Chapter 33: The Grievance Is Unsettled

Xiao Shaohui didn't care too much about Lin Jia's approach, just like his daughter said, whatever name is changed, it's a family, not to mention that it's a girl, and her surname won't be passed down, what age is it. He is just ridiculous, Lin Jia can't change the problem of competition, he has been competing with her for more than ten years, and it is still impossible to change her, this is called the nature of hard to change. Xiao Shaohui understands Lin Jia, she doesn't have any money, if she doesn't get divorced, she is Lin Jia's dependence, although Lin Jia is the most reluctant to listen to this kind of talk, but having him makes Lin Jia a lot easier, now it's different, in the future, Lin Jia's life will be pinned on her daughter, so she has to hold her daughter tightly.

Xiao Shaohui began to be treated in the hospital, he was lying on the hospital bed alone, there was nothing to do, he could only think nonsense, and what he thought about the most was the past with Lin Jia.

Xiao Shaohui couldn't understand why he thought of Lin Jia instead of Chen Hong at such a time. It shouldn't be just because Chen Hong made an excuse to leave the hospital and didn't help him pay for his hospitalization. Xiao Shaohui has never cared about money, whether he has lived with Lin Jia for so many years or is getting along with Chen Hong now, he takes the initiative to spend money, he has the ability to earn money, and he will not care about money with women.

It's just that he felt that Chen Hong's departure made him very awkward, and at such a critical time, Chen Hong did not stay by his side, which made him suddenly very disappointed. Before this, he got along well with Chen Hong, although Chen Hong also had Miss Jiao's temper, but unlike Lin Jia, Lin Jia was no longer Miss Jiao's temper, it was her aunt's temper, and she was angry at every turn. After all, Chen Hong is a well-educated person and a teacher, showing the demeanor of being a teacher from the inside out, and has the same harmony as himself. Compared with Lin Jia, Chen Hong is more suitable for herself. So Xiao Shaohui also secretly determined that he wanted to get along with Chen Hong.

But what happened just now made him a little incomprehensible, he didn't want much, he just needed to have someone around to guard him when he was in the most difficult time, and he couldn't talk about guarding, just by his side. But Chen Hong didn't do it. Xiao Shaohui also wondered if he was too sensitive, and Chen Hong might really be trying to find a way to find money. But this is not the case, he can feel it from Chen Hong's free tone on the phone.

Xiao Shaohui's condition was quickly determined after an examination by the hospital, and the first thing the hospital did was to ask him to call his family. The smart Xiao Shaohui immediately realized the seriousness of this matter, he had heard before that the condition of all the family members who wanted to be invited by the hospital was relatively serious, and they were sick to a certain extent, otherwise there was nothing that could not be directly told to him.

He wanted to ask the doctor what his illness was, but he didn't find it interesting. Why do you have to listen to the doctor tell me how serious his illness is? Now that I understand it in my heart, do I need to ask more?

At this time, it was difficult for him to decide which family member should come. His parents left a few years ago, he and his brother don't have much contact, and there must be a lot of things in other people's homes, where can I take care of him? How can Lin Jia, who used to be a family member, contact her now? Originally, Lin Jia's identity as a family member no longer existed. Of course, he also thought of his daughter Kexin, which made his heart tremble, if he really has three longs and two shorts, Kexin is the only person he misses the most in this world, and he is also the person he is most sorry for, when he divorced, he thought that he might not be able to accompany his daughter in this life. And it's no longer a matter of whether they can be with their daughter or not, they may also face the separation of yin and yang, Kexin is not big, what will the life of a teenager be like in the future? If he wants to help, I'm afraid he won't be able to help. Thinking of this, he felt a line of tears slowly flow onto the pillow, he didn't wipe it, and there was no one around, so he let the tears remain, as if only the tears dried up and his pain went. Fortunately, my daughter is now abroad, so I can avoid being sad for my daughter to know the truth.

He also thought of Chen Hong, at this time, Chen Hong may be the person who should be around the most, but he didn't. Since he was hospitalized, Chen Hong has not been here. The last time he came, he didn't see it, because he had to pay the hospitalization fee, Chen Hong didn't show up again, although this may not be the root cause of her not coming, but Xiao Shaohui is the kind of person who is very thoughtful, he doesn't want to break the things in life that he guessed might be true, and if he breaks it, he can't continue. Now that Chen Hong knows about her situation and has also been to the hospital, and now she no longer shows up, there must be a reason behind it. Before that, they had seen each other almost every day, so what else does this fact need to explain?

