Chapter 12: Admiration

Lan Lan was surprised today.

Time seemed to go back to the night she and Li Er first met.

Li Er was dressed in a well-fitting formal suit, with a crisp and neat hairstyle, and her beautiful gray pupils sealed by glasses shone brightly.

It's like a royal nobleman.

Today is Lan Lan's birthday.

She thought it was weird today. Because this morning she met a strange and familiar person.

She didn't remember seeing this person, but she had an innate familiarity with him, kind and gentle.

The young man was tall and thin, with a grim face and full of aura. It's oppressive to stand in front of others.

"Lanlan, happy birthday."

The young man dropped this sentence and left, and Lan Lan didn't have time to ask the other party's name.

"Maybe it's a boy who wants to pursue himself."

Lan Lan thought so in his heart.

But that familiar feeling lingered.

In the evening, when she wanted to go to Li Er to finish eating together, Li Er went directly to her.

Lan Lan went downstairs and saw Li Er in front of him.

It's that handsome boy again.

Lan Lan didn't know why she thought of the word handsome. That Lear on the first night was something Lan Lan couldn't forget.

In fact, Lan Lan had already noticed the difference between Li Er, but Lan Lan didn't care too much. She thought that Lear was emboldening herself by doing this.

It seems that Lear would only be like this when he was so formal.

Li Er stretched out his hand, wanting to take Lan Lan's hand,

"Lanlan, happy birthday."

Lan Lan blushed and handed her hand over.

Li Er instantly knelt down on one knee and kissed the back of Lan Lan's hand.

This move made Lan Lan even more shy. They are just a young couple, how can there be so many tricks.

"Let's go, let's go eat."

Lear really seemed to be a different person.

It's different from the usual cute and shy little boy. At this moment, Lear is a gentle gentleman.

Lan Lan is the princess who belongs to him.

After the meal, Li Er took out the gift he had prepared for Lan Lan.

Lan Lan opened the box, and it was a pair of delicate lace-up high heels.

"A girl, when she becomes an adult, should have a boy who puts on a pair of high heels of her own. This means that the girl has really grown up and matured. ”

Lear said as he picked up his shoes.

He took off Lan Lan's canvas shoes and the cute little pink socks.

Lan Lan's feet were small, only a little bigger than Li Er's palms.

Li Er held up the pair of white and tender little feet and stared at them for a long time. Staring at Lan Lan's face turned red.

They have been in love for a long time, but at most two people are holding hands, kissing faces and hugging. There was no more physical contact.

But today, Li Er touched his feet and put on high heels for himself.

"It's beautiful, it's like a finely crafted work of art."

"Say no more." Lan Lan blushed to the base of her ears.

After helping her put on her shoes, Li Er helped her to her feet.

Lan Lan didn't wear high heels, and walked like a toddler for the first time.

"From now on, you are my princess."

Lan Lan was very moved, she didn't expect Li Er to spend so much effort to celebrate her birthday.

This gift is very meaningful, not only Lan Lan's maturity, but also the blend of Li Er's endless love for Lan Lan.

That night, Lan Lan kissed Li Er's lips.

That night, they finally kissed each other.

That night, the moonlight reflected their shadows. With the moon god as a thread for them, that love will be unswerving until death.

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Li Er opened his eyes.

He went to bed very early yesterday. It's strange that I didn't have the dream that made me feel painful.

He dreamed of Lan Lan, and dreamed that Lan Lan was crying.

The beautiful girl, dressed in a long white dress, knelt in front of a sight that she could not see clearly, crying.

He wanted to comfort her and hug her. But he couldn't move, and he couldn't speak.

He could only quietly watch Lan Lan's crying pear blossoms bring rain, tearing his heart out.

Li Er was even wondering if Lan Lan would be so sad if he died?

In short, such a dream still made him very uncomfortable.

Get out of bed and wash up.

As he picked up his toothbrush to brush his teeth, Lear suddenly noticed a piece of paper pressed under the tooth cup.

"Hello, Lear.

It's an honor that we're all called Lear.

Unfortunately, there can only be one between the two of us. ”

"I used to think that when we were just one person, why were we still divided into each other?

All these years should have been the two of us together, but I have borne it all. Actually, it's nothing, after all, that's what I'm here for. ”

But why should you run away? Obviously we are alone! ”

"I've imagined countless times that when I'm done with this sin for you, you'll remember me and let me live with you. Together, we can fight against all injustices. I take these pains as faith because we are the same people. ”

"But you seem to have forgotten me, or do you not want to live with me at all?"

"If that's the case, why did you create me in the first place?"

"I don't want to suffer for you anymore, it's already hard to live. Now I want to enjoy the world. I also want to love the world. I also want to be loved by the world. Why should I suffer and you rejoice? ”

"Lear deserves to be loved. The loved person can't be just you, but also me! ”

"The nightmares you have every day are the ones I suffered after I went back."

"But when I came out, wasn't that what I suffered? I'd rather be killed by those monsters than experience the squalor and hypocrisy of reality, and that sense of powerlessness. ”

"What you gave me, I will let you feel."

"The air outside is really fresh, a hundred times better than those rotten bones, isn't it?"

"I've touched the ground outside, which is better, the moist and fragrant earth or the wall tiles in the labyrinth?"

"I'm really jealous of you. Even if the world abandons us, you still have Lan Lan's love. And I've been abandoned. I can only suffer in your unremembered 'memories', while you live happily in reality. That's not fair. ”

"If there is no fairness in the world, then let me create it."

"If life loses its meaning, then survival is the biggest joke."

"Li Er, I don't love Lan Lan. I'm just jealous that you have someone to love, and I'm lingering in the layers of memory. ”

"Now, I want you to experience that pain, that loneliness, that powerlessness."

"Don't die easily, Lear, like me, take all the pain as faith. Here's a show I've got in store for you. ”

"That girl named Lanlan is really beautiful and flawless."

"The one named Li Er should also change his appearance."