Chapter 15 : This is my war

"Do you really think that's the end of it?"

Li Er opened his eyes, and another Li Er in his body squatted next to him.

He felt like he had a dream, a dream of his mother. Li Er wanted to hold her hand but couldn't, so she kept running, and Li Er was taken to the bottom of the lighthouse.

He couldn't tell the difference between reality and dreams, and the poison he had eaten before leaving the campus had left him delirious.

"Anyway, today, we're going to disappear together."

"What a pathetic thing we are, we didn't have anyone with us when we died."

"That's for the best."

"Are you willing?" The other self beside Li Er stood up.

"No matter what the world says to us, we have never resented it. Now that he wants to abandon us, why should we be so nice to him. ”

He looked out at the sea in the distance, and it was not calm. Suddenly, the sea breeze became stronger, and the waves crashed against the shore cliffs. People who go to sea don't like this sudden gale the most. It will disrupt the original route and delay their return home.

Sometimes Lear wonders why the world is always cloudy. When he was looking for his way away, there was still light, but in an instant, he was stormy.

"You don't understand my pain." The other Lear rubbed his eyes, which were astringent by the sea breeze.

"All those nightmares you have every night, you prepared for me." As he spoke, tears suddenly welled up in the corners of his eyes.

Li Er didn't expect that the fierce and irascible self would suddenly become agitated.

He didn't know whether to believe "himself" or not.

"Don't you believe it? It's no wonder that, after all, what belongs to me is something you have to experience every day. ”

"When you're awake, it's up to me to take care of these things. Did you know Lear, in fact, you have monsters living in your heart. ”

"You don't have to be in a hurry to deny that you created me, you can't deny it. I'm not going to appear out of thin air on my own. ”

"I'll admit, you're a gentle man. But you have never been gentle with me. ”

"You love the world, you love Lanlan. Even if it's Li Xianghan's bastard and that stinky woman, you rarely blame them, you only resent yourself. ”

"But you were so cold and heartless when you created me. I don't know if you still have a Lear in your body. If not, then you're a smart person, and if you are, he's stupid. ”

"You're trying to keep me from having problems, and you're trying to trap me in the maze you've built. Really a smart guy. But you don't know how long this labyrinth has trapped me. You can forget, but I can't. ”

"The labyrinth trapped me, and the monsters and traps inside tormented me every day. But these not only did not control me, but made my resentment even stronger. ”

"Sometimes I wonder if I should resent you. You have made me suffer so much. But you also created me and gave me strength. ”

"I want to be as gentle as you, but I can't. From the time I was born, the end was already preordained. ”

'Lear''s expression suddenly became hideous.

"Come on Lear, let's feel it again, if you escape from this labyrinth this time, you win."

Li Er suddenly vomited, and before he left, he vomited out all the medicine intact.

"As I said, I'm not going to let you die easily. What you just felt, and those hallucinations, were all pre-dinner snacks I gave you, and now the main meal has just begun. ”

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A familiar labyrinth.

Here Lear woke up. The one himself said that if he escaped from this labyrinth this time, he would win.

Li Er shook his head, trying to make himself more sober.

He has been to this labyrinth many times. However, it is a pity that Li Er has not really explored the labyrinth he created for another 'Li Er'.

When he first came, Lear tried to escape from here. But after dying too much, he gave up and left himself to fend for himself here.

But this time he couldn't run away from it. The poison had already been spat out by 'Lear', and it seemed that he didn't want to die too soon, and there was going to be a duel between them that would never end after all.

"By the way, if you die this time, then you will really die, and this body will belong to the living person in the future."

'Lear' didn't know where he came from.

Lear gritted his teeth. If he survives this time, does it mean that Lear will not appear again? Then he doesn't have to die.

Thinking of Lan Lan's smile, Li Er strengthened his belief in living.

But this labyrinth doesn't care about faith.

The labyrinth is fluttering,

Lear knew that the monster in the labyrinth was about to appear.

He didn't know how long he had been running. He dodged the man-eating bugs. Bypassed the ghosts that had tormented him. Survive in a trap.

Lear was very tired, and he wanted to take a break, but he didn't dare, he was afraid that a monster would suddenly appear behind him and take his life.

This labyrinth is really big.

