Chapter 33: It's My Fault

After returning to his home, Chu Zi'an also began to pack his things. After cleaning up, Chu Zi'an took out his mobile phone and made a call.

"Hey, An'an. It's a holiday, right? ”

Just packed his luggage, and by the way, he simply cleaned up his home, and after Chu Zi'an took a glass of water for himself, he drank more than half of it in one go, "Hmm." Brother, I'm going home today. ”

Chu Ziming laughed maliciously on the other end of the phone, "What, you have to leave this Lin Yiyang just left?" ”

Chu Zi'an's face immediately turned red when he was ridiculed by Chu Ziming, and he said angrily, "Brother! What nonsense are you talking about! ”

"How can you go back in a while, I still have an appointment with a patient, I'm afraid I can't send you back." Chu Ziming accepted it when he saw it, and said with some worry.

Chu Zi'an silently rolled his eyes at the phone screen and gave Chu Ziming, "I'll take a taxi back by myself." ”

"Well, you have to be careful on your own road."

Chu Zi'an replied obediently, "Well, I know." Brother, you get busy first, I'll hang up. Bye. ”

After talking to Chu Ziming on the phone, Chu Zi'an put on his coat and pulled out the suitcase in the bedroom. As he walked to the entrance, Chu Zi'an stopped and looked back at the small house where he had lived for two and a half years.

In the two years that she ran away from home, every reunion festival, every Chinese New Year, she spent herself alone in this small house, without a sumptuous reunion dinner, no laughter at the table, no family care, no warmth of home......

This year, though, she's going home. Return to your true home and celebrate the New Year with your family.

The sound of the lock clattering was unusually crisp in the empty room.

After leaving the community, Chu Zi'an quickly stopped a taxi.

Half an hour's drive is a short time, and the house where I have lived for nearly twenty years is close in front of me. Since Chu Zi'an fell ill, she really doesn't have any good memories of this home. So why did she come back today? Because there are people in this family who love her and care about her.

Take a deep breath and bravely walk up the steps. The arm was slightly bent, and the pink fingertips fell on the doorbell, and with a slight force, he pressed it.

It didn't take long for the door to open from the inside, and it was a middle-aged man who came out to open the door.

Chu Zi'an couldn't remember who that person was for a while, frowned slightly, and asked suspiciously, "Who are you?" ”

The middle-aged man was also a little surprised to see Chu Zi'an, and immediately reacted after being stunned for a moment, and put on a kind face, smiling kindly, "You are An An, right?" This woman has changed eighteen times, and she is getting better and better-looking. ”

Unexpectedly, he knew himself, Chu Zi'an asked tentatively, "Do you know me?" ”

"I'm your Uncle Song, don't you remember me? No wonder, we haven't seen each other in ten years. ”

As soon as he reminded him, the memories of his childhood with Uncle Song were awakened and came to mind. Chu Zi'an immediately grinned, "Ah, you are Uncle Song!" I haven't seen it in a long time. ”

Song Oath beckoned to Chu Zi'an, "Come in, come in, it's too cold outside." ”

While speaking, Song Oath still had to go to get the suitcase in Chu Zi'an's hand. Chu Zi'an hurriedly stopped, "No, Uncle Song, I can come by myself." ”

Song Zhiyi pressed Chu Zi'an's shoulder, and she couldn't move with a slight force, "Hey, your Uncle Song's body is still tough." ”

Song Oath and Chu Shan were originally in the same company, the two had the same personalities, went on missions together, were born and died together, good brothers for thirty years. Now he and Chu Shan are in the Second Army of Qincheng, but Song Oath is the deputy commander, and Chu Shan is the commander-in-chief.

Chu Shan upstairs also came downstairs when he heard the voice, and after seeing Chu Zi'an, he accelerated the pace of his feet, and he couldn't wait to step over, so he hurriedly walked over and hugged her into his arms, "An An, why did you come back suddenly, and you didn't tell me in advance, I'll pick you up." ”

"Dad, didn't I want to surprise you?"

Let go of Chu Zi'an, gently hold her shoulders with both hands, look her up and down, and make sure that there is nothing injured before reassuring.

For Chu Zi'an's return this time, Chu Shan was more surprised in his heart, and he couldn't believe it, "An An, is your school on holiday?" ”

Chu Zi'an nodded, "Well, I just finished the last exam yesterday morning, so I don't have to go to school anymore, so I came back directly and wanted to accompany you." ”

After speaking, Chu Zi'an took another step forward and hugged Chu Shan's waist, his voice mixed with a little crying, "Dad, I miss you so much." ”

Chu Shan felt a feeling of tears in his eyes at this moment, and his warm big palm gently patted Chu Zi'an's back, "Good boy, it's good to come back." ”

Song Oath, who was standing aside and couldn't interject, said angrily, "Okay, okay, what are you father and daughter doing so sensational?" I deliberately showed it to me. ”

