Chapter 32: The Past is in My Heart
It wasn't until the afternoon that Xiao Shaohui came to his senses, looked at the white walls around him, and realized that he was in the hospital. But there was no uncomfortable feeling on his body, no pain or itching, which made him feel a little strange, why did he come here? I don't remember anything about what happened before, and the last memory is in the store. He turned his head to look around, although it was a hospital, it was only a consultation room, not a ward.
The little clerk who was guarding next to him saw that Xiao Shaohui was awake and hurriedly called a doctor. Xiao Shaohui asked the doctor what was wrong with him. The doctor said he would have to wait for the results of the tests. Xiao Shaohui saw that there was no sign of treatment on his body, such as inserting a dropper, and he didn't quite understand what the doctor had examined him. The doctor seemed to know his doubts and told him to wait until your family paid the deposit for the hospitalization fee before going for an examination. After saying that, he listened to his chest with a stethoscope, opened his eyelids and looked at him, and then turned to leave.
Xiao Shaohui was even more confused, he didn't know who the doctor said about his family, and who would send him a hospital deposit. The little clerk told him that Chen Hong had come and went back to get the money.
Xiao Shaohui understood a little and asked the little clerk how Chen Hong knew. The little clerk told Xiao Shaohui about the previous matter.
"When did she come and how long has she been gone?"
The two clerks told him that Chen Hong had come in the morning and had been walking for two or three hours.
Xiao Shaohui was lying on the hospital bed a little confused, and then Chen Hong's phone called.
"Are you awake? What's going on? What's wrong with it? Do I need to be hospitalized? ”
"I don't know, it's not diagnosed yet. You don't have to withdraw money, I've got it here. ”
Chen Hong continued to ask him:
"What do you think of it now?"
"It's nothing."
"I'll go see you."
"No, it's not a good place to live. Let's talk about it when I'm discharged from the hospital. ”
"Okay. Feel free to tell me if there is anything and don't worry me. ”
"Okay, don't worry, it's okay."
Xiao Shaohui put down the phone, told the clerk that he had a bank card in his handbag, asked the two children to pick up the money and hand it over to the hospital, and then lay on the bed thinking about his condition. He suddenly remembered Lin Jia.
may have come too suddenly, and Lin Jia has not been able to adapt. It is also because their divorce is not like other couples, there are any emotional disputes, after a long time of rehearsals, quarrels, discussions, back and forth has been fruitless. They left happily without the slightest delay. As for whether using the knife and injuring someone is more serious than emotional conflicts, they haven't thought about it, at least Lin Jia hasn't thought about it, if they have to come up with an answer, Lin Jia thinks that the knife is completely impulsive, and it has nothing to do with their feelings at all.
Because of this, in the first period after the divorce, Lin Jia has not come out of the original state, she and Xiao Shaohui are still in contact often, and even occasionally live together, but the two never talk about reunion, and rarely quarrel, in Lin Jia's words, Xiao Biesheng is newly married. Lin Jia and Xiao Shaohui said, you are one of my spare tires, but I will not easily choose to reunite, because this daughter is not easy to explain, she is so young, she doesn't understand the things here, if she is together today and tomorrow will not be together, it will have a bad impact on her, so it is best to do it. And they also agreed on one thing, both people are not allowed to speak ill of each other in front of their daughters, no matter who they are, once they hear each other say bad things about themselves from their daughters, the other party has every right to be qualified to propose various punishments, which is a very good way for both of them and their daughters to deal with.
Of course, they still told their daughter Kexin about the divorce, and this kind of thing couldn't be hidden for long. At that time, Kexin was in her third year of junior high school and was about to take the high school entrance examination, and the two of them were particularly concerned about not letting their divorce affect their children's studies. The daughter seems to understand whether she understands or not, but she is still very curious and will ask them, why are your parents good, but how can you get divorced?
This question has long been expected by the two of them, and they have unified the answer before: it is not that parents have to live together, and it is not necessarily a good thing for two good people to live together, this question will only be understood when the daughter grows up. All the questions that cannot be explained in front of the daughter, they will answer them like this, which will not make the daughter entangled in this question, nor will they be embarrassed because they can't answer, and at the same time, it will also remove obstacles for the daughter's own growth and understanding in the future, and avoid the impact on the daughter's psychology. They all thought it was clever, and the reality was good.
When Lin Jia and Xiao Shaohui decided to divorce, the only thing they argued about was the ownership of their daughter, Lin Jia must be determined to have a child, there is no room for negotiation at this point, she once thought that even if she was really arrested for slashing Xiao Shaohui with a knife, the child must be given to herself. Under Lin Jia's strong request, Xiao Shaohui didn't have too many demands. In fact, the relationship between her daughter and Xiao Shaohui seems to be deeper, which is in line with the convention, and Lin Jia's temper often has some differences with her daughter, her daughter is the age of adolescence, and many things are more rebellious, and Lin Jia is like a middle-aged adolescent woman, arguing with her daughter is like a sister, and she doesn't look like a mother at all, so Kexin gets along well with her father. Because Xiao Shaohui's peaceful temper can always win the trust of his daughter, Xiao Shaohui thought that Lin Jia's kind of care for her daughter came from a woman's nature, and after all, she was a girl, and it was not very convenient to follow her, so he agreed to give his daughter to Lin Jia.
