Chapter 20: Lost Dreams
Lan Lan felt that today was very strange.
From morning to evening, she always felt that everything around her was unreal.
But she couldn't see the illusion.
Everything is normal, and everything is not normal.
At dusk, she got ready to go home from work.
Originally, this was a normal thing, but Lan Lan suddenly discovered an abnormality.
All the shadows are oriented in the direction of the sun.
Their shadows are all reversed.
Lan Lan was so frightened that she broke out in a cold sweat, and she suddenly realized that she hadn't seen Lan Qing for a day today.
Usually, no matter what Lan Qing does, she will shake her eyes in front of her.
But from morning to night today, she didn't even see Lan Qing's figure.
She panicked.
She wanted to hurry home to find Lan Qing, but found that she couldn't lift her feet.
Lan Lan had never been exposed to this phenomenon, and the effect in her heart frightened her legs so much that she couldn't take a step.
The pedestrians around them stopped and stopped, but they all glanced at Lan Lan and smiled.
That kind of laughter is the most terrible kind of laughter.
Lan Lan was chilled, and she felt that she was going to die. She had seen a lot of dead people with Lan Qing, but it was the first time she had faced a death threat.
"Long time no see, beautiful girl."
An illusory figure appeared in front of Lan Lan.
"Come here, kid."
The figure never showed a full posture.
Lan Lan walked towards him as if he was enchanted.
"That's ......"
Lan Lan suddenly woke up, and at this time she was already standing on the windowsill of the balcony at home. Lan Qing grabbed her, and at this moment Lan Lan was only six stories away from hell.
"Little ...... Xiaoqing! ”
Lan Lan was a little frightened. She didn't know how she got here.
"How can you sleepwalk?"
"This ...... It's a dream. ”
Lan Qing helped Lan Lan jump off the windowsill.
"Xiaoqing, I had a very strange dream...... Lan Lan repeated the content of the dream just now to Lan Qing.
"What does that guy look like?" Lan Qing poured Lan Lan a glass of water and handed it to Lan Lan.
"He's ......"
"Ah...... Xiaoqing, my head hurts so much......"
Lan Lan just wanted to tell what that person looked like, but suddenly felt as if her brain had been pricked, and the pain that seeped into her pores made her instantly unable to support it and fell to the ground.
"Little ...... Xiaoqing! ”
Lan Qing helped Lan Lan up and helped her massage her head, hoping to relieve Lan Lan's pain.
"How's it going?"
"Just ...... At that moment, I seemed to have some inexplicable memories. ”
Lan Lan's headache only lasted for a short time. But after the pain stopped, many unfamiliar memories appeared in my mind.
Lan Qing stopped what she was doing, not just because she heard Lan Lan's unfamiliar memories.
He also noticed that when Lan Lan fell just now, the glass in his hand was broken.
And those shards of glass, stabbed their feet.
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"Gu Xiaoqing?"
Gu Xiaoqing did not react.
"Gu Xiaoqing!"
Wu Wei looked at Gu Xiaoqing in a daze, and finally threw a chalk head at her head in a daze.
"Ah...... Yes! ”
"Gu Xiaoqing, pay attention to the lecture."
"I'm sorry, teacher."
Gu Xiaoqing really didn't have a way to listen to the lecture seriously.
She just wanted to stare blankly out the window and let her heart empty for a while.
The feelings between teenagers are always full of emotion, and the rational part occupies very little.
Xiaoqing's eyes were red all day, and she kept thinking about how to live her life in the future.
She really likes Yin Yue, and she can't say why.
There are so many reasons for the ignorant love when I was young, it may be that some carelessness touches the depths of the soul.
Just like Gu Xiaoqing doesn't like Dai Yuheng, there is no reason.
What Dai Yuheng did for Gu Xiaoqing at school, Gu Xiaoqing knew.
But she didn't want to be grateful to him, because what he did didn't have a good impact on Gu Xiaoqing.