Listening to Song Oayi's words, Chu Shan's face darkened, "Song Oayi, I think you did it on purpose." ”

Song Zhiyi handed the suitcase in his hand to Chu Shan and patted him on the shoulder, "Okay, since An An has gone home, you can accompany her at home, I am in charge of the army, I will leave first." ”

The sound fell, and Song Oath turned around to leave. Before he could step out, Hatsuyama stopped him, "Oath, thank you." ”

Song Zhiyi raised his chin to Chu Shan, "What kind of friendship do we have, you say thank you to me?" Okay, we'll see you another day. ”

After Song Oath closed the door, Chu Zi'an looked at Chu Shan, "Dad, do you have a mission in the army?" Then you go quickly, don't accompany me. ”

"It's okay, it's okay, it's rare that you're back, and I should accompany you at home." Hatsuyama said while taking Hatsu Zi'an's hand and walking upstairs.

Chu Zi'an frowned slightly, "Dad......"

Chu Shan sighed and interrupted Chu Zi'an's words, "An An, Dad misses you so much. ”

As soon as this sentence came out, Chu Zi'an couldn't say anything more, and his eyes were a little empty, looking like six gods without an owner.

Chu Zi'an aimlessly followed Chu Shan's footsteps to his room, tears overflowing from his eyes, "Dad, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't run away from home, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Seeing Chu Zi'an's pretty face covered with tears, Chu Shan's heart hurt fiercely, "An An, what nonsense are you talking about." You're not wrong at all, why should you apologize to your dad? ”

Chu Zi'an raised his hand to cover his face, crying silently, "I'...... I ......"

Hatsuyama pulled Hatsu Zi'an into his arms in distress, and the traces left by the years could be clearly seen on his face. At this moment, Chu Shan actually looked a little older, "An An, you are not wrong, it is me who is wrong." Fifteen years ago, because of my negligence, Yun Fan left us forever, and it also caused you to have mental and psychological problems. The doctor said that you need the care and care of your family, but I was rarely able to go home with you because of my work, which also led to your condition not being cured. You left this home two years ago and haven't been heard from since. I even sometimes wonder if you leave this home and you will no longer have to suffer from the nightmares of your childhood, and you will recover. As a father, I actually have such a ridiculous idea about my daughter, it can be said that I am simply heartless, cold-blooded and ruthless. An An, we can't rewrite what has happened in the past 20 years, I just hope that you can live happily and carefree for many of the next 20 years, and you don't have to be careful. ”

Chu Zi'an sniffed, "Dad...... I'll be back to see you often in the future. Mom is gone, I'm still ......"

Chu Shan let go of Chu Zi'an, leaned down, and looked at Chu Zi'an. Due to years of training, Hatsuyama's hands are full of thick calluses. He gently wiped the tears from the corners of Chu Zi'an's eyes with his slightly rough fingers, "Okay, An'an, don't cry." My daughter is so beautiful, what should I do if she cries ugly. ”

Chu Zi'an burst into tears, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said with a shy smile, "Dad, you are really ......"

"I'm telling you the truth. My girl is so beautiful, I don't know who will be so blessed to marry us An An in the future. Hatsuyama smiled heartily, "An An, you go wash your face first and clean up your things." Tonight, Dad cooks and calls Ziming back, and our family has a good get-together. ”

As soon as Chu Shan said this, Chu Zi'an suddenly thought of something, "Then again, Dad, why didn't I see Aunt Yun?" Did she go grocery shopping? ”

"Your Aunt Yun doesn't live at home, I let her go back."

Chu Zi'an rubbed his eyes, a little puzzled, "Huh? Did she do something wrong? ”

Hatsuyama shook his head and put one hand behind his back, "Not really. Your Aunt Yun was originally invited by me to take care of you, and you and your brother don't live here now, and I sometimes don't come back directly in the army, so I let her go back. Besides, she also has her own family, and we can't keep her for the rest of her life. ”

"Oh, that's right." Chu Zi'an nodded, and pushed Chu Shan out with a smile, "Dad, go out first, I'll clean up my room first." ”

Hatsuyama walked out of Hatsu Zi'an's room and stopped at the door, "Okay." An An, don't tire yourself. ”

Chu Zi'an walked briskly to the suitcase, because of the crying she had just had, her voice was still a little cute, "Well, I know." ”

After leaving Chu Zi'an's room, Chu Shan's expression became a little preoccupied, and he walked quickly to the study with a calm face.

When he arrived at the study, after Chu Shan locked the door, he took out the phone and called Chu Ziming.

"Dad, is An An home?"

Hatsuyama let out a deep "um" sound, and then said, "Ziming, tell me the truth, has something happened to An An recently?" ”

As soon as Chu Shan asked, Chu Ziming on the other side couldn't help but worry. If it weren't for Chu Zi'an, who was a little different from usual, Chu Shan wouldn't have asked like this, "Dad, what's wrong with An An?" ”