Chapter 51 : The Unstoppable
Lan Qing thought that Li Wan would take him to a restaurant for dinner, but Li Wan took Lan Qing directly to her home.
Looking at Li Wan's home, Lan Qing was a little suspicious if she had come by mistake. There is very little furniture in Lai's house, but there is a large desk full of books and ...... Bags of bread.
Li Wan was a little embarrassed,
"It's a bit messy at home, don't worry about ......"
"It's okay."
Lan Qing shook her head, and instead went in to help Li Wan clean up the garbage.
"Do you also do housework regularly at home?"
"When I first started learning, I barely did it before."
Li Wan nodded and took out the food she bought this morning from the refrigerator. Put on your apron and get ready to show off.
"Why don't you eat out?"
Lan Qing packed up the garbage, put it at the door for Li Wan, and threw it away when she was about to go back.
"I haven't cooked and eaten by myself for a long time, and I was going to cook by myself today, and you have a good day today."
Li Wan smiled at Lan Qing, and Lan Qing also laughed.
"If you want to smoke, go to the balcony to smoke, there are no ashtrays at home......"
Lan Qing shook his head,
"Smoking is not good for your health, I'm still young."
Li Wan turned her head and glared at Lan Qing coquettishly, she knew that Lan Qing was making fun of her. Looking at Li Wan's busy back, Lan Qing was very touched, the two of them were now in a situation very similar to a newlywed couple, the wife was cooking in the kitchen, and the husband was resting in the living room when he came home from work.
However, Li Wan was a little in a hurry, and the kitchen made the sound of pots and pans colliding.
Looking at her back, Lan Qing thought of Lan Lan. Lan Lan, the "kitchen killer", is also like this when cooking, and Lan Qing is a little suspicious of Li Wan's cooking skills.
However, seeing the dishes on the table that looked very good, Lan Qing knew that he was too worried.
"I haven't cooked for a long time, it's a little rusty, and I don't know how it tastes."
Lan Qing took a bite and put it in his mouth,
"It's delicious."
Li Wan laughed, for a chef, hearing diners compliment her on how delicious her food was the best response to her.
The food was indeed delicious, and Lan Qing was very touched by what she ate, including the fried rice that Xiaowen made for Lan Qing last time. all made him feel the warmth of the world.
In his life, there are more esoteric things like life, and less fireworks. Therefore, Lan Qing will cherish these hard-won warmth even more.
Li Wan watched Lan Qing eat very well, and she was also very happy in her heart. The young man in front of him had encountered so many things, if Lan Qing didn't tell her, Li Wan would never have imagined it.
That's why when they met for the first time, Lan Qing seemed so decadent.
"Have you ever thought about going home?"
Li Wan held her chin and asked Lan Qing.
Lan Qing was eating happily at the moment, he swallowed the food in his mouth hard, and drank a large sip of water, and this breath was smooth.
"I thought about it, I even wanted to go over and hug them, but there was no reason, they didn't remember my existence."
"But you still miss them......
Li Wan added water to Lan Qing's cup again.
"I think, since I became a human, I have found that I have become more and more unable to control my feelings."
"Whether it's my parents, my sister, or the people around me."
"Maybe that's what people should be."
Lan Qing continued to stuff food into her mouth. Li Wan looked at him, and felt pity in her heart, just like a big sister to a little brother.
Lan Qing is actually one year older than Li Wan, but in terms of heart, he seems to be inferior to Li Wan, although he has seen many lives and deaths, but the helplessness and loneliness in his heart always surround him.
"Want to hear a story?"
Lan Qing stopped her chopsticks and wiped her mouth.
"Story?"
Li Wan was a little puzzled. Lan Qing nodded, picked up the water cup and took another sip of water.
"Over the years, I have experienced too many lives and deaths, although most of them have nothing to do with me, but now it seems that I am living in those stories."
Lan Qing pointed to the sky outside,
"Whether it's day or night, under the sky, there will be a story."
Li Wan laughed, she suddenly felt that Lan Qing seemed to have integrated into the group of ordinary people, and began to talk and begin to show emotions.
Lan Qing's tone was very flat, but the content of the story all moved Li Wan and cried several times. It's hard to imagine what would happen to an ordinary person's heart if they went through so many things. But Lan Qing is still fine now, and she will still chat with others, and she will praise the delicious food made by others.
"Lan Qing, you are also a gentle person......"
Li Wan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and said to Lan Qing. Lan Qing was suddenly stunned and lowered her head,
Xiaowen once said the same......"
"Don't be upset......"
Li Wan stood up, walked to Lan Qing's side and touched her head. At this moment, the two of them are really like sisters and brothers.
"I have the ability to protect her, but I ......"
Lan Qing's words were interrupted, he felt a warmth, and Li Wan hugged him gently. Feeling the temperature in Li Wan's arms, Lan Qing suddenly cried.
"It would be unfair to you if you had to do everything in the world alone......"