He thought like this, thinking about the few people he could think of, and in the end there was only one candidate, and that was Lin Jia. Although Lin Jia still doesn't harass herself from time to time after the divorce at the beginning, she hasn't been in touch for a long time. Some time ago, I made a transatlantic phone call with my daughter, and I heard my daughter say that Lin Jia found a boyfriend after she went abroad, which is also the fundamental reason why Xiao Shaohui didn't want to contact Lin Jia, if Lin Jia was still alone, he could call Lin Jia immediately, because he knew that Lin Jia would appear by his side at any time, even if they met, they still quarreled, still fought, and still used knives to cut him. But now the situation is different, if Lin Jia really has a boyfriend, it is definitely not appropriate to call her again.

In the end, what made Xiao Shaohui make up his mind was his condition, he didn't expect his condition to deteriorate so quickly. In less than a month, I was already visibly unwell. The doctor urged him several times to bring his family over to discuss the treatment plan, and he always tried to put it off, but now it seems that he cannot delay it any longer. He is not concerned about how his disease needs to be treated, but there are still many things that need to be settled.

Xiao Shaohui was lying in the ward, suddenly having a lot of time to recall her and Lin Jia's past life, even when they divorced, Xiao Shaohui didn't think too much, and he always felt that their divorce didn't happen at all, the two of them went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the book and seemed to forget about it, just like two people ate a meal in a small restaurant one day, that meal did taste unique, it seemed to be a delicacy that two people had never tasted, but came out of the restaurant, They forgot about that taste and went back to normal, simple life.

There is no hatred between him and Lin Jia, the previous quarrels and quarrels are just a part of life, they do not go beyond the principles, they do not cross the line, and they are even like commonplace, if there is no such quarrel in the past ten years, I don't know how bleak their lives will be, and it is difficult to say whether they can even go through more than ten years.

If you have to find the reason for their divorce, it is not actually because Lin Jia slashed him, it is just a fuse, as a big man, that injury is really nothing, not to mention that he knows very well in his heart that Lin Jia did not mean to hurt him, but just missed it for a while.

He also asked himself, why did he have to go to the step of divorce? He knew that it would be difficult for him to meet a suitable woman except for Lin Jia, but he felt that their lives were too peaceful, if the two of them continued to live, or continued to live like before, they would not see any light in the future, calm as water, rather than die in the end, it is better to live a better life while they still have a breath, and they have already made a cut.

On the root cause of divorce, Xiao Shaohui and Lin Jia have the same idea, both of them are too strong, they don't give in to each other, everyone is reasonable, and no one is willing to submit to each other, no matter how big or small. So their past lives were full of contradictions, and there is only one way to solve this contradiction, which is to separate.

All this has become a memory, if it weren't for his illness now, he would never bother Lin Jia again. There was no way, thinking about it, Xiao Shaohui still dialed Lin Jia's phone.

After seeing Xiao Shaohui's call, Lin Jia first felt irritable. A few years passed, and they kept in touch less and less, only meeting once for money when their daughter went abroad. What happens when you call out of nowhere now? The girl is not in the country, and she communicates directly with her father about everything, and now the two of them are complete strangers. Of course, the most important thing is that she is not alone now, and she doesn't want to cause trouble for her contact with Xiao Shaohui.

But she still answered the phone and said two words very politely: Hello. They had never been called like this before, in the past, as long as they talked on the phone, they were basically scolding, but this time it became a greeting, and Lin Jia also felt very awkward.

The phone stayed for a while, maybe a few seconds, which is also a rare phenomenon, in the past, they used to call straight to the bottom, no need to say hello, just a sigh. Sometimes you don't even need to say anything, you just have something to say.

A few seconds later, Xiao Shaohui finally spoke, to Lin Jia's surprise, his voice was extremely weak, and he was weak.

"I'm in the hospital now, can you come and see me?"

"I'm busy now, I've opened a restaurant, and you don't know it."

"I heard from my daughter, and I heard that business is not bad."

"Then how can I have time to see you?"

"If you don't want to see it, forget it, goodbye."

Xiao Shaohui hung up the phone. Lin Jia threw her phone aside, but suddenly seemed to find that the situation was wrong, they had never spoken like this before, and she recalled the tone of her ex-husband's speech just now, obviously there was a problem, in the hospital, there must be something wrong? If it's a general illness, you won't tell yourself. She immediately picked up her phone and dialed it back.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I don't know yet, maybe it's serious, that's why I want you to come over and take a look, maybe it's the last time."

"You don't have to say it again, do you? Is it that serious? Are you fooling me again, are you idle? ”

"You can come if you want to, forget it if you don't want to, don't force it."

"I'll clean it up now, and you can tell me the address later."

"Okay, but don't tell my daughter, I haven't told her yet, I'll find you first."

"Okay."

When Lin Jia received the hospital address from her ex-husband on her mobile phone, she understood the seriousness of the matter, which was the inpatient department of a cancer hospital.