The female doctor sighed: "Your children now just don't pay attention to caring for themselves. ”

Yu Manxue's tears flowed out uncontrollably, and in less than a moment, a drop of tears had already soaked a large area of the inspection report in his hand.

"Doctor, what should I do now?" Yu Manxue said crying, her voice full of grief and despair.

The female doctor shook her head: "Now you'd better let your family know first, even if it's treatment, it will be expensive, how can you have such great financial strength at such a young age." ”

"I don't dare, doctor, I really don't dare to say, how can I tell my family if I have AIDS?"

"Child, I understand your feelings, but don't despair, now that medicine is so advanced, there is no possibility of a cure for AIDS. What you have to do now is to let go of the baggage in your heart first, confess to your family members well, and then actively cooperate with the treatment. ”

Yu Manxue shook her head, and her heart became even more desperate, her parents only had such a daughter, and once she learned that she was infected with AIDS, it would be a huge bolt from the blue. Yu Manxue thought that even if she could get a cure, how could she have the face to return to school in the future, and how could she face her relatives and friends.

Seeing Yu Manxue's sad and desperate appearance, the female doctor persuaded again: "Child, you must listen to me, the more you don't say it, the more you hide it, it will only make the condition worse, once it deteriorates to the point of seriousness, even if you want to treat it, the hope will be very slim." ”

Yu Manxue screamed and immediately ran out crying. Yu Manxue's move startled the female doctor, and by the time the female doctor reacted, Yu Manxue had disappeared without a trace. The female doctor looked at the corridor outside the door and shook her head, feeling sorry for the young girl.

Yu Manxue cried and ran to the door of the hospital, she had never been so desperate in her memory as today, so sad, she was born in a wealthy family before she didn't know what despair was in the world, let alone how bitter the tears in despair were.

Yu Manxue sat on the stone bench at the entrance of the hospital and cried loudly while looking at the examination report in her hand. When the passers-by saw her, they were all puzzled, wondering what had happened to the young girl, so that they cried so heartbroken. Some pedestrians are good at observing life, and when they see the report sheet in the girl's hand, they can imagine that sitting in front of the hospital gate and crying in the early morning must be suffering from a serious illness, or even an incurable disease. Especially after the old man who returned from a walk saw Yu Manxue who was sad and crying, he couldn't help but feel sorry in his heart.

A burst of sad crying filled Yu Manxue's cheeks with tears, and she looked at the pedestrians who kept walking in front of her, watching them rush for life. Yesterday, she was no different from these pedestrians, they were all a living being, and she never felt that there was anything special about these pedestrians. But now, how much Yu Manxue envies them, although their lives seem to be full of monotony, they are still a member of this world, they can breathe the morning and evening air, they can feel the melody of a place, and they can freely reverie a wonderful future in their minds. Yu Manxue didn't expect that her life would come to an end in just a few hours, and the god of death had already issued an order to herself, and now she was as if she was standing on the edge of a cliff, and she would be crushed as long as she took a step forward. When people are on the verge of the end of their lives, they will feel how beautiful this world is, what a precious treasure life is, and the simple and ordinary life of the past has become particularly nostalgic at this moment.

Yu Manxue tore the examination report to shreds, she didn't want to see the word AIDS in her only life. Looking at the streets that were already busy at the moment, Yu Manxue's heart was full of calm, and she thought about how she should walk calmly in the coming days, counting what dreams she could complete in the limited time, and what regrets she could say goodbye to.

Yu Manxue got up and walked to the hospital bathroom, and then washed away the tears on her face.

At this time, Meng Ting was anxiously waiting for Yu Manxue in the dormitory, since she woke up in the morning, Meng Ting has been feeling that her heart is like a wave that makes her restless, although she can't say the reason, but her intuition tells Meng Ting that Yu Manxue must have encountered something more terrible than she imagined.

Meng Ting waited until more than nine o'clock in the morning, and after several hours of anxious waiting, Meng Ting couldn't stand it, so she decided to take out her mobile phone and make a call to Yu Manxue. Just as Meng Ting opened the address book on her mobile phone, Yu Manxue calmly walked into the dormitory at this time.

"Manxue, you're finally back, but I'm in a hurry." Meng Ting's appearance is like a sunflower that suddenly sees the sun under the dark clouds for a long time.

Yu Manxue smiled: "Tingting, I'm not coming back, I'm really sorry to worry you." ”

"Okay, you're polite. What were the results of your examination? ”

"The doctor said it was fine."

"Nothing? Didn't you tell the doctor that you had a terrible pain in your lower abdomen yesterday? ”

"The doctor said it was a manifestation of menstrual cramps, and it was fine."

Meng Ting breathed a sigh of relief: "Thank God, it's okay to be fine." ”

Yu Manxue lay on the bed at this time, did not look at her phone, nor continued to talk to Meng Ting, but looked at the wall blankly.

Meng Ting felt very strange, since it was menstrual cramps, why Yu Manxue didn't look relaxed at all, but her heart seemed to be full of worries, and even a trace of indescribable despair.

"Manxue, what's wrong with you? I think there's something wrong with you. ”

"Tingting, I'm really fine, it's just that I got up too early today, and I'm a little sleepy."

"It's fine that you're okay. In this case, you don't have to sleep well, and I'll buy you food at noon. ”

Yu Manxue showed a smile to Meng Ting, and this smile made Meng Ting look at it but didn't feel the slightest joy and calmness.

Meng Ting was full of doubts and worries, and she didn't take a step out of the dormitory until noon when she went to buy food. Yu Manxue lay on the bed without a trace of sleepiness, for those who have touched the end of their lives, the bitter water of despair has long drowned them, how can they still have the idea of falling asleep.

At noon, Meng Ting deliberately went to the restaurant to buy a sauerkraut fish, in Meng Ting's words, Yu Manxue's body is weak now, and she needs to make up for it.

Seeing Meng Ting treating herself so intimately, the regret in Yu Manxue's heart was even stronger, and God gave her special care to herself, so that she could meet such a good sister who was like a family in her ivory tower years. Yu Manxue thought that if she hadn't been infected with AIDS, she and Meng Ting would definitely leave many stories and memories worth remembering in the ivory tower time.