There was endless tenderness in Li Wan's words, Lan Qing cried so hard that Li Wan could even feel his sobs.
"Like your sister said, you have to live happily. Don't forget, you'll see each other again......"
"There are too many lonely people in this world who are afraid to take the first step......"
"Fate is never fair, neither to you nor to other ordinary people. But they are all living well, and this is what life should be. ”
"We must stop this......"
Lan Qing silently read in his heart.
A flower on the balcony seems to show pink petals, and the arrival of spring has made it begin to revive and prepare for the bloom of life again.
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"Xiao Jin, shall we go out to bask in the sun?"
Li Wan and Lan Qing stood in the ward, looking at Zhang Jin. The gauze on Zhang Jin's face has been removed, but the scar is still plastered with ointment, and the whole face is still not so clear.
Zhang Jin looked at the two of them blankly, didn't speak, and nodded blankly.
A doctor came in from outside the ward and brought them a wheelchair.
"The patient's mood stabilized, but he didn't talk anymore. I've got a wheelchair for you, so you can take her out for a walk. ”
"Okay, thank you."
Lan Qing pushed the wheelchair to the side of the bed, and Li Wan picked up Zhang Jin and put her in the wheelchair. Lan Qing originally wanted to help, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was inappropriate. This girl's fear of men should have reached the extreme now, and it is better for her not to have physical contact with her.
"Let's go, Xiao Jin, let's go bask in the sun!"
Li Wan was like teasing a child, Lan Qing suddenly wanted to laugh, but as soon as the corners of her mouth rose, they fell.
The weather is really good, the sun is gentle and not dry, the breeze is even warmer, even the branches can't blow, you can only feel its love.
Zhang Jin raised her head and looked at the sky, the blue color was refreshing, and her expression seemed to have changed.
"Xiao Jin, how is it? You have to listen to the doctor so we can get out early. ”
Li Wan and Lan Qing pushed Zhang Jin to walk around in front of the hospital. Zhang Jin also seemed to feel the tenderness of spring, and closed her eyes slightly.
"Xiao Wan ......"
"What's wrong, Xiao Jin?"
“……”
Zhang Jin didn't continue to speak, she turned her head slightly, opened her micron eyes, and laughed.
"Is it so fun to come out and have fun?"
Li Wan continued to push her to walk, but Zhang Jin suddenly jumped out of the wheelchair.
"He said I was so pretty!"
"Hahahaha......"
A weird laugh came out of Zhang Jin's mouth, and Li Wan was startled by her actions.
Zhang Jin approached Li Wan step by step, Li Wan retreated step by step, and it was Lan Qing who pulled Li Wan behind him.
"Xiao Jin, calm down......"
Li Wan was so frightened that she hid behind Lan Qing and didn't dare to come out.
"Xiao Wan...... He said I was so pretty......"
"I'm not pretty anymore, but you're still so pretty...... He will find your ......"
Li Wan's palms were sweating, and she was pulling the corners of Lan Qing's clothes. Lan Qing also protected Li Wan behind her and prevented Zhang Jin from getting closer.
Zhang Jin took out a glass shard from the waistband of his hospital gown. Lan Qing knew that if she didn't come with her today, Li Wan's throat would be cut open by this piece of glass.
"Don't hide behind him, Xiaowan...... Didn't you say you were going to take me out in the sun? ”
"Why are you hiding......"
Zhang Jin showed a weird smile and approached Lan Qing step by step.
The road is full of people and traffic. A few doctors ran out of the hospital building, and Lan Qing took a breath. But in the blink of an eye, Lan Qing felt that the whole person was flying.
A few blood flowers floated in the sky, exploded in front of Lan Qing, and splashed on Lan Qing's face bit by bit.
He could only feel the bones shattering all over his body, and his body was slammed to the ground.
At that moment, Lan Qing felt that he was dead again, and his eyes were blurred. He could only see that Li Wan behind him fell not far from him, and a car that ran out of nowhere knocked the two over, and Li Wan's gentle eyes lost their light.
Lan Qing seemed to hear the crow's cry......
"Hey......
"Xiao Wan...... You're not pretty anymore......"
Zhang Jin inserted the glass shard in his hand into his neck, and blood splattered and sprayed on Li Wan's body.
"Tick, tick, tick......"
Lan Qing seemed to be able to hear the voice of the electrocardiogram,
"Didi......"
"The patient's resuscitation failed, and the date of death ......"
Lan Qing cried, he knew that the patient next to him was Li Wan. Not long ago, Lan Qing had felt her body temperature, but now she had turned into a cold corpse.
"Lai Wan ......"
Endless remorse and anger accumulated in Lan Qing's heart. He had tried to change what was supposed to happen, but the result changed again with his appearance.
Whatever he did, it was useless. Only Li Wan's corpse confirms Lan Qing's loneliness. Only tears and remorse write Lan Qing's heartache.
Lan Qing felt that his soul had been thrown into the meat grinder, and he was not even a slag to the ground. The only thing left is his incompetence.
Li ...... ......"