A few months after that. Yang Ziru did not go to work and took care of Chen Qing at home. Yang Ziru's boss is a good person, and when he heard about it, he asked Yang Ziru to take a paid leave.

The next month of Chen Qing's birthday is Yang Ziru's birthday.

On the night of Yang Ziru's birthday, Yang Ziru proposed to Chen Qing. Bring their wedding rings for their lovers. Although there are no diamonds on that ring. But some are Yang Ziru's determination to protect Chen Qing for a lifetime.

Under Yang Ziru's careful care, Chen Qing finally improved. This physical and mental trauma is fatal to Chenqing. But Yang Ziru's love for Chen Qing is a good way to save the world.

But things never went so smoothly.

Chen Qing noticed something strange about his body. But she was embarrassed to open up to Ziru. In her opinion, she is already an unclean woman. I can't defile Yang Ziru anymore.

She and Yang Ziru have known each other for so many years, although he is no longer the hairy boy, but he is still a teenager in his heart. He looks forward to the future and is eager to succeed. There is motivation in everything. The most important thing is that Yang Ziru has been consistent with his feelings for so many years.

But Chen Qing's heart was very afraid. She didn't dare to face her body, and she didn't dare to face Yang Ziru's love. She felt that everything that happened was entirely her fault. I don't deserve the love of Ziru. His tattered body is not worthy of touching Yang Ziru. The distance between them is gradually getting farther and farther apart.

Chen Qing cried countless times when Yang Ziru was away. She looked at Ziru's tired body and vicissitudes of life, and she felt that she was a sinner. She loves Yang Ziru, but she thinks she is not worthy of loving Yang Ziru. The double torture of body and mind made her miserable. She even thought she might as well jump off the stairs. And so it is liberating.

But in the blink of an eye, she was afraid that Ziru would know that if she committed suicide, she would not die with her. Yang Ziru's character is very clear in her heart, this kind of thing can definitely happen, and she wants Ziru to live.

She has been patient and has been on her own to solve these problems. But as time passed, my symptoms became more and more obvious. For several months, she refused to have sex with Yang Ziru, and Yang Ziru was also afraid of Chen Qing's inner trauma, and she always respected Chen Qing.

But the presentation is really unbearable. On the day when Yang Ziru felt that Chen Qing was in good condition and went to work, Chen Qing didn't know where to find a man.

That day, Chen Qing's body was finally normal, and the feeling that made her worse than death finally disappeared. But after a few days, that feeling came again, and stronger than last time.

Chen Qing was scared, but the physical and psychological pain made her cheat for the second, third, and fourth time. The number of people is also gradually increasing.

There is no impermeable wall in the world, and the guilt in Chen Qing's heart made Yang Ziru feel abnormal.

And Chen Qing in order not to delay Yang Ziru's development, and at the same time to protect Yang Ziru's precious young heart.

On the night of Yang Ziru's 26th birthday, he gave Yang Ziru a big gift.

Since then, she has never seen Yang Ziru again, and the only thought in her hand is the wedding ring without diamonds that Yang Ziru threw on the messy bed before leaving.

"Ziru, may you live more easily without me."

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"Ziru, do you love me?"

Yang Ziru heard this question twice in one night.

The first time was to present the situation, and this time it was asked by Liu Su.

"The woman next to you, do you still love her?"

"Is she worthy of your love?"

"Does she deserve your love?"

Liu Su asked questions again and again, and walked in front of Yang Ziru step by step.

"She's a slut, bitch!"

"She's a broken shoe!"

"She was the one who got us HIV!"

"Tell me, Ziru, you won't love her, will you, you won't!"

Liu Su almost went crazy and yelled at Yang Ziru. Yang Ziru was more calm. Shaking Chen Qing's hand, Yang Ziru blocked Chen Qing behind him and widened the distance between him and Liu Su.

Liu Su's state today is very wrong, and his whole body is full of madness.

"Ziru, come back, let's go home. Stay away from the woman. She's not clean. ”

Liu Su said, stretched out his hand, ready to grab Yang Ziru's hand.

Yang Ziru didn't let Liu Su get his wish, avoided her hand, and asked, "How do you know that she is not clean?" ”

"Because I'm the one who made her unclean!"

This was the last sentence Yang Ziru heard in this world.

Liu Su's knife was inserted into Yang Ziru's throat, and Yang Ziru would never have thought that he would die under Liu Su's knife.

"What about my wishes?" Yang Ziru repeated this sentence countless times in his mind before he died.

"It's been achieved." Lan Qing appeared beside Yang Ziru. I closed those eyes that were so wide for him.

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Chen Qing couldn't believe that Liu Su would actually kill someone on the street. And it was her husband who killed her.

Chen Qing hugged Yang Ziru's corpse and trembled. Yang Ziru's mouth was still bleeding, but his eyes didn't know when they were closed.

