Chapter 11: Nirvana
When Li Er saw Lan Qing, he didn't show any mood swings.
Lan Qing said that Li Er was about to die, and he could fulfill one of his wishes before Li Er died.
"Mr. Death, how long do I have to live?" Li Er asked,
"I don't know, and even if I did, I wouldn't be able to say." Lan Qing shook his head.
Two long silences.
Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, which is a festive and lively day. There are also many people in the school who do not go home for the New Year. But there was a different scene in Lear's dormitory.
"Mr. Death, what happens when people die?"
"The bones rotted and turned to dust."
"Since you're all death, our final destination shouldn't be just dust."
Li Er took off his glasses, his gray pupils radiated brilliance, and his eyes stared at Lan Qing deadly.
"You're smart, but that doesn't change anything. People are going to die after all, but the way of dying is different. “
"The most helpless thing in the world is not loneliness, but the feeling of powerlessness at the moment of death. Mr. Death, have you ever experienced this? “
"I have a deep understanding."
"Nice to meet you."
"Have you made up your wish?"
"I'm done."
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Lear was not in the habit of taking a nap.
Because he didn't dare to sleep, he was afraid that once he took a nap, he would die again in his dream.
But today I fell asleep unconsciously.
And did not die in a dream.
The content of the dream is confusing.
He always felt that the content of the dream was his memory, but he could not recall it anyway.
"Child, mommy is gone."
The strange woman in front of Li Er claimed to be Li Er's mother.
But Lear didn't remember her, not even know her.
Looking at the woman's distant back, Li Er felt like she was crying.
The rain in the dream was heavy. Wetted everything in the world. Li Er's face was filled with tears.
He even tasted that salty taste.
There seems to be God's crying around.
He wanted to speak, but he couldn't.
Obviously, this is his dream, but he is not the master here.
It's like a dream in the night.
"Look, my son is amazing! This school is not something that ordinary people can get into. “
Father Li Xianghan patted himself on the shoulder.
"Congratulations, Brother Han, come and have a drink!"
The dream changed, and Lear didn't remember the scene.
He sat with his father and his friends.
Listening to what he meant, it seems to be his own college banquet.
Li Er could see the inner thoughts of everyone at the table.
There is ridicule, there is cursing, there is resentment, there is invective. Different people have different expressions on their faces.
I watched my father's hand constantly patting his shoulder.
Lear always felt that those hands would do something out of the ordinary.
Sure enough, the dream changed again.
"You're a fucking shit, just give Lao Tzu such a shitty school? It's not enough to shame me. ”
Li Xianghan's hand twitched on Li Er's face.
"Damn, where are the children of my friends? Just you, a little rabbit, went to such a place for Lao Tzu. ”
"When Lao Tzu pretends in front of them, you don't know how much Lao Tzu's face hurts!"
said another slap in the face.
"I have the money to pay your tuition, so I might as well have fun! Your slut mom spends Lao Tzu's money every day to go out to play mahjong and raise a little white face! I'm going to have to lose her money sooner or later! ”
"I'll tell you Li Er, this is the last time I'll give you money, and you will make money for Lao Tzu after you go to school!"
"Remember, Li Er, as long as your surname is Li, you have to raise Lao Tzu!"
Countless slaps landed on Lear's face.
That's how Lear woke up.
My dormitory is like a thief.
The floor was littered, books were scattered, desks and chairs were overturned, and a big hole appeared in the door of the dormitory.
Li Er didn't care so much, packed up the house, and prepared to go out for a walk.
The sky was always so far away that no matter how much Lear stretched out his hand, he couldn't reach it.
When he came out, he received a text message from Lan Lan,
"Happy New Year, little ear! I was lonely when I wasn't at school. Don't worry, I'll be back with you soon. Have you listened to me? Have you had a good meal these two days? If I come back and find that you've lost weight, see how I clean you up! ”
Lan Lan is actually a very funny girl, she is not as quiet as others think.
She likes to make Lear happy.
Li Er was also really happy, walking on the school playground, Li Er missed Lan Lan more and more.
If there is a cycle in life, then back and forth I hope it's all you.
If life can be accumulated, then I hope to give you every bit of it.
"Little ears!"
Lear felt like she was hallucinating.
But when he turned around, the familiar figure did appear in front of him.
Silence is better than sound at this point.
Li Er hugged Lan Lan tightly, reluctant to let go.
Maybe Li Er thought that only with Lan Lan by his side, he would not die in a dream.
Only the flowers that bloom in despair are the most precious.
Only Lan Lan can bring Li Er back to life.