She felt that Dai Yuheng was impulsive and reckless.
But aren't you the same?
It's like she likes Yin Yue, and the consequences shouldn't be borne by Yin Yue.
The poor boy was not at fault.
Maybe I'm really as cheap as my classmates say.
How can young people be so rational. It's just a forced maturity, crying silently in a no-man's corner, not letting others see his injured wings, and licking his wounds silently.
Regardless of the extravagant teacher who talked about it in class, Gu Xiaoqing shed tears to herself.
The bell rang for the end of class, and Wu Wei sorted out the materials on the podium.
"Gu Xiaoqing, come with me to the office."
"Ah...... Good. ”
After all, Gu Xiaoqing is just an ordinary high school girl, and children at this age still retain the respect and fear that teachers should have.
Wu Wei is her homeroom teacher, a well-mannered Chinese teacher.
Gu Xiaoqing felt that his lectures were quite good, at least he felt that the originally boring Chinese class was not boring.
Walking in the corridor of the teaching building, she looked at Wu Wei's back a little timidly.
"It seems that Mr. Wu is really angry."
Gu Xiaoqing thought to herself.
When he arrived at Wu Wei's office, Wu Wei poured Gu Xiaoqing a glass of water.
Wu Wei's office is independent, and he is not only a Chinese teacher at the school, but also the head of the first year of high school.
The whole office is plain and nothing overly decorated. There was only a large desk and a few pots of flowers in the room.
Wu Wei sat on the chair and looked at Gu Xiaoqing.
Instead of getting angry, he laughed.
"Do you have something on your mind, I see that you are absent-minded in every class today."
Gu Xiaoqing didn't expect Wu Wei to be like this, and she was a little overwhelmed in an instant.
She kept her head down and didn't speak. It's not that I don't want to say it, but I don't dare to say it.
After a long silence between the two people, Wu Wei broke the silence first.
"Xiaoqing, there have been a lot of unpleasant things in the school recently. Are you because of this? Wu Wei asked Gu Xiaoqing in as gentle a tone as possible.
He is a male teacher, and he is really not particularly familiar with this kind of psychological counseling for female students.
He still admires the girl in front of him, smart and aura. He didn't want this girl to be affected by these rumors.
Gu Xiaoqing shook her head.
Seriously, she really didn't pay much attention to what those people said. So far, her heart is full of self-blame for Yin Yue.
Gu Xiaoqing is always like this, she can carry everything she can, she doesn't like to let the people she cares about suffer any harm.
She also doesn't like people she doesn't know to explore her thoughts.
Wu Wei stood up, walked to Gu Xiaoqing's side and patted her on the shoulder.
"Xiaoqing, it's okay, the teacher has been teaching for so many years, and I know what you think."
"Do you like that kid named Yin Yue? It's okay, you can tell the teacher that the teacher is not the old-fashioned type. ”
But Gu Xiaoqing still didn't say a word. Seeing that she didn't speak, Wu Wei didn't force her.
Wu Wei just shook his head,
"Xiaoqing, if you have something on your mind, don't hold it in your heart, if you don't want to talk to the teacher, you have to tell your family. We all hope that you can study happily and live happily. ”
"Let's go back."
Gu Xiaoqing said goodbye to Wu Wei and turned to leave.
Looking at Gu Xiaoqing's departing back, Wu Wei's face showed a gloomy expression.
Looking at the water cup that Gu Xiaoqing had just taken a sip of water, he picked it up and drank all the water in the cup. He slammed the cup on the ground again.
"Fuck!"
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Lan Lan took a day off today.
The strange memories that appeared in her mind left her unable to think.
Lan Qing didn't know where to go.
She was alone at home. Fragments of these memories kept repeating themselves in her mind.
There are joys and sorrows, and the memories of different feelings affect her different moods.
Lan Lan just wanted to take a break, but until now, she couldn't calm down.
