Chapter 993: I'm Driving a Mecha in the Interstellar (16)
But what about the resentment and distortion that had accumulated in her heart for many years and made her whole person unrecognizable?
Before, she only felt that seeing the death and pain of others could make her happy and relaxed, and even in a sense, killing them was a cathartic rebellion against the world she hated, and if she didn't do something, it was easy to drive herself crazy.
And now she no longer kills people, she has let go of the interstellar people, who will let her go?
When Sophia found out that she couldn't kill anymore, she was confused and trapped for a long time, and killing people regardless of it seemed to have become her only goal to live, but once this goal was gone, she didn't know how to deal with herself.
It's not that she hasn't thought about revenge, but her strength is too small, her soul is too weak, all this must wait until she becomes an adult, but she is only seven years old now, and there will be eleven years before she becomes an adult, so what can she do in these long eleven years?
Doing nothing, those resentments will slowly drive people crazy, those memories will make the heart bloody, not to mention, the enemy is still happy and comfortable, happily enjoying the feast of victory, and even began to appear frequently on the political screen, facing the public with that hypocritical smile, always in front of her eyes.
It's like a sharp sword, and she can't escape.
Eventually, she began to learn to put those things aside for a while.
She began to learn to let herself go.
The system seemed to be a little incredible, and it didn't speak for a long time.
Song Jin couldn't stand this strange silent atmosphere of flesh, touched his arm, and said, "Don't think too much, in fact, I'm not a good person, anyway, I didn't even have a nightmare when I killed those people at that time, let alone feel guilty, I changed my personality and name, I just don't want to be the same as those people." ”
Song Jin was not brought up by her silly white sweet father alone, she still has her mother's cold-blooded genes in her bones, and even her mother has a greater influence on her.
She never felt guilty about those who died innocently, she just didn't want to be like the people she hated, and these things were intricate, and finally made her who she was.
The system didn't speak, and it didn't debunk her.
If she really didn't feel guilty, then she wouldn't pretend to be stupid from time to time.
In fact, people can't be too smart, smart people always think thoroughly, and they are cautious, they usually think about a thing over and over again hundreds of times, wondering if there is anything they can't do well.
But stupid people are different.
They have always been heartless, giggling and laughing, even if they were scolded, they were wronged for a while, and then turned around and forgot about it, this kind of person is not smart, but they live happily, wantonly, and without burden.
And now Song Jin, her bones are clearly cold-blooded who can't cover it hot, but she is dressed in the skin of a hippie smile, and she is a heavy burden that no one can see.
The system is actually a bit complicated, but it is barely a robot, and I don't know how to comfort her, no matter how precocious she was at that time, she was just a little girl, not only was her home destroyed, she was hunted down, and she was displaced, and the only remaining true heart was trampled on the soles of her feet.
Ordinary people are afraid that they can't bear the pressure and go crazy, just when the system wants to say something, I saw Song Jin talking and talking, and his eyes couldn't stop glancing at the young man outside, his face was complicated and tangled at first, and slowly, only -
If you really want to describe it, if the system is a person now, it promises to call the police immediately, and let the police check Uncle to arrest this female pervert!
Song Jin was still immersed in his own world, scratching the wall excitedly, "Ahhh When I go out, I must go to my fellow countrymen to play, hehehe. ”
After speaking, she showed an old aunt's greasy smile again, "Hey, hey, I didn't say it, that little face and that figure are really good." ”
The system said in his heart, if you know, the so-called fellow is the shameless man who sent you to prison, I don't know if you can laugh so happily.
But it's really crazy, and it actually wants to comfort her!
Just like that, the subordinate trembled, picked up the Buddha beads in fear, and wiped and disinfected them tremblingly before handing them over to his young master, and he raised his eyes to look at Sophia lying on the ground no less than five times during the whole process, for fear that she would suddenly wake up and kill him.
"Young, young master," the subordinate looked at the little girl lying on the ground, after knowing the identity of the other party, he was not as casual as he was at the beginning, and even spoke in a much lighter voice, as if he was afraid of waking up this wanted criminal, "Look at this person, do we want to"
"Leave it alone."
The young man slightly drooped his thick and slender eyelashes like crow feathers, at this moment, he paused, frowned slightly, looked back, I don't know if it was an illusion, he always had a feeling of being peeped at, but if there was no kind of gaze but there was no malice, but he couldn't get rid of it, and when he turned his head to see the next person looking at him strangely, he continued, "She will wake up herself." ”
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The subordinate wanted to cry without tears, young master, of course I knew that she would wake up, but this girl was a wanted criminal after all, even if she didn't hand over this girl for the bounty, maybe she could remove a scourge for the society, and the thought of such a dangerous person doing evil outside, the next person felt that his heart was trembling.
The young man instantly understood what he meant, and glanced at Sophia's dirty little face with a very light expression, and then glanced at the curved sickle looming beside her, which seemed to be protecting her. ”
When the subordinates saw that he had said this, they naturally didn't dare to say anything.
I just think it's very strange, he still rarely sees the young master so sympathetic, although he has a faint expression throughout the whole process, but he did throw the Buddha beads to her and save this little girl.
The next person doesn't think that the cold Buddha beads that are always with the young master will "fall" on this person for no reason, especially this person is dirty, you know, the Buddha beads are the same as the young master, they have a big temper, and they love to be clean, and the next person has to wipe it every day, so as not to cause ashes and make the Buddha beads unhappy.
And just such a Buddha bead with a habit of cleanliness, if it wasn't for the persecution of the young master himself, the subordinates wouldn't believe it when they were killed, the Buddha beads would fall on this girl, and the whole process would be like death, so they would lie on her and not move.