Silent night, the sky is dotted with stars, decorating the plain night sky, dotted with lonely moons.

While everything rests in silence, the silence is broken by the cry of a crow.

A man appeared on the balcony with a crow standing on his shoulder.

Lan Qing sat in the living room, smoking a cigarette silently, as if she had been waiting for this person for a long time.

"Smoking just after being discharged from the hospital is not conducive to wound healing......"

Pressing the cigarette in his hand into the ashtray, Lan Qing lit another one. At this time, Lan Qing was naked, and there were bandages on her body that had not been removed.

"You really like to solve problems with car accidents......"

Lan Qing took a sharp puff of the cigarette in his hand, and the cigarette that had just been lit burned a third in an instant.

"Ahem...... Ahem......"

"My name is Bai Zongze......"

Bai Zongze turned on the light in the living room, and the light shone on him, so that Lan Qing could see his face clearly.

Slightly stunned, Lan Qing quickly returned to normal. The person in front of him was the suicidal transvestite who had appeared in his mind.

"I don't know if I should say that we met for the first time?"

Bai Zongze smiled slightly, Lan Qing stood up, walked to the balcony, and looked at the starry sky outside.

"What wish did Li Wan make to you?"

"Oh?"

Little by little, the tobacco burned, and clear white smoke came out, and the living room was filled with the smell of smoke.

"Looks like you know......"

"We don't have to hide it, it's not a good thing......"

Lan Qing extinguished his cigarette and turned to stare at Bai Zongze. Bai Zongze touched the crow standing on his shoulder, like his lover, gentle and delicate.

"She said she wanted you to give her a rose."

The fists were clenched tightly, and Lan Qing's eyes were full of killing intent. He took a step forward, ran to Bai Zongze and grabbed him by the collar.

"If you hadn't intervened in her fate, I could have stopped it!"

Bai Zongze didn't struggle, but smiled even brighter.

"Hahahaha......"

"What are you laughing at?"

Lan Qing pressed Bai Zongze to the wall.

"Laugh at your ignorance......"

"Don't you have a long memory? You yourself have suffered so much and still do not understand? ”

Bai Zongze's eyes suddenly became sharp,

"No matter what we do, the outcome doesn't change, it's just the way it happens."

"Even if I don't show up, Li Wan will still die, this is the script written by God, as long as it wants people to die, there will be any way......"

Bai Zongze pushed Lan Qing away and tidied up his clothes. Lan Qing sat on the ground as if her soul had been drained, tears kept flowing down. Bai Zongze threw a handkerchief to Lan Qing.

"Actually, I envy you, at least you can cry......"

Lan Qing didn't wipe her tears, nor did she pay attention to Bai Zongze's words. At this time, there is only endless remorse and anger in his heart, and he can't blame others for everything, only himself, and this unfair world.

"We are all poor people who have been tricked by fate......"

"Do you know how I became the Grim Reaper?"

Bai Zongze also sat on the ground, leaning on Lan Qing.

"Suicide...... But I don't want to die......"

Shaking his head, Bai Zongze took out a cigarette from Lan Qing's pocket and lit one as well.

"It is true that I committed suicide, but I did not wish not to die."

"I want to die more than even all ......"

"You have been through a lot, but at least you were at peace when you died......"

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If life could be restarted, Bai Zongze would definitely not choose to crawl out of his mother's belly......

He, like thousands of ordinary people, lives an ordinary and ordinary life. Learn to walk, learn to speak, learn to grow.

However, different people's personalities and psychology cannot be the same. Bai Zongze has felt his difference since he entered puberty.

He didn't like those men's clothes, those clean and refreshing sportswear, and those white shirts that looked very handsome, Bai Zongze didn't like them all.

Bai Zongze likes women's clothes, beautiful skirts, smooth and soft stockings, and charming high heels.

He wondered if he had been born of the wrong gender, but he found that his orientation was normal, he just liked the clothes and the people who wore them.

Bai Zongze used his pocket money to buy a set of women's clothes. It was the first time he had worn them on his body. Before, he could only see the beautiful women on the road wearing these beautiful clothes.

Now I wear those beautiful clothes. Looking at himself in the mirror, Bai Zongze was stunned.

He is very good-looking, with male masculinity and female femininity, and the two are perfectly combined on Bai Zongze's face.

Bai Zongze felt that if he was a girl, he would definitely be very beautiful, and those clothes really matched him.

Listening to the beautiful sound of high heels stepping on the floor, Bai Zongze was intoxicated. That was the first time he felt the joy of being alive.

He kept this secret in his heart.

