There are always memories that are hard to accept.

But often these memories are unforgettable.

The most painful, disgusting, and disturbing memories in Yang Ziru's mind are related to Chen Qing.

It's Chen Qing who is naked and has fun with other men.

It is an ardent kiss between Chen Qing and others.

It's everything that Yang Ziru and Chen Qing have when they're together, and Chen Qing is in bed with others......

Yang Ziru didn't dare to continue to recall, and the wanton sexual intercourse with the white flesh seemed to have become an eternal nightmare in his heart. After they broke up for a long time, Yang Ziru would still be awakened by such a nightmare.

Chen Qing is beautiful and charming, and her eyes are like silk. But it was not Yang Ziru around her, but other men. It's a feast for a group of people. It was Yang Ziru's last dinner before he died. It is a transition between heaven and hell. It is a moment between the past and the present.

Chen Qing was held high, like a supreme queen.

Chen Qing was trampled on fiercely, like a humble and cowardly defeated dog.

Yang Ziru's body and soul suffered a double blow. He left the house they had been together and never returned.

In those days, he was drunk and dreamed of death, and used wine to kill his sorrows. He thought about committing suicide, but when he wanted to do it, it was not that he didn't dare to die, but that he was afraid that Chen Qing would cry when he knew the news.

That year, he worked hard and achieved outstanding results in the business field. He has merit, fame, and a new life, because Liu Su appeared by his side.

Yang Ziru didn't know if he loved Liu Su or not.

He didn't remember saving Liu Su at all. The original reason why he married Liu Su was that he thought this girl was very gentle and beautiful. The most important thing is revenge on the grievances.

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"I really can't control my own ......," Chen Qing had already tears in his eyes.

After so many years of pain, her psyche has long since collapsed. The memories of the past were too painful, and Chen Qing trembled. Tears dripped uncontrollably.

"Ziru, I'm sorry. I...... I really needed ......."

"I don't know why, but my body is really hard if I don't. Rather than that, I might as well die. ”

"But I don't want to die, I want to keep my life to love you, and love you silently for the rest of my life."

Chen Qing raised his head as he spoke, his tears had dried up, and the tears on his cheeks were still there.

"But how can I live a lifetime without you!"

Chen Qing's desperate cry seems to shout out all the grievances, unwillingness, cowardice, and disappointment over the years.

Yang Ziru looked at Chen Qing blankly.

"I'm sorry. It's that I'm sorry for you, I once said I would protect you for the rest of my life, but I didn't protect you when you needed it most. ”

"I ruined your life. I love you, I am, and I still am. ”

Chen Qing smiled, stretched out his hands to hug Yang Ziru, and the two kissed affectionately.

The stars twinkle in the sky, and the eyes are full of tears under the moon. The predecessors did not know where they were, and the latter did not want to go for many days. Talk about hugging each other, kissing deeply. Who does not know who to talk to?

This kiss made them forget the time and the space. Temporarily let go of the past, and love someone for a short time.

"Ziru, how did you eat dinner?"

An untimely voice rang out. Yang Ziru and Chen Qing were separated, but when they looked back, they saw Liu Su.

Today's Liu Su is so beautiful, wearing a gorgeously decorated and elegant long dress, and her handsome face is wearing gorgeous makeup. Today's Liu Su has a feeling of affection, and Yang Ziru even suspects that the person next to him is not a sentiment at all, but the person opposite.

"Ziru, I'm good-looking!" Liu Su said with a smile, lifting the skirt and turning around, wanting Yang Ziru to see more clearly.

Yang Ziru had the impression that Liu Su would never wear skirts and high heels, even if it was his own request, Liu Su would refuse. Although Liu Su has a gentle temperament, she also has the personality of contemporary young women who are independent of marriage. Yang Ziru respected her, and later did not ask for it.

This is the first time Yang Ziru has seen such a Liu Su after the two of them got married.

Liu Su didn't speak, just looked at Yang Ziru with a smile, or at him and Chen Qing. Yang Ziru was stared at by her smiling face and trembled. Chen Qing hid directly behind Yang Ziru.

Liu Su still smiled. The two people in front of him are said to have been caught and raped. Liu Su seemed to enjoy the feeling, a feeling of power in his hands and a lamb kneeling under His Highness.

"You don't have to be so afraid." Liu Su opened his mouth,

"Actually, I came here today to settle our grievances over the years." Liu Su suddenly stopped laughing, and the expression on his face was as cold as frost.

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Chen Qing and Yang Ziru broke up, although it was Chen Qing's fault. But there is something unspeakable about the situation.

Chen Qing suffers from a severe sex addiction disorder that occurred because Chen Qing was raped on her twenty-fifth birthday.

The weather was very good that day, and Chen Qing was in a good mood, because the company gave her a day off to celebrate her birthday. Staying at home alone, fantasizing about what gift Yang Ziru would give her tonight. At the same time, he also knitted a scarf in his hand, preparing to give Yang Ziru as a birthday gift next month.

The two are the same age, and Chen Qing is one month older than Yang Ziru.

Although Chen Qing is twenty-five years old at this time, she is still a little girl at heart, longing for a birthday gift and the love of her boyfriend.

Yang Ziru said that after the Spring Festival this year, they will get married.

But this marriage has not been concluded until now.

At that time, Yang Ziru was in his prime, and he also liked to engage in small romances. He set off fireworks at the back of Chen Qing's house, and was ready to call Chen Qing out at night and propose marriage along the way.

Everything is fine, the rest is a matter of time.

As night fell, just as Chen Qing was about to complain that Yang Ziru hadn't sent her a message or called so late, Yang Ziru's call came.

"Love, happy birthday, I'm in the flower bed in the community, come out. I want to surprise you. ”

Without waiting for Chen Qing to speak, Yang Ziru hung up the phone.

Chen Qing couldn't cry or laugh, this man sometimes still looks like a child.

Dressed up beautifully, Chen Qing opened the door, ready to go to the flower bed in the community.

There are a lot of flowers in the flower beds, but it is late autumn, and many of the flowers have withered, which is not very beautiful. Yang Ziru spent a long time plucking those withered flowers and planting fake flowers made by himself. At that time, Yang Ziru was just an ordinary small employee, and a month's salary would be enough to spend. Yang Ziru and Chen Qing never thought about things like buying flowers. Not to mention planting half a flower bed. Not to mention Yang Ziru alone, even the monthly salary of him and Chen Qing is not enough. The cigarettes behind Chen Qing's house were bought by him with the salary he had saved for a long time

However, Yang Ziru is ingenious and makes flowers that look good. After rectification, the flower bed, which was already about to decay, flourished again and was reborn.

That night, Yang Ziru didn't wait to present his feelings after all.

Although he is childish, he is not stupid. thought that he might have ignored the statement for a day, which made Chen Qing angry. He called Chen Qing again. No one answered, so I sent her a text message:

"Qing'er, look out the window, the fireworks I prepared for you."

After sending it, the community security guards were given a signal to prepare for fireworks. And he himself decided to come to the door to apologize in person.

Walking downstairs to Chen Qing's house, Yang Ziru's body and soul were hit for the first time.

His statement was lying in the corridor at this time, his clothes were torn to shreds, and his body was covered with scars.

That night, the stars were shining. That night, the fireworks lit up the two people who hugged each other and cried bitterly in a dark corner.

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