After Lin Jia and Xiao Shaohui divorced, both of them had the same feeling, that is, the marriage was very awkward. In the past ten years, they have been noisy and noisy, and there is hardly a day when they stop, although they put the topic of divorce on their lips every time they quarrel, but in fact, they all know in their hearts that neither of them can do without anyone.
At that time, Lin Jia slashed Xiao Shaohui with a knife, in fact, Xiao Shaohui was also confused for a while, thinking that Lin Jia would really pose any threat to him. But every time he saw Lin Jia's thin body, he felt ridiculous, why did he let such a little woman cut off. It wasn't until he really divorced that he found out that there was no causal relationship between this incident and the fuse that he was cut off, and the knife he received became a place he regretted. Thinking about it, they are like most couples in families, they are all so noisy, although this knife seems to play a decisive role, but they really have not reached the point of divorce. So the two of them are still so harmonious from beginning to end, and they even have a feeling that that time is the most intimate time in their lives, and the time when they are most reluctant to each other.
In contrast, Lin Jia regretted it even more, she didn't say that she regretted the divorce, nor did she say that she caused the divorce because she cut Xiao Shaohui, she just felt that the days with Xiao Shaohui had not come to an end, and the two of them had not yet reached the point where they should divorce. The reason why she worked hard to grab her daughter was that with her daughter by her side, Xiao Shaohui would never be able to leave her sight and her life.
Just like every divorced man and woman, when they get divorced, they may think about a question, whether they will find someone else after the divorce. But Lin Jia didn't think about this problem at that moment, she set a rule for herself from the beginning of the divorce, she must raise her daughter and provide for her daughter to go to college, and she didn't think much about it in the future.
In order to strengthen her determination to raise her daughter, Lin Jia came up with an idea to make Kexin completely her own, cutting off all Xiao Shaohui's thoughts.
Lin Jia's requirements in all aspects are not a problem for Xiao Shaohui, the only thing that annoys him is that Lin Jia will always have nothing to do and catch him off guard.
Lin Jia called Xiao Shaohui and asked him to go to the police station with his ID card. Lin Jia is like this every time she looks for Xiao Shaohui, only talking about the results, not mentioning the reasons. This made Xiao Shaohui very annoyed.
"What are you going to do?"
"Serious business."
"We're both divorced, what's the matter?"
"It's because of the divorce that some things have to be done clearly."
"You tell me what to do, or I won't go."
"Hey, give you back your face? I'll tell you what happened when I got to the police station. ”
Xiao Shaohui had no choice but to do what Lin Jia said. At the door of the police station, Lin Jia and Kexin got out of the car, and Kexin ran over to hug Xiao Shaohui affectionately. Lin Jia squinted at the two of them from the side.
"Alright, let's get down to business." Lin Jia said angrily.
"What the hell are you going to do?"
"I want to change Kexin's name, no, it's a surname change."
"Change to what? Panasonic? ”
"Are you a bit serious? I will change my surname to Wang, and my surname will be mine. ”
Xiao Shaohui lit a cigarette and looked at Lin Jia.
"Aren't you down-to-earth if you don't do something, why do you change your name when you have nothing to do?"
"I don't want others to know that Kexin is a single-parent child, in case I marry someone in the future, others will know that it is not my father as soon as they hear the child's surname, let her change it to my surname, and when others ask, they will say that the child has my surname."
"You think long-term, you can find a man who is also surnamed Xiao."
"You fart, where to find your broken surname, there is no surname in a hundred families. Alternative. ”
Xiao Shaohui was amused by Lin Jia.
"Does Kexin agree? I'll have to ask her. ”
Xiao Shaohui pulled his daughter and asked her.
"Your mother is going to change your last name, are you willing?"
"It's time to change it."
"The surname Xiao is good, Xiao Kexin, Xiao Kexin."
"Anyway, whatever the last name is, it's the daughter of the two of you."
"You can think about it."
"It meant to be. When you're not together, I'm your daughter. ”
When Xiao Shaohui heard his daughter speak like this, he suddenly felt very sad.
He followed Lin Jia to the police station and said to Lin Jia:
"You see the girls are taller than you."
"I'm old and pumping. What's wrong, think I'm short? ”
"The point is that the girl is much more sensible than you."
Lin Jia stopped and glared at Xiao Shaohui.
"I can't do it, hurry up, I still have something to do." Xiao Shaohui urged her.
"She's sensible and follows me, and it has nothing to do with you." Lin Jia muttered.