Every night, Bai Zongze would secretly take out the women's clothes he hid in the cabinet and put them on himself, and under the light of the moon, he danced on the grass, as if he was a woman.

He doesn't hate his male body, and he doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with wearing women's clothes, everyone has their own secrets in their hearts.

During the day, he was just an ordinary boy, studying hard and attending classes seriously.

The secret was hidden until he went to college.

One day, when he returned to his dormitory, he knew it was all over when he saw his women's clothes on his desk. The roommate stood in the room and laughed at him, and the news naturally spread.

Almost everyone who knew him and didn't know him called him a "pervert". In the midst of the ridicule, Bai Zongze was pressed to the point that he couldn't straighten his waist.

He was envious of the girls, whose smooth white flesh could wrap around these beautiful clothes.

Bai Zongze even wanted to tear open those fabrics to see what was hidden under those fabrics, and what he had become so that he would not be ridiculed.

He began to hate the people around him, and he stared at the school girls like a hungry wolf, trying to ravage them and destroy those who called him a pervert.

Bai Zongze began to lose control of his heart, and the beast in his heart was constantly roaring and roaring, wanting to rush out of his body.

When he found that his psychology had changed, Bai Zongze made the biggest change in his life.

He knew he couldn't do those things, and his inner sanity took over. In some unknown corner, he chemically castrated himself, turned himself into a "woman", and completely sealed the trapped beast in his heart.

Bai Zongze began to wear women's clothes justifiably, not caring about the opinions of the people around him.

The skirt that fluttered in the wind was like a gift from heaven. The sound of high heels walking on the ground is the music he gave to the world.

But prejudice never disappears in people's minds.

The cursing continued. There were even boys who ran over to lift his skirt to see if he was still a man.

These were the last straws that broke the camel's back.

Bai Zongze put on what he thought was the most beautiful dress and walked to the roof of the teaching building.

He felt that his life was too miserable, and perhaps the only way to leave was to make the right choice. He wanted to jump from the building, hoping that he would be a woman in the next life.

"Jump...... Jump! ”

The downstairs was full of people, all waiting to see this good show. The perverts at school are finally leaving, as if this is their biggest problem.

"Hurry up and jump! Don't ink! ”

The shouting seemed to be like a joke, and Bai Zongze laughed. He suddenly knew that heresy like himself would never be allowed in this world. To be born as a human being is to live in the way that people have laid out.

In Bai Zongze's eyes, the people downstairs seemed to look exactly the same, with the same face, the same clothes, the same voice, and the same tone of speech.

Only he is different.

A crow flew in from a distance and landed at his hand, with a gun in its mouth.

"Don't let yourself be so broken......"

Bai Zongze thought that he had auditory hallucinations, but he didn't expect that this sound was actually made by a crow.

There were also a few people standing behind Bai Zongze, those who had once teased his skirt.

"Eh, I said perverted, can you jump or not?"

Those words again, Bai Zongze was tired of hearing them. He turned, picked up the pistol in hand, and laughed.

"Goodbye ......"

Shots rang out, and the people below screamed. It seemed that the sky was raining and fell on the faces of the people below, but when you touched it, it was red.

They finally saw the results they wanted to see, and this rain of blood was the best gift God had given them......

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"I'm just dead......"

Lan Qing's pack of cigarettes was all smoked by Bai Zongze, and the ground was full of cigarette butts.

"When I became a soul, I looked at my corpse, it was really ugly, I should have chosen a better way to die, so that I could be prettier."

Listening to Bai Zongze's past, Lan Qing didn't speak. He didn't hate Bai Zongze, he just hated the laws of this world.

Bai Zongze's story is tragic, and it is indeed too unfair for him.

"What wish did you make when you died?"

"I can't make a wish, there's no death to pick me up......"

Touching the crow on his shoulder, Bai Zongze smiled,

"Everything about death after that, it told me."

Lan Qing stared at the crow on Bai Zongze's shoulder, his eyes were a little distracted, this crow seemed to be fake, and he didn't move.

"I don't know where the crows came from, I just know that my current mission is to help those who are dying have their wishes granted."

"Why did you fulfill Tang Zhen's wish? It's not like you can do this kind of hurtful thing......"

This is Lan Qing's biggest doubt at present, according to Bai Zongze's story, his heart is kind, and he will not let Tang Zhen do whatever he wants.

Bai Zongze shook his head,

"It's what it did, and even where you came from, it told me......"

"Lan Qing, I know your past, and even your future, but I can't help you, your affairs are no longer just about death......"

Bai Zongze stood up and walked to the balcony.

"Maybe we'll meet again in the future......"

Lan Qing saw the crow on Bai Zongze's shoulder turn his head, and a red light appeared in his eyes.