Chapter 49: The Road Ahead

Zhang Xiaoru lay on her back on the bed, staring at her photo, poking her hand at the person above, and whispering in confusion and disbelief, "Is this person really me?" ”

After looking at it for a while, she took out her treasured notebook from the drawer, and on the cover was the most popular female star today, Zhang Xiaoru used to feel envious every time she saw it, envious of other people's beauty, clothing, youth, and foreign spirit, and envied everything she didn't have.

However, when she put her photo and cover together, she was surprised to find that she was no worse than her, and even felt that her photo was even better!

Zhang Xiaoru's face turned a little red, she felt that her idea was really shameless, how could she be compared with other celebrities as a rustic village girl? !

"You look at your photos, so beautiful, don't you want more people to appreciate and envy you? The modern era is different, you can make a lot of money with this? ”

Zhang Xiaoru thought of Xi Fei's words, and said that it was false that she was not touched at all, but she didn't dare to take this step, her sister-in-law said that this was a big deal, and she had to think about it.

Zhang Xiaoru turned over, turned over again, tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep for a long time.

This is the first time she has lost sleep.

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It was already late, and Zhang's father and mother didn't sleep.

Zhang's father sat at the head of the bed and smoked a cigarette, only to see his dark and thin face frowning, looking into the distance, but his eyes were a little empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Zhang's mother lowered her head to the sole of her shoe, but she was obviously absent-minded, and a needle went down to her hand, and she sighed in pain, and saw blood beads on her fingers, so she quickly put it in her mouth and sucked it.

"Boy and his father, don't you think that since Xiangqin entered the door, we have been living a really good life, it's like living in a dream." Zhang Mu simply threw the soles of her shoes aside, pinched her pricked fingers and said.

Father Zhang spat out a puff of cigarette and nodded, "Yes." ”

"Hey, I really didn't expect that we could build a new house, originally this wall was drilled in the wind in winter, but this year I am no longer afraid of the cold." Mother Zhang glanced at the family photo hanging on the wall again, and said with a smile, "You see that our Xiaoru is really good-looking, and I won't worry about my mother-in-law's family in the future!" ”

Zhang's father didn't answer the stubble.

"What do you think, the photographer said that he wanted to hang a photo of his daughter and daughter-in-law, so he hung a photo and gave him back a hundred yuan. What else does he want our daughter to do 'edamame', do you want to say that you don't agree? Zhang's mother stretched out her hand and poked Zhang's father, and asked in a low voice.

"Agree with what! Can't go. Father Zhang shook his cigarette and said with a tiger face, "As far as Xiaoru's temperament is concerned, he was deceived and returned the money." and Xiangqin, that's our daughter-in-law, and her son is not around, she wants to go out like this and show her face, and hang up her own photos, what does this make people think? ! If only it ......"

Zhang's father's words couldn't go on, from the moment this daughter-in-law entered the door, he was worried that this son was not at home, and the two had been so separated, can this daughter-in-law live at home with peace of mind and keep this 'living widow'?!

In particular, this daughter-in-law is already good-looking, and this dress is even more outstanding, and as soon as this photo is hung out, I don't know how many people are thinking about it.

Even if Chen Xiangqin is treated as a daughter, she is still his son's daughter-in-law after all, and Zhang's father is really worried that if his son is not there, this daughter-in-law will be taken away by other men.

When Zhang's mother heard this, her face was also a little bad, and she said worriedly, "Then, what do you say?" After the New Year, let her go to the army. is with his son, and the two have another child. Once this woman has children of her own, her heart is settled. ”

"Xiangqin has an idea, she doesn't necessarily listen to our words." Father Zhang sighed.

Zhang's mother also sighed.

The night was deeper, but because of this, the old couple also lost sleep.

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Chen Xiangqin finished writing the letter, yawned tiredly, stretched her waist, and went to bed, she never expected that her sister-in-law and in-laws were losing sleep because of the photo.

As far as she is concerned, she doesn't care if the photo is hung up or not, and she doesn't care about it, and when she is reborn, she has no intention of stepping into the entertainment industry, so she asked Zhang Chenyi's opinion in the letter, if he doesn't agree, she won't put the photo out, and she won't develop in this direction.

As for Xiaoru, Chen Xiangqin felt that she could give advice, but what she wanted to do in this life was still up to her, and she couldn't help Xiaoru decide.

When she got up the next day, Chen Xiangqin found that something was wrong with her in-laws, and looked at herself, looking like she wanted to say something.

And Xiaoru was also listless, dozing off all the time, and absent-minded, when cutting the fabric, she almost cut her own hands.

Chen Xiangqin took the scissors from Xiaoru's hand, "How are you working like this, go and sleep again." ”

"Sister-in-law, my father said just now that I am not allowed to go outside to be a model, just make clothes at home." Zhang Xiaoru was silent for a long time, bit her lip, and whispered.

Chen Xiangqin was not too surprised, her in-laws are all old people, conservative in their thinking, and worried about their daughter's safety, so it is normal to disagree.

"What about yourself? Do you want to do it? Chen Xiangqin asked.

“…… I do not know. I'm scared. Zhang Xiaoru lowered her head and picked at the corner of the table with her fingers, confused and uneasy, "Sister-in-law, what about you?" You're so thoughtful, so capable. Isn't it true that no matter what happens, you won't be afraid? ”

"You're going to praise me. Actually, I also have a lot of things to fear. Chen Xiangqin was amused by her, smiled and held her hand, put it on her heart, and said softly,

"Xiaoru, I'm afraid that there is nothing, it's not scary, and you don't feel like you're cowardly and useless. In fact, you don't have to worry about other things, the most important thing is to ask your heart, do you want to show your beauty in front of the camera, show the beauty of your clothes, and do you want to be seen by many people? ”

Zhang Xiaoru's eyes lit up instantly, but they quickly dimmed, she lowered her eyes and whispered, "I, I really don't know." ”

"Then you just think slowly, you are so young, you have never experienced anything, and it is normal that you can't figure it out." Chen Xiangqin gently touched her hair, looked into the distance, and said with some emotion,

"In fact, most people don't know what they want or want to do all their lives, so they are so used to it, numb day by day, alive until they die."

Zhang Xiaoru was even more confused, and always felt that there was something in her sister-in-law at this time that she couldn't understand, which made her feel that her sister-in-law was far away from her, which made her even more incomprehensible.

"Sister-in-law?"

"Alright. Let's not talk about these tall and empty things. Chen Xiangqin came back to her senses and smiled, "If you live a life, you have to eat one bite at a time, and earn every penny." If you're tired today, don't make clothes. I've found a good person, and you can make it easier in the future. ”

"Sister-in-law, who are you looking for?" Zhang Xiaoru asked curiously.

"Yanzi, the daughter-in-law of our third aunt's family, and sister-in-law Li from the east of the village." Chen Xiangqin said, "You go and rest first, and when they come in the afternoon, you will help me teach them how to sew clothes." ”