On the day of Zhang's father's burial, Luan Hang was called away by an emergency call from the army, and he didn't have time to give his father a funeral.

"Be careful yourself." Zhang Chenyi came out to see him off, patted him on the shoulder, and said to him: "Your life and death catastrophe has not yet passed." ”

"Don't you say next year?" Luan Hang grinned, "Don't worry." I know what the task is, and when I finish it, I will be discharged. If you want to take on dangerous missions in the future, you won't have a chance. ”

Zhang Chenyi listened to the content of his mission, slightly relieved, it was not the mission that caused his death in his memory in his previous life, but he still advised Luan Hang not to take it lightly.

"I have a little four, and I regret my life." Luan Hang looked at Xiao Si, who was standing one meter away, and beckoned to her, "I'm leaving, you take care of yourself." ”

"Hmm." Wu Xiaosi nodded, "Complete the task seriously, don't worry about me, don't miss me because you think of me, you know?" ”

Luan Hang smiled when he heard this, and said kindly: "Then I don't want you anymore." ”

“…… You can't not think about it at all. Wu Xiaosi glared at him, held his hand and said, "You pay attention to safety, I'll wait for you to come back." ”

"Hmm. I will definitely come back safely! Luan Hang stretched out his hand, hugged her into his arms, hugged her tightly, and promised very solemnly in her ear.

Wu Xiaosi nodded, reluctantly hugged his waist, smelling the breath on his body, and a strong panic surged in his heart.

She even wanted to open her mouth and let Luan Hang stay and not leave.

However, such willfulness is really not a good wife.

She shouldn't have stood in his way because she was afraid.

"Remember to come back! Broken arms and legs, you have to climb back too! Wu Xiaosi let go of him and said to him with a serious face.

Luan Hang smiled, answered, and finally, pinched her little face, even if she was reluctant, she turned around and got in the car to leave.

Wu Xiaosi stood there, watching the car go away, and wanted to raise his hand and wave, but as soon as his arm was raised, she put it down.

Or don't say goodbye.

If you don't say it, you can stupidly treat him as if he didn't leave, just by his side, just invisible.

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After Zhang's father's funeral, Zhang Chenyi and each of them lost a lot of weight, and they were also very depressed, they had no energy, and the smiles on their faces were often tired and sad.

There is no silver bullet for this grief of the loss of a loved one, except that time can cover the wound.

Even if time closes the wound, it is only an illusion, as long as you touch it, it hurts, and you will burst into tears.

"Mom, you're smiling so ugly, so is Dad, so is Grandma, everybody. Why is the smile not good-looking? Xiaobao sat on Gong Xiangqin's lap, facing her, looked at her, and asked innocently and confusedly.

"Because Grandpa is gone, everyone is very sad. So, the smile is not good-looking. Gong Xiangqin kissed Xiaobao's cheek and said softly.

"And when will you stop being sad?" Xiaobao lowered his head, "Xiaobao is also very uncomfortable." Is Grandpa really not coming back? ”

"Grandpa went to heaven, it's going to be a long, long time, and you'll understand when you grow up." Gong Xiangqin gently stroked the top of her hair and comforted:

"After a while, it will be fine. I won't be sad. ”

It's not that I'm not sad anymore.

Instead, after a few months, or a year, the pain will be hidden deep in our hearts and will no longer affect our daily life.

Xiaobao frowned as if he didn't understand, tilted his head, and half-leaned on Gong Xiangqin's shoulder, "Mom, when are we going back to Beijing?" ”

"I'll be gone in a few days." Gong Xiangqin hugged her little body, "Good behave." ”

"Mom, don't go to heaven." Xiaobao was silent for a long time, and then suddenly said.

Gong Xiangqin was stunned and nodded with a smile, "Don't worry, mom won't go now!" I will go for a long, long, long time. ”

"How long, long, and how long?" Xiaobao asked uneasily, it was too terrible to go to heaven, and she didn't want her mother to go.

"Fifty years more." Gong Xiangqin thought for a while.

"Fifty years?" Xiaobao was shocked and immediately cried, "Woo woo...... Too little, too little...... It will take 10,000 years ......"

10,000 is the largest number Xiaobao knows now, so she pulled Gong Xiangqin's arm and cried and told her to agree.

Gong Xiangqin hugged her hard, and her heart was soft and sour.

Children's innocence always has their most sincere love in it, and it can always warm you to tears in an instant.

"Why is Xiaobao crying?" Zhang Chenyi heard the movement and walked over and asked.

Gong Xiangqin wiped away her tears, smiled and said what she just said to Zhang Chenyi, Xiaobao threw herself into Zhang Chenyi's arms, and cried and begged him to live for 10,000 years.

Zhang Chenyi kissed his daughter with a smile, "Okay, listen to you." ”

-

After Zhang's father's first seven burned the paper, Zhang Chenyi and the others left Feng County and returned to Beijing.

Because there are still ten days to celebrate the New Year, the streets and alleys, the major shops and shopping malls are full of New Year's flavor, and the couplet lanterns are sold everywhere, which is very festive.

"Little Four, hasn't Luan Hang come back yet?" Gong Xiangqin took Dabao and Xiaobao by the hand, came out to play with them, and asked the junior next to him, "It's been almost ten days since this happened, right?" ”

"Hmm. Tomorrow will be ten days. No news at all. I also want you to ask Chen Yi if there is any inside information. Wu Xiaosi frowned, very bored.

In fact, Chen Yi also inquired, and what Luan Hang went to do this time seemed to have been changed to a top-secret mission. Chen Yi didn't figure it out now. Gong Xiangqin said,

"He also asked me to ask you if Luan Hang had contacted you."

"Nope!" Wu Xiaosi shook his head, and then asked worriedly: "He shouldn't have an accident, right?" ”

"No, it won't! Don't scare yourself. Gong Xiangqin patted it, "You can prepare the New Year's goods now, and wait for him to come back with peace of mind." ”

Wu Xiao four o'clock.

Yes, it's useless to be cranky!

"Hey, let's go buy couplets, I see a lot of beautiful couplets." Wu Xiaosi pointed to the stall on the side of the street and said.

"You buy it. Dad just passed away, so we won't post this this year. Gong Xiangqin said.

"Hey! Look at my brain! I don't buy it either. Wu Xiaosi slapped his head in annoyance and apologized to Gong Xiangqin, "I'm full of Luan Hang now, and I can't remember anything." I'm sorry. ”

"What are you saying about apologies? You should have bought it! It's just a custom. Gong Xiangqin dragged her forward, and then said to Dabao and Xiaobao:

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