"Old smoke...... Uncle. ”

Old smoke turned around,

"Yo, it's Yin Yue boy."

Old smoke wiped his dirty hands on his pants,

"You don't need to call me uncle, just call me Lao Yan."

The sun had not yet risen, and the sky was gray. Lao Yan was picking up garbage on the street in front of the school, and Yin Yue appeared.

Normally, there would be no one at this point, not even a student would have come out so early, because the school was not open.

"Yin Yue boy, why did you come so early today, your school is not open at this point."

Lao Yan lit a cigarette and took two puffs to relieve his fatigue.

"Old ...... Old smoke. I'm here for you. ”

"Looking for me? Why are you looking for me, a stinky beggar? ”

"I don't know, I just think that at your age, you must have experienced a lot of human affairs, I want you to help me."

"You're in love!" Old Yan laughed.

Yin Yue's expression was ugly, he shook his head, and nodded again.

"I said why don't you look for your parents if you have something, why are you looking for me. It's really hard to talk to your parents, and it's a critical period for learning, and early love is really easy to oppose. ”

The old smoke smacks his lips,

"But who hasn't been young? Let me tell you Yin Yue, you have found the right person today. When I was your age, it was the school's grass......"

Yin Yue twitched the corner of his mouth, I regretted looking for old cigarettes a little.

The sloppy person in front of him is a bit unscored.

"The person who beat you that day has something to do with it."

Lao Yan stopped recounting his youthful experience, and suddenly straightened out.

"His name is Dai Yuheng, and he is a gangster ...... our school"

Yin Yue told Lao Yan everything that had happened in the past few days.

After a long silence, Lao Yan lit another cigarette, took a deep breath, and exhaled a thick smoke.

There is a lot of age difference between him and Yin Yue. After listening to Yin Yue's story, I had a feeling of empathy.

But Lao Yan is not Yin Yue after all.

Yin Yue is a kind child, and Lao Yan has always known it, because Yin Yue has not shown dislike for Lao Yan from the beginning to the present.

But Yin Yue doesn't have a good heart. The first time they met, when Yin Yue asked Lao Yan for cigarettes, Lao Yan felt it.

He was afraid of being alone. He was a lonely man, but now he is even more lonely.

He also wants to learn to smoke and make friends with Dai Yuheng. He doesn't want to be excluded by everyone, he wants to feel the warmth of this world.

But he wanted to choose the wrong path.

Fortunately, what he met was Lao Yan and Gu Xiaoqing. After listening to Yin Yue's story, Lao Yan understood a little.

Gu Xiaoqing, this girl, is really much braver than Yin Yue. Yin Yue is a coward, he just wants to escape when he encounters something.

But on a certain level, isn't Gu Xiaoqing also an escape from Yin Yue?

Old Yan shook his head. Two poor people, always turning around and walking back at the same time at the corner where they were about to meet.

"Old smoke, what should I do."

Yin Yue was in a depressed mood. He likes Gu Xiaoqing, this girl makes him feel warm.

He won't be alone like he used to be, and someone will be willing to hold his hand.

But in a blink of an eye, he became the lonely Yin Yue.

He had never held a grudge against Gu Xiaoqing. For Gu Xiaoqing, leaving herself is a better choice. Himself will only bring a bad influence to her.

But the loneliness that could not be dissipated always tormented Yin Yue.

More intense than before.

"You're just scared of yourself."

Old Yan said a word, and the cigarette in his mouth had burned to the end, but he still didn't mean to throw it away.

Lao Yan's words were not only for Yin Yue, but also for himself.

People must have hope in life, otherwise they are walking dead.

After the cigarette butt burned to his mouth, the old cigarette came out of the memories of the past.

He fumbled in his pocket, and the last cigarette was smoked.

He patted Yin Yue,

"Stinky boy, you know what? You have thorns on you, and you're afraid of hurting others, so you just bury yourself. ”

"But how can a rose not be discovered?"

"Yin Yue, our biggest enemy is ourselves. You're afraid of loneliness, I'm afraid of the past. But often it is the thing you fear the most that makes your soul. ”

"You are born innocent, and you don't need to apologize to others."

Old Yan raised his head and looked at the sky.

The morning light has begun to spread across the earth. The shadow of the old smoke was stretched very long.

Yin Yue looked at Lao Yan's back, and suddenly felt that this sloppy old man with a sloppy body had become very tall, and he was the poet of life.

The morning sun soaks the branches and leaves of the roses, and there is always a bouquet of flowers that will bloom in the heart.

"Which rose has no thorns? The best revenge is beauty, and the most beautiful bloom is a counterattack. ”

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A big event happened in the experimental middle school,

"Hurry, hurry! Someone jumped off the building! ”

"Who, who jumped off the building?"

"It seems to be Dai Yuheng in the second year of high school."

"Oh my God, this little thug jumped off the building?"

The crowd was bustling, and the police had already drawn a cordon. The students all stood behind the cordon, looking at Dai Yuheng, who was no longer breathing on the ground.

Dai Yuheng's eyes widened, looking straight at the sky.

The weather is nice today and cloudless. A few birds flew by in the air, bringing a bit of the world's goodwill.

Gu Xiaoqing was also in the crowd,

She looked at Dai Yuheng's corpse and was a little overwhelmed for a while.

She didn't know if she should be happy or not.