"Ziru, do you really think you can look at it? This is the second time we've been apart. ”

As he spoke, Chen Qing took out two rings from his pocket, which were the two "diamond rings" that Yang Ziru proposed to Chen Qing at the beginning.

"Ziru, I love you. I hope that in the next life, you will still be Yang Ziru, and I will be Liu Su. I want to be your bride for once. Chen Qing brought the ring for Yang Ziru. gave Yang Ziru a deep kiss.

"You stop !!!"

Liu Su screamed like crazy, and took advantage of the situation to pull out the knife that was originally inserted in Yang Ziru's throat. Crazy inserted into Chen Qing.

"Let go of my husband! Let go! Let go...... Put ......"

One, two, three.

Liu Su didn't know how many knives he had inserted.

All she knew was that her feelings were shattered. And the hands of the "dog man and woman" never let go.

The two of them lay quietly among the flowers on the side of the road.

Liu Su walked silently on the street, the knife in his hand was still dripping blood.

She looked up at the starry sky. The curtain came to an end in the city.

This human comedy came to an end.

Liu Su remembered a sentence,

"It's a miracle that you're in such a beautiful place."

Beautiful place to have.

Miracles and accidents are just around the corner.

That night, Liu Su died at home, and on the table was an empty bottle of sleeping pills and a suicide note.

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Ziru,

I'm sure you won't be able to see this suicide note. Because this letter is for you, not for you. How long have we known each other? Maybe you've forgotten.

I met you when I was sixteen. At that time, you were tall and handsome, with a sense of justice. You were the one who saved me from almost falling. You may not believe it, but it wasn't an attempted rape, but because I didn't negotiate a price with that person.

I'm a bitch too.

It's just that it didn't sell successfully.

If you delay my transaction, then I have to compensate you.

Spend your whole life to compensate me.

Our second encounter was no accident, and I was involved in many of the stories between you and Chen.

The man who raped me was the person I was dealing with when I was 16 years old.

I know every single one of the men I found.

I did all of this.

Yang Ziru, you can only be mine.

Chen Qing is dirty, Chen Qing is not worthy of you. Only me, a gentle and intellectual woman, is your ultimate destination.

You don't know, the scarf that Chen Qing knitted for you is really ugly, and I also knitted one for you, just under our bed.

You've never had a birthday, and I've never had a chance to give it to you.

I've been getting to know you since I was sixteen, and trust me, no one knows you better than I do. Neither is it okay to plead.

Remember the first time I cooked for you? Chen Qing has been with you for so many years, she doesn't know what you like to eat, and the first time I made it was all what you like to eat.

I want you to know that I'm the best person for you.

I didn't wear a skirt for so many years because I saw the old love when I was younger. She was so beautiful, in a long dress, like a fairy.

The reason why I don't wear it is because I'm afraid that you will see me wearing a skirt, and the first thing that comes to mind is Chen Qing, not Liu Su. You may not know it, but Chen Qing is my sister.

We parted by accident.

I know that the main reason why you are willing to be with me is because you see the shadow of Chen Qing in me.

Over the years, I have been working hard to get you out of the shadow of Chen Qing and let you know that the person who loves you the most will always be Liu Su, not Chen Qing.

You never tell me about the past, and I never ask, because I know everything about the past.

But you don't love me.

You've never been petty with me, you've always been so mature and so cold.

I know who you are, and I've seen you and Chen Qing together.

But when you are with me, why is it not the Yang Ziru I want?

It's not what I want.

That's why we have today's story.

Do you think it's just a coincidence that you met Chen Qing again?

I know you so well that you can't let go of your feelings. Although you have hated it, it is only for a moment.

Do you know, Yang Ziru, you are the most responsible man I have ever seen in my life.

Probably not before. But your breakup with Chen Qing prompted you to have a strong sense of responsibility.

I'm just trying to make you feel guilty with the help of your feelings. So that you can understand that the marriage between us is not easy to come by, so that you can put your mind on me again, because I am your wife.

Actually, I drugged Chen's wine that day, and I was going to let people in when you left. I'll take some more photos and videos for you to see. Let you recall what kind of person Chen Qing is. This way my plan can be carried out perfectly.

After you slept with Chen Qing a few times, you did feel guilty, and gradually got better to me, and the Yang Ziru I wanted was finally about to appear.

But things didn't turn out as I expected. You didn't come home the night you met. Although in the end you leave, people go in. But the person who went in wasn't arranged by me.

That's why we can live with HIV.

When I found out about this, my whole body was in a state of collapse. The life I want has just begun, and this kind of thing happened, and there is still no workaround.

Chen Qing is also gradually out of control. It seems like she's going to snatch you out of my hands.

Ziru, I can't live without you, I don't want to be separated from you. In that case, let's die together.

Wait for me, Ziru

Love you Liu Su

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