Leave your tears and smiles to the person who loves you the most and hurts you the most.

Don't frown, I'll go.

"When I first met, I said that as long as you are well, I can spare a tire until I am old!" Han Juan's tears couldn't stop flowing out, "Actually, you haven't let go of her in your heart, right?" Even if she pretends to be casual on the surface, every news she has so tugged at your heartstrings! ”

"Juanjuan..."Lin Yuyuan bit his lip tightly, wanting to explain, but there was no way to organize the language at all.

"I'm fine, really, it's okay! You knew from the beginning that I was a hard-hearted person and didn't get hurt so easily! Han Juan slowly stopped her tears and looked at Lin Yuyuan stubbornly, "I made a decision before I came, this time, I really have to let go, I don't want to live so embarrassed again!" ”

The stubborn eyes and firm face are the same as at the beginning, but this time there are a few sadness and loneliness.

"I'm sorry... I really didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry! Lin Yuyuan muttered to himself.

"There's nothing to be sorry for, it's me who did it wrong from the beginning! I already knew that you liked her, but I just didn't want to believe it, in the end, I was the one who has been snatching love from the knife! Han Juan's mood slowly regained her composure, "I am really happy and satisfied with your days, before leaving, I just want to ask one more question!" ”

"Loved..."

Whispering, but unusually firm, these two words came out of their mouths, which was indeed a little unexpected for the two. Even he didn't expect that deep down, the shadow of this girl had already been engraved.

"Well, love, that's enough!" Han Juan smiled faintly, seven detached and three desolate, "If I can do it all over again, I won't regret meeting you... Since you like that person, it's good to protect and accompany her, don't think like me, and cry when you lose it! ”

“......”

The call didn't last long, and after about ten minutes, Han Juan hung up directly.

Lin Yuyuan felt a sharp pain in his heart for no reason, he knew that the reason why Han Juan was like this was just that he didn't want to show her so embarrassed in front of him. On the other end of the phone, the girl was probably crying at the moment, she was not as strong as she appeared, but she didn't want others to see the vulnerable side.

With his fist in his hand, he slammed it on the wall, and a sharp pain came, making Lin Yuyuan's chaotic mind slowly return to a trace of normal.

"Am I really doing something wrong?" Lin Yuyuan asked rhetorically in his heart.

But the choices in life often do not have a simple sense of right or wrong, only when you really make a decision, do you know whether it is worth it or not. Han Juan is right, from beginning to end, he has a place in his heart that he has no regrets, if there is no place today, can he really be with Han Juan with peace of mind?

The answer is no, there are two people living in the bottom of my heart, and it can't be unfair to anyone, this love is unfair.

......

Lin Yuyuan, who was in the duty room, looked at the mobile phone screen like a dream, which was the only photo of him and Han Juan.

He has never liked to take pictures, but Han Juan took a lot of photos, but he didn't save them. This is the only one in the wine door, and the scene where the two play together was a long time ago.

Just watching him so intently, he had been in this position for half an hour, from the initial frustration to the later confusion, and by that time he had calmed down. Slowly took out a cigarette, lit it, and took a deep breath, the spicy smell of smoke choked him a little.

In the trash can next to it, there are a lot of cigarette butts. Smoking is a skill he learned in high school, and the reason for this is that he drowned in his sophomore year of high school.

It had the same effect as alcohol, the former forgetting his sorrows, the latter relieving his worries, and since then he has been addicted to smoking. Hearing no regrets didn't restrain him anything, but after being with Han Juan, because he didn't like it, he quit smoking, and for more than a year, he really hasn't touched a cigarette.

Today