"Lan Qing! Where have you gotten to be a stinky boy! Your sister is dying! ”
Lan Lan was incompetent and furious, if Lan Qing stood in front of her now, Lan Lan really could rush over and beat him up.
She didn't know why there was a nameless fire in her heart.
Lan Lan lay on the bed, she tried to sort through these memories.
The memories were a jumble of memories that she knew she hadn't experienced.
She remembered a boy with beautiful gray eyes.
Lan Lan felt like crying when he thought of him.
She kept thinking about this boy, and fell asleep thinking about it.
Lan Lan dreamed of the gray-eyed boy.
"Lear!"
Lan Lan suddenly woke up from her dream, and she didn't know why she suddenly shouted the word "Li Er".
She sat up, picked up her glass and drank some water.
The dream just now made her a little confused, although she dreamed of the boy, but this dream was like a freeze frame, motionless.
Lan Qing sat on the chair next to her bed, her eyes fixed on her.
Lan Lan was a little flustered,
"What are you doing! I've never seen your sister sleep! ”
Lan Qing's eyes made people very scared, Lan Lan didn't look away, he didn't want to look at him.
Lan Qing suddenly got up and pressed Lan Lan down on the bed, took out a knife from behind his back, and stabbed Lan Lan in the chest.
The sheets were stained red with blood. Lan Lan's eyes widened, she couldn't believe that her favorite brother would kill her until she died.
The knife in Ke Lanqing's hand was plunged directly into his chest. She even heard the sound of a sharp blade piercing into her skin, which was pretty nice.
Lan Lan gradually felt the suffocation. Lan Qing didn't blink her eyes from beginning to end.
"Little ...... Xiaoqing ......"
"Sister? Sister! Lan Lan! ”
Lan Qing grabbed Lan Lan's two hands with one big hand, and grabbed her shoulders with the other hand and shook her constantly, trying to wake Lan Lan up.
Lan Lan opened his eyes and saw Lan Qing's face.
"I ......"
Lan Qing saw Lan Lan wake up and gasped.
He took the fruit knife from Lan Lan's hand and helped her to the sofa.
Since Lan Lan sleepwalked last night, Lan Qing began to feel that something was wrong.
He is a grim reaper, and he cannot prevent the normal death of humans, even if it is suicide.
But last night, he grabbed Lan Lan, who committed suicide, although she was sleepwalking.
But this is not in accordance with the rules of the Grim Reaper.
He couldn't rest assured, so he turned back as soon as he went out today.
When I got home, I saw Lan Lan, who had tried to commit suicide again, holding a fruit knife and trying to stick it in her chest.
Lan Qing grabbed Lan Lan's hand and prevented the tragedy from happening.
He'd experienced this before, he could have stopped it last time, and he still can.
Lan Lan sleepwalked again and tried to commit suicide.
When she woke up, she hugged her head and cried, and these two things made her a little broken.
Lan Lan, who was usually nervous, now felt scared.
"Xiaoqing, I'...... Am I dying? ”
Lan Qing held Lan Lan's hand,
"Don't worry, I'm here, I won't let you have an accident."
Lan Lan threw herself into Lan Qing's arms and cried.
"Xiaoqing! Who the hell am I? ”
Lan Qing also wanted to know.
The world has stood in front of him with an ugly face.
After Li Er's death, Lan Lan tried to commit suicide, but Lan Qing could stop it because Lan Qing's mission was not over, and Lan Lan was still the protagonist of Li Er's story.
If Lan Lan committed suicide at that time, Li Er's wish would not be realized, not to mention that Lan Qing didn't want Lan Lan to die.
There is indeed a soul in this world.
And the soul will be accompanied by memories of life. After Lan Lan's death, she would always remember Li Er until her soul entered reincarnation.
Lan Qing suddenly felt chills all over his body, and the things that had happened in the past few days made him feel more and more that something was wrong.
The beggar who can see himself, and Lan Lan, who sleepwalks and commits suicide.
What exactly are these things related to?
End of chapter