Dai Yuheng looked for him in the morning.

It's still those familiar words, Dai Yuheng has been saying it since the first day he met Gu Xiaoqing.

"Xiaoqing, can you be my girlfriend."

"I will definitely be good to you, and I will definitely come forward to protect you if you are in any danger."

From refusing at the beginning to simply avoiding it later, Dai Yuheng's status in Gu Xiaoqing's heart is getting lower and lower.

Especially after Dai Yuheng beat Yin Yue, Gu Xiaoqing had already put him within the scope of the enemy.

The reason why I met Dai Yuheng today was that Gu Xiaoqing wanted to make things clear.

She has nothing to do with Yin Yue, so she asked Dai Yuheng not to trouble Yin Yue anymore. At the same time, he will not fall in love with Dai Yuheng.

But after seeing Dai Yuheng's corpse, Gu Xiaoqing was a little sad.

She should have been happy.

No one will pester her anymore, and no one will bully Yin Yue anymore.

But the corpse in front of her told her that no matter how fierce and violent life was, it would easily shatter in an instant.

She didn't know why Dai Yuheng jumped off the building, she didn't know if Dai Yuheng was willing, and she didn't know if Dai Yuheng regretted it the moment he jumped.

She only knew that the corpse in front of her was once a living person. Like her, like Yin Yue, they are all alive.

There was a sudden uproar in the crowd.

A woman ran into the cordon and ran to Dai Yuheng's side.

"My son! Why are you so gone......"

The woman knelt on the ground and cried, it was Dai Yuheng's mother.

"Mom, I'm sorry for you! It's all my fault, why don't I care more about you. ”

This poor woman has lost her son today.

"Yuheng's death is all to blame for her!" Another girl appeared in the crowd and pointed at Gu Xiaoqing.

"I saw it with my own eyes today, Yuheng looked for Gu Xiaoqing in the morning. After separating from Gu Xiaoqing, Yuheng jumped off the building! ”

"She must have done it!"

The girl cried as she spoke.

She has a crush on Dai Yuheng, but Dai Yuheng is not interested in her.

Jealousy makes people unrecognizable. Now that Dai Yuheng is dead, she wants to throw the black pot on Gu Xiaoqing, even if it wasn't done by Gu Xiaoqing. She just wanted to disgust this pretty girl.

The crowd was gossiping, all pointing fingers at Gu Xiaoqing and scolding them several times.

"Vixen!"

"Just know the bitch who seduces men!"

Gu Xiaoqing felt that at this moment, she felt as if she had been abandoned by the whole world.

The people around them were like corpses, and unlike Dai Yuheng, they could stand up and speak.

She wanted to cry, but she couldn't. She wanted to speak, but she didn't know what to say.

Dai Yuheng's mother ran up to Gu Xiaoqing and gave her two slaps.

"You give back my son! You give back my son! ”

The woman in front of her seemed to be a madman.

No, it should be said that she was originally a madman.

Gu Xiaoqing even wanted to laugh a little, she wanted to put the script of this scene in her mouth and chew it, and slowly savor the truth.

This world is so beautiful, but it is always filthy. And myself, always in the midst of these dirt.

She obviously didn't want to sink, she just wanted to find her own safe house.

But when the surroundings are full of darkness, the little light in your hand becomes a stain on this black flag, and it is not accepted.

The face of the woman in front of her was distorted, and the faces of everyone around her were distorted.

Gu Xiaoqing's soul also twisted.

"Look, boy, the world is so dirty."

"Since the world has betrayed us, then we will also betray the world."

Looking at the ugly faces of the people around her, Gu Xiaoqing really smiled. There seemed to be a light in front of her, and she wanted to touch it.

"Come with me, my child."

Gu Xiaoqing slowly raised her hand.

"I'm sorry......" she muttered to herself, and she didn't know who she was talking to about this apology.

Suddenly, a large hand grabbed her arm.

Yin Yue pulled Gu Xiaoqing and walked outside the crowd.

Dai Yuheng's mother stopped Yin Yue,

"Don't take my son's murderer!"

"If she's really the murderer, then please let the police arrest her."

Yin Yue pushed aside the woman in front of him, let her shout, and left this desolate cemetery with Gu Xiaoqing without looking back.

"Brother......

Gu Xiaoqing's tears rained down, and she didn't cry in the midst of so many people's insults and sarcasm. But after seeing Yin Yue, Gu Xiaoqing's tears finally couldn't be controlled.

"Brother...... I'm sorry! ”

Yin Yue hugged Gu Xiaoqing.

"Xiaoqing...... I can protect you this time. ”

"What a pitiful two."

Lan Qing and Lan Lan were standing not far away.

In order to prevent Lan Lan from sleepwalking and committing suicide again, Lan Qing decided to take her with her every time she went out.

Originally, I went out this time to take Lan Lan for a walk and relax.

But as soon as she arrived at this school, Lan Qing felt Dai Yuheng's death.

"The two of them are not poor people, those are."

"The two of them are brightly colored roses. Those people were all poor people who had been pricked by the thorns of roses. ”

"They all have monsters in their hearts."

Lan Qing looked at the two hugging each other, her eyes full of inexplicable emotions.

There are some things that even Lan Qing can't change.

You are not sinful, it is the world that is sinful.

Born innocent, you don't need to apologize.

End of chapter