"Jiaming, eat something." Fu Jiani held a cake in her hand, handed it to Zhang Jiaming, and said in a somewhat tough tone: "You must eat it, and you have to swallow it if you don't have an appetite!" ”

"Appetite, hungry." Zhang Jiaming sat down on the straw, smiled at her, and then spread his hands, "My hands are dirty, you can tear them for me to eat." ”

Fu Jiani glanced at him, and seeing that his mental state was actually not bad, she relaxed a little, tore off a small bite of bread, and handed it to his mouth.

"Thank you." Zhang Jiaming finished chewing the cake in his mouth, looked at her eyes red, tired face, and quite distressed, "At night, you and your sister-in-law and my second sister all go to rest, and my eldest brother and I will keep a vigil." ”

“…… I'm not sleepy. Don't feel like you can fall asleep. Fu Jiani fed him another piece of bread, listened to the earth-shattering suona outside, and the radio, frowned and asked:

"Why did you invite those people to come? and give them something to eat and drink. ”

"Because it's a joy and mourning. Blowing suona is a custom. Zhang Jiaming doesn't particularly understand the specific rules, but he always understands more than Fu Jiani, who grew up in the city and has never seen a funeral, so he said:

"When an old man dies, the men of the village come to pay their respects, and it is usually at night. In a few moments, they should come, and they are very particular and solemn......"

Fu Jiani nodded teachablely, seeing that he could chat with him like this, he should have recovered a little, and his hanging heart was put down a lot.

"It's cold at night, you wear this a little less, I'll get you your thick down jacket, you can change it in a while, and the lower body is too, you have to put on cotton pants."

Fu Jiani tugged at his clothes and said with concern.

"Hmm. It's good to have you. Zhang Jiaming held her hand, "I'm not cold now, don't panic to get it, sit with me." When you talk to me, my heart is not so empty, so panicked. ”

Fu Jiani held his hand distressedly, "Well, what are you talking about?" Tell us about when you were a child? ”

"I was so boring when I was a kid, I wasn't naughty like other boys, I was always outside climbing trees and feeling high, I was basically sitting at home doing math problems. What I remember more deeply is that it was too cold in winter, and the cotton clothes and quilts were too thin, and then there would be a lot of chilblains on my hands and feet.

My dad wanted us to have a better time, so he picked up a lot of branches at that time, but in fact, the branches were difficult to pick up, and then boiled a pot of hot water, so that we could burn our feet and hands before going to bed, and then hug a soup woman, and we could barely sleep......"

"It's so bitter." Fu Jiani imagined it, and she felt chills all over her body, and couldn't help but shiver.

"Uh-huh...... When I was a child, my brother went to be a soldier, and he sent some money to his family, and the family's land was planted by himself, so it was a little better, not so difficult. Zhang Jiaming remembered the past, and the corners of his mouth hooked.

Fu Jiani sat next to Zhang Jiaming, holding hands with him, the two suppressed their voices, chatting with each other, feeling as if they were back to the way they were a few days ago.

Peaceful and comfortable, no one left.

"Actually, when Dad is gone, it is also a relief for his body, and he is not so painful. We want him to hold on a little longer, he's trying, but I know he's really in pain. ”

After a long while, Zhang Jiaming said in a deep voice.

"Hmm. Dad is a very strong, very strong person, very admirable. Not everyone can live as tenaciously as he is, and still be so happy every day, can still make us happy, and can be as cute as a child......"

Fu Jiani wiped away her tears and said to him: "As long as we have him in our hearts, he has always been there and has not left." ”

Zhang Jiaming looked up at the sky and said in his heart.

My father didn't leave, he was always there.

-

The night was getting deeper, except for the people of the Zhang family, and Zhong Yueluanhang and they were still there, and the others went back to rest and sleep, and the noisy spirit shed was quiet again.

"Have Dabao and Xiaobao both slept?" Zhang Chenyi was standing in front of the coffin, and when he saw Gong Xiangqin coming over, he asked in a low voice.

"Hmm. Slept. Mom is with me. I was awake and cried for a while, and then fell asleep again. Gong Xiangqin sat beside him, pulled the quilt, and covered him and herself.

"Aren't you sleepy?" Zhang Chenyi pinched her hand and found that it was a little cold, so he pulled it and put it in his clothes to warm her.

"My eyes are astringent and sore. But my brain is very clear, and I can't sleep in bed. It's better to come over and accompany you to guard for Dad. Gong Xiangqin said softly.

"I feel the same as I feel, I feel like there is a string tightly wrapped in my brain......," Zhang Chenyi said softly: "I was sitting here just now, thinking, thinking about the scene of my father's death in my previous life, but no matter how I think about it, I just can't remember it, and all the details are blurred......"

"Why should you think about such a sad thing?" Gong Xiangqin glanced at him, "You should think about more beautiful things." ”

Zhang Chenyi smiled bitterly, "That's right." It's just that I always feel a little strange. It feels like some time ago, those memories are still remembered, but now they suddenly can't be remembered, as if they have been erased. ”

"Actually, I feel that way, too." Gong Xiangqin hesitated, looked at him and whispered: "Those memories of my previous life, you asked me to say, I only vaguely remember some feelings, but specifically, I can't remember a lot."

I think we have all lived such a happy life in this life, and almost everything has changed, so there is no need to dwell on what the previous life was, forget it, forget it. I didn't mention it to you. ”

"yes. Forget it, forget it. Zhang Chenyi was silent for a long time, and then said: "When my father died in my previous life, he didn't have such a peaceful and contented person, and he didn't have grandchildren to accompany him, he regretted it." ”

Gong Xiangqin held his hand, "We did our best to accompany him, and he also accompanied us desperately, so we are relieved, downplayed, and even, we should be happy, because there are no regrets this time." ”

"Yes, no regrets." Zhang Chenyi smiled and leaned his back against the wall, "When we are old, if you come in front of me, I will go with you, so that Dabao and Xiaobao will cry twice and suffer twice." ”

"......" Gong Xiangqin was almost stared at him by what he said.

Is this human talk?

"You can't think of something good! Then you may be going ahead of me. Gong Xiangqin said angrily.

"Then you will live for me for a few more years, and see how good it is for our great-grandson to be born." Zhang Chenyi smiled and said, "Be the most beautiful old lady." ”

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