didn't dare to move.
He leaned against the wall and gasped, letting the viscous liquid from the wall trickle down to himself.
In fact, the walls were covered with the blood of the former Lear or the fragments of his corpse.
The sound in my ears never went away.
"Help...... Help me! ”
"Help me!"
Lear broke down, and he fell to his knees and hugged his head and cried.
He didn't know why he was crying. Why did you break down.
The breathtaking voice kept running through his head.
Many memories are also beginning to come to mind.
"Li Er, as long as your surname is Li, you have to fucking raise Lao Tzu!"
"You little bastard, you dare to ask my mother for money! What the? Pay tuition? You teachers say you're stupid, what else do you go to school? The old lady lost all of her today, and she went to find your dead ghost father! ”
"He's not going to be a fool, and he can't speak."
"Li Er, I would like to invite your parents to come and discuss it this afternoon...... Well...... Your mental problems. ”
"Li Er is simply cow dung piled next to the flowers, how could such a good girl Lan Lan be with this fool."
"Li Er, what's wrong with you......"
"Little Ears ......"
Lea's eyes widened suddenly.
Lan Lan ...... Lan Lan! ”
It was as if Lan Lan was in front of Li Er. Li Er ran forward like crazy.
He wanted to grasp this life-saving straw, and the white hand was about to touch, just a little bit.
But suddenly a person appeared in front of him. Dressed in slim and neat clothes, with a neat hairstyle, but with a knife and a hacksaw in his hands.
He just kept laughing, not moving, not making a sound. A smile brings happiness, but a smile is an endless source of fear.
And some smiles, accompanied by knives and hacksaws.
The pain came again. Even after experiencing it so many times, the pain is still suffocating. Lear wanted to die but couldn't, and there always seemed to be a force that kept him alive. He watched as the knife plunged into his body. He watched his body being torn apart piece by piece.
Those gray eyes are really like themselves.
Li Er woke up, soaking wet. But he's used to it, too.
Look up at the clock, it's exactly six o'clock, get up and take a shower.
Today is the twenty-eighth day of the lunar month, and you should drink some porridge.
Lan Lan has been home for a week. However, the two of them talk on the phone every day, and they are really an intimate little couple.
"I don't know if I can meet Lan Lan's parents in the future, and if they will like me."
Li Er thought to himself.
In fact, he didn't realize that Lan Lan's appearance made him feel at home. For the first time, he experienced what it was like to have someone love him.
Unconsciously, this big boy who is easy to blush and shy likes Lan Lan more and more. The shackles on his atrium finally cracked.
Winter mornings come late. Li Er looked at the sun gradually rising outside the window, and he suddenly noticed that a window grille had been pasted on the window of the dormitory at some point.
The sun shines on the window grilles, and the New Year's atmosphere gradually appears.
Life is nothing more than that, and countless reincarnations seem to be nothing. Only you are the truth.
"Thank you, Lan Lan."
End of chapter