Lear had only been to a part of the place, which was full of his own corpses and blood.

It was the first time Lear had run for so long. But the labyrinth still smells of blood. The mangled bodies around him should not be his own, they are another Lear's.

Li Er didn't dare to think about how far his other self had gone here. The viscous blood everywhere became a river, and the minced flesh was soft under his feet, and Li Er seemed to hear a hideous scream with every step.

I didn't see it clearly, and I thought it was just a torture cage. Now I can see it really, this is the purgatory on earth created by my own hands, and these dead people are themselves.

Lear was crying, he was crying for his other self. He didn't know why he had created this place for him.

obviously asked him for something, but after he helped himself, he put him in such a situation.

Li Er's heart was shaken. He seems to understand 'his' hatred.

"This is not an exit." Another Lear appeared.

"It's scary, isn't it? We created it together, you created the skeleton, and I added flesh and blood to the place. ”

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry. ”

"Nothing to be sorry for, it's my life. It's like you're going to die here today, it's all your life. ”

'Li Er' hugged the cowardly and timid self, and seeing him crying so sadly, 'Li Er' suddenly had a sense of accomplishment.

"If you can do it all over again, you won't create me again, we're one person, don't divide each other anymore."

"I've endured the pain that we should have endured together, and I don't plan on letting you bear the pain that doesn't belong to you for me, you just need to leave."

"It's been so long, it's time for me to enjoy the feeling of being alive, those who have hurt me, those who have hurt you. There is nothing wrong with those who love you, but the fault is that I am going to be born again. ”

"Hahahaha......"

The maze shook again.

Li Er heard something in a trance,

"Little ears, little ears! Wake up! ”

Li Er smiled. He almost forgot that he still had the motivation to live, he hadn't hugged his biological mother yet, and he hadn't had time to say "I love you" to Lan Lan.

He didn't want to just disappear.

"My own relatives can only be guarded by myself."

Lear pushed away the fake self. He knew now that Lear had never been real. The real Lear does not use hatred to deal with the injustices of the world.

Even if he got the memory of everything, he wouldn't resent them. Li Er is Li Er, and the mistakes he has made will never let others pay for him. He will carry it all himself.

Lear rushed at the fake self and pushed him against the wall.

The maze was still shaking, and the voices in my ears were repeating.

"Lan Lan, I love you."

Li Er knew that he couldn't leave. The walls of the maze were filled with the sound of insects crawling.

On the other side of the wall, the insects that had gnawed at Lear felt the vibration and were crawling towards the other side.

The labyrinth began to crumble and life began to fade away.

Lear seemed to see the light in his last moments. A figure appeared in the light, wearing a long white dress and strappy heels. Li Er didn't know if she was her mother or Lan Lan.

He just wanted to reach out and touch the person in front of him, whoever she was.

The gnawed hand that was almost bone-free wanted to touch the world again.

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If the wind could sing, how far could this sad tune be heard?

I don't know if it can be passed on to Li Er's biological mother, Li Er really misses her.

Lan Lan kept holding Li Er's body like this. Little by little, the stars in the night sky were falling, and the light on the lighthouse was dimmed.

Who is the rain for the sky? For whom do ghosts cry at night?

Lan Qing also had a sour nose, he couldn't shed tears, but he still had human feelings. When you encounter something sad, you will be sad, but you can't shed tears.

The light of dawn shimmers on the earth, and a new day begins again.

The sun full of vitality shone on Lan Lan and Li Er's bodies.

Lan Lan didn't fall until the sun rose, and she wanted to help Li Er to see the sunrise in this world again, and then experience the beauty of the world.

"Little ear, I heard you say 'I love you' to me."

"Next time, it's going to be at our wedding."

"I will definitely be the happiest bride in the world."

Li Er died in Lan Lan's arms.

Lan Qing took Lan Lan and left.

Before leaving, he buried Lear under the lighthouse.

Lan Qing hoped that Li Er could use his kindness to continue to guide the wanderers who traveled far away in the direction of returning home.

Angels will also fall, let alone children abandoned by the world?

Lan Qing suddenly resented the world. An unfortunate angel descended on an unhappy family, which would have been the fault of the world. But the world never punishes itself, he only punishes the poor little angel, and even the people around the angel are not spared.

Who made the angels disobedient?

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