Chapter 992: I Opened a Mecha in the Interstellar (15)
At that time, Sophia was standing in the living room covered in blood, the sharp knife in her hand dripping blood, recalling her father's words, only full of absurdity and emptiness.
She happened to be wearing a beautiful and dignified white dress that day, which was bought for her by the man, saying that her daughter was also as old as her, and that gentle tone like a father made her heart tremble.
Her mother taught her to be cold-blooded and neat, while her father taught her kindness and love.
At this moment, the dress was stained with large patches of blood, as if it could not be washed off, like the knife marks clearly engraved in the heart again and again, leaving only the numbness of the eyes.
Father, you lied to me.
In this world, there are obviously all bad people.
No one will come to my rescue.
They all wanted to kill me.
I don't like them.
I don't like the outside world either.
I want to go home.
But what about home?
Oh, there are no more.
A person's repentance is only a momentary thing, and the last kindness to the world in the heart of the five-year-old girl who was cultivated by her father disappeared on this day, following this man who seemed to be a "father" but not like her "father".
Mother was right.
Their family should not have entered the world at all, how could a group of monsters be accepted by this world, probably only an optimistic and kind person like his father would naively believe that their group of monsters is not a threat to the people of the empire, naively believing that monsters and ordinary people can be friends.
Sophia rubbed her forehead and slowly got up from the puddle, killing the family in the living room that day, and then fleeing and running, she didn't think back to the past, as if only the killing in front of her and the scarlet corpse in her eyes.
But all this was broken by the man just now.
Sophia's calm dark eyes looked at the curved sickle that appeared out of thin air in her hand, because of the strength of her soul, the curved sickle was surrounded by a thick black gas, and when she saw her again, she seemed very happy, and came over and rubbed her palm affectionately.
Sophia touched it softly, muttering to herself, and she softly shouted the sickle: "Mass, you feel it too, right?" ”
She smiled slightly, lowered her eyes, pressed her fingers to her heart, and her voice was soft and almost ethereal, "It's been so long, and it's the first time I haven't felt cold, why do you say these ordinary people are so strange?" It actually makes me feel not cold at all, at least now that I am. ”
It's not emotional coldness, but the warmth that keeps pouring up from the depths of her soul, she felt it when she repaired her soul, her eyes turned red instantly, she lowered her head and took a deep breath, it's been too long, she's been cold for too long.
In fact, Sophia never asked for much.
She was silent for a while, and then looked at the buzzing scythe, "He should be a good man, just like my father said, he saved my life, and he hasn't told me yet, but I don't remember what he looks like, you said that if I accidentally kill him in the future, then what?" ”
Like the male protagonist who made her heart die, no matter how many years have passed, Sophia can't forget it, and now, she is the first "good person" in her so-called life, and she is even more difficult to let go.
Especially, there was the warm feeling she had been looking for in him, and he couldn't die.
When she dies, there is no one to give her warmth anymore.
Who knows, when will her second good person meet?
But she couldn't remember the appearance of that person, she only knew that the other party was very young and good-looking, it was just a vague impression left by her eyes, and now, she probably had to add one, and that must be a very warm and good person.
And as my father said.
The system is a bit incredible.
Song Jin coughed lightly, "Aren't I young and ignorant, I haven't seen many good people, and suddenly one appears, isn't it rare to be a thief?" For fear of bumping people into them, besides, my father told me about the mystery of the gods at the time, which simply praised good people to the sky, and I finally met one, and I didn't see anything on my stomach the whole time, so I naturally got a little hearted! After thinking about it, being good is the best way to express my determination, so I'll be good! ”
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Song Jin's father said that the good thing is that he is full of kindness and love for the world, he is a romantic, to put it mildly, he is a hard-core stupid Bai Tian who advocates truth, kindness and beauty, and Song Jin has been taught by him since he was a child, and he has not become the second little silly Bai Tian, which is already a blessing in misfortune.
The system listened to her hesitant tone and guessed that it might be greasy.
“”
Song Jin sighed slightly, it's really not good to cover this matter for a long time, after all, her memory is so bad, if she forgets this memory one day, she also asked Brother Tong, after thinking about it, she said:
"Okay, let's put it this way, after I was rescued, I couldn't find who saved me, so I started to imagine it, but I didn't have much imagination, I just knew that the person might be very handsome, the voice was really good, it should be quite high, that you know, interstellar people, they all look explosive, and then when I kill someone, I'm afraid that if I accidentally kill the life-saving benefactor, what if I attack and kill the life-saving benefactor together? That's a very, very rare good guy! ”
"I thought, this can't work, okay, I also want to see what kind of good people look like, who let my father nag in my ear every day about which good person he met in this world before, how much he helped him, how good people are, I can't help but wonder what a good person is!"
"And then the group attack can't, then you can only kill them one by one, I look at this, eh, looks pretty good, I'm afraid of killing my life-saving benefactor, so I had to knock people out, and then grab another one to see, eh, although this person doesn't look good-looking, but it looks harmless and warm, yes, barely in line with my image of the life-saving benefactor, after all, I didn't see it clearly at the time, who knows if the life-saving benefactor is really handsome? If one came up with my imagination when I was weak, wouldn't it be troublesome? ”
In short, in the end, there were hundreds of people, and Song Jin didn't kill any of them.
It's all over.
She is also a person who does not like to use her brains, if she examines it carefully, she will find that before she only had the living and corpses in her eyes, constantly killing the living and adding corpses, but now, there are three kinds of people in her eyes, the living, the corpse and the life-saving benefactor.
The living and the corpse represent her endless malice and disgust for this world, and the life-saving benefactor is like the most subtle ray of light in the darkness, although it is weak, but it easily cuts through the endless darkness, and it is the only kindness born in the heart full of darkness and desolation.
Destroying a person, and redeeming a person, are often only momentary events.
Sophia has since changed her name: she calls herself Song Jin – to be reborn and come back to life from today.
She called herself Song Kindness again, she told herself that she must be kind, be a good person, don't be a bad person, and she must not kill people again.