Yu Manxue smelled the fragrant sauerkraut fish, and she quietly asked Meng Ting: "Tingting, are you okay this afternoon?" ”

"It's Saturday, I'm fine, what's wrong? Snowfall"

"Tingting, can you talk to me for an afternoon today?"

Meng Ting felt a trace of strangeness in her heart: "Manxue, did you encounter something?" ”

Yu Manxue smiled slightly: "Can you answer me first?" ”

"Of course, it's okay, don't say an afternoon, it's a day."

After Yu Manxue took a bite of sauerkraut fish, she looked at Meng Ting: "Tingting, you often read books written by Sanmao, you know, Sanmao is a girl who died young." You say that what is the best choice for a person to do on the eve of death? ”

"Manxue, what's wrong with you? Why do you ask such a question? ”

"Oops, I just went to the hospital today and got a little irritated, don't think about it, answer my question."

"What do you mean by that? I've never experienced this feeling, and besides, the choices between people are not the same. Since you asked, I'll give you my most intuitive thoughts. I remember reading a collection of foreign novels in the library last month, which told the story of a terminally ill housewife in her last days. When the housewife learned that she had only a few days to live, she neither cried, nor fell into a breakdown, let alone was busy taking care of the aftermath, but continued to repeat her former life, washing and cooking every day, cleaning up the flowers and trees in the courtyard, and enjoying the sunrise and sunset. This story shocked me at the time, in the words of the novel, no matter how long life is, every day can be remembered, since there are only limited days left in life, instead of leaving with despair, it is better to continue to relive the good old days. ”

"What a touching story." At this moment, Yu Manxue realized that the story just now seemed to be written to herself.

Meng Ting was puzzled again after sighing: "Manxue, I always feel that something is wrong with you today, but I can't tell it, can you tell me?" Are you experiencing something? ”

Yu Manxue smiled: "Tingting, I will never forget today's lunch, this should be the last lunch that our sisters will eat together." ”

"What nonsense are you talking about! What is the last lunch? ”

"Tingting, it just so happens that there are only two of us in the dormitory now, so I'll tell you the truth, I've contracted AIDS."

"What did you say?" Meng Ting was so shocked that she almost stood up, "AIDS? ”

Yu Manxue nodded.

"Manxue, you're not kidding, are you? How did you get that strange disease? ”

"Tingting, don't be so excited, okay?"

"I'm not excited! I'm worried about you! Meng Ting immediately stood up and grabbed Yu Manxue's arm, "Let's go, Manxue, let's go to the hospital quickly." ”

Yu Manxue pulled Meng Ting: "Tingting, you sit down first, is it okay to listen to me?" ”

"When is it? If you still have the heart to chat, let's go to the hospital quickly. ”

"Tingting, just listen to me." Yu Manxue shouted loudly, and after seeing Meng Ting calm down, Yu Manxue said calmly again: "You sit down first and listen to me." ”

Meng Ting burst into tears at this time, she didn't expect that she had just come out of the shadow of her good friend Wang Letian's departure, and her good sisters in the same dormitory suddenly came to the brink of death.

"Tingting." Yu Manxue looked at Meng Ting affectionately, "You are my best friend and my best sister in college, I hope you promise me that you will have a good chat with me this afternoon." ”

"How did you get AIDS? Why? Meng Ting cried and said.

"Actually, I basically didn't sleep all night last night, and I was already imagining AIDS at that time, but I wasn't sure. I stayed up all night in the wee hours of the morning, and the reason why I didn't let you go with me to the hospital was because I was afraid that if I was diagnosed with AIDS, it would be uncomfortable to think about. It's really ridiculous to say, my fears last night were fulfilled this morning, and the test report clearly stated that I had AIDS. ”

"Manxue, how could you be so decent..?"

"Tingting, don't forget the scandal that happened at school a few days ago. I don't blame others, if I want to blame, I blame myself. ”

"Man Xue, I beg you, just listen to me, call your parents now, you found out earlier anyway, I believe that as long as you cooperate with the treatment next, you will be fine."

Yu Manxue shook her head: "Don't comfort me, I have heard a lot of stories about AIDS over the years, as long as I get it, it is basically equivalent to a death sentence." Besides, I don't want to leave a lot of ridicule in the days when my life is limited. Tingting, on my way back today, I kept thinking that my parents had cultivated me since I was a daughter, but how did I repay them, I knew in college that I had nothing to do to go to the song and go to the bar, and it also made the headlines of scandals in the school. So, I deserve to be infected with AIDS. ”

"Manxue, don't think nonsense, will you listen to me?" Meng Ting said pleadingly.

Yu Manxue shook her head again: "Tingting, you respect my thoughts, just have a good chat with me today." ”

"Do you think I'm still in the mood to sit down and talk?"

"Then you just listen to me, I won't go for treatment anyway."

Meng Ting was anxious and helpless at the moment, she couldn't wait to tie up Manxue with a rope and send her to the hospital immediately.

"Manxue, I understand the pressure in your heart, no matter who knows that they have AIDS, they don't want people to know. But, Manxue, think about it, do you think I'll tell you? Will your parents say it? ”

Yu Manxue saw that Meng Ting couldn't calm down at all, so she nodded and said, "Tingting, so let's do it, I promise you that I will go for treatment tomorrow." But you'll have to talk to me this afternoon. ”

"Okay, Snow, no problem." Meng Ting said, "Tomorrow you have to listen to me no matter what, I will follow you home to face your parents together, as long as we treat it well, I believe you will recover." ”

Yu Manxue said with a smile: "It's worth having a good sister like you in the university." ”

"When is it, and there is still a heart to sensationalize."

"Tingting, I was thinking that if I hadn't contracted HIV, I think you and I would have countless college memories in the future. You see, our sisters have always taken care of each other, and although we have experienced some misunderstandings in the middle, it has never affected our sisterhood, and it is getting better and better. ”

"Manxue, you know, I've experienced a lot of pain since I went to college, but you've been with me every time. You know how desperate and desperate I felt when you said you had AIDS. This semester, first Zong Wenbo, and then my good friend Wang Letian, I really didn't expect that now you are infected with AIDS again. Meng Ting cried sadly, "What do you say is wrong?" Why are you doing this? I really can't live without you, and once you're all gone, it's scary for me to be alone on campus to think about. ”

"Tingting, don't be like this, didn't I say it all, I'll go for treatment tomorrow, don't worry, I won't leave you like this."

"Manxue, don't worry, I will definitely accompany you when you are treated next."

Yu Manxue felt Meng Ting's warm friendship and showed a warm smile again. When life is coming to an end, it may not be completely hopeless, but sometimes it may be a beautiful thing that touches the heart. No matter how long or short the journey of life is, as long as there is an experience worth remembering, even if it is only once, life is equally meaningful. This is Yu Manxue's most profound experience on this afternoon.