Chapter 50: Back to my parents' house
"Dad, do you have something to say to me?" Chen Xiangqin saw her father-in-law standing at her door, she had doubts, put down her clothes and stood up and asked.
“…… Well. Father Zhang walked in, pointed to the bench and said, "You sit." I just want to tell you that Xiao Yi is not at home, so forget about the photo. It's not good to really hang out. ”
"Then listen to Dad." Chen Xiangqin smiled, but sighed in her heart and said, "I don't want to hang out myself." Brother Yi is not at home, I am his daughter-in-law, I should have been a little more peaceful, so as not to attract people to gossip. ”
When Father Zhang heard this, his frowning brows relaxed, "That's the reason." Don't be too tired, take a break. I won't delay you. ”
With that, Zhang's father went out.
Chen Xiangqin picked up the clothes just now and wanted to continue sewing, but after sewing twice, she stopped, and after a long time, she smiled a little bitterly and self-deprecatingly.
The in-laws didn't believe her, maybe they thought she was too restless, and they were afraid that Zhang Chenyi would not be at home, so she couldn't hold it and ran away with others.
Her in-laws love her and treat her very well, but she is still a daughter-in-law after all, and her son is the most important thing.
Chen Xiangqin understands these truths, and it is also human nature.
However, when she has done so much, worked hard for this family, and wanted to be good to them wholeheartedly, it is inevitable that she will be a little chilled and wronged when she is so suspicious and suspicious by her in-laws.
Chen Xiangqin threw her clothes aside, she was in no mood to do it any longer, looked out of the door, frowned, and couldn't help but think of Zhang Chenyi.
Her in-laws think of her like this, what will Zhang Chenyi think of herself after knowing such a thing?
Chen Xiangqin stood up, picked up the letter that she had written last night and had not yet sent, wanted to open it, take out the photo, and write the letter again.
It's just that when she really wanted to tear the envelope open, Chen Xiangqin hesitated again.
So be it.
Let's just take this as a test.
If Zhang Chenyi doesn't believe in herself, and always thinks that she will run away with other men, then she ......
If he really thinks so, what will she do then?
What can I do?!
Chen Xiangqin bit her lip, after being reborn, she was a little hesitant, a little confused, and a little scared about her life and future for the first time.
As she just said to Xiaoru, many people don't understand what they want and how they want to live all their lives, that is, they are numb to habits.
She has lived a lifetime, and she has thought a lot, there are too many regrets and too many regrets in her previous life, so when she is reborn, what she thinks about is very simple, that is, to make up for these, and not to have regrets and regrets.
For her in-laws' family, now, she can be regarded as partly done, she has made them live a good life, with a new house, she taught Xiaoru the ability to design and make clothes, and taught her in-laws how to grow greenhouse vegetables, so that Jiaming can complete her studies with peace of mind, even if there is no her in the future, they will be much better than in their previous lives.
As for Zhang Chenyi, of course she wants to live with him and have children, but if Zhang Chenyi is suspicious of herself in the future, she feels that she will seduce men outside and has no basic trust, then how can she live with him? !
If she is not with Zhang Chenyi, then who should she be with, and how should she live this life?
She was confused, uneasy, and even scared because she suddenly realized that she had begun to think too simply, and she was also blindfolded by the guilt of her previous life.
She wants to be good to Zhang Chenyi and the Zhang family, but she can't put herself in the dust and dirt all her life, so that they feel that they have no bottom line and no principles, and they can doubt and trample on their sincerity.
She can't live for other people all her life, even give everything, and she can't get their respect and trust.
If that's the case, hasn't she failed in her life?!
Chen Xiangqin lowered her head, looking at this thick letter, and all kinds of thoughts and thoughts flashed in her heart.
After he saw it, what would he think, what would he think?
Thinking about it, it came back to the question, what should he do if he didn't believe her?
Chen Xiangqin thought about it, and laughed a little self-deprecatingly, laughing at her own unfounded worries, and comforting herself: They had just gotten married, and he stayed with him for a few days, he didn't trust himself, and it was normal to worry that he would run away with someone.
It's normal, right?
But it really happened, but Chen Xiangqin also knew that she would be cold.
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Chen Xiangqin was in no mood to continue making clothes, so she put the letter in her bag and put up the clothes she had made for her mother and grandfather, but instead of wearing new clothes, she changed into her old clothes.
"Mom, I'm going to the town to send a letter, and by the way, I'll go back to my parents' house to see my mother and grandfather, and I won't eat at home at noon."
When Zhang's mother heard this, she ran out and saw her and took a bag, and said angrily, "You stupid child." Where is there to go back to his mother's house empty-handed? There is still jerky you made at home, you bring it to them, and we didn't eat these meats, you also take them with you, go to the town, you buy some more canned food, I heard that the soybean milk powder is very good, bring some to your grandfather. Don't be reluctant to spend money. ”
As she spoke, Mother Zhang took out another hundred from her pocket and stuffed it into her hand, and said with a somewhat embarrassed smile, "You still give this money to your mother." You take it and go shopping. You may not have been back for a long time, your mother must miss you, stay there one more night, and come back tomorrow. ”
“…… Thank you Mom. Chen Xiangqin grabbed the money and sighed, it was sour and warm, and the taste was a little indescribable.
Anyway, her in-laws are really good to her.
But...... After all, it was still a little worse, and she didn't have the trust she wanted.
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After sending the letter, Chen Xiangqin went to the supply and marketing cooperatives to buy some things, and then carried them back to her parents' house.
As soon as he walked to the door, he heard laughter and laughter from home, Chen Xiangqin's footsteps paused slightly, and he stopped for a few seconds before pushing open the door and walking in.
It turned out that the home without her was so harmonious and beautiful, and for a while, it even made her lose the courage to walk in.
This place, perhaps, was not her home in the first place.
It's just that she didn't know that she wasn't biological before, and she fought for it with confidence, asking why her father didn't like her.
"Yikes! It turned out that my sister was here! Chen Lin'er saw her first, pursed her lips, and said with a smile, "It's really a rare guest." It's been a long time. ”
Chen Xiangqin stopped, glanced at the clothes on her body lightly, and then looked behind her, and saw Wang Jinxuan walking out.
"Sister, you see that the clothes on my body are beautiful, right? Brother Jinxuan bought it for me. Chen Lin'er said with a look of show off and pride.
"This is for the old mother, this dress is not for you." Chen Xiangqin said.
"Haha...... Sister, you don't look at the clothes you are wearing, they are fat and ugly, and they say that mine is worn by my mother. Chen Lin'er said with a sarcastic smile,
"That's right. If you marry into such a poor in-law's family, you probably won't even be able to eat, let alone go out to buy clothes. You don't know, this is the latest model, the best clothes, but you can't buy it with money, so Brother Jinxuan's ability is great, so you can buy one. ”
"Huh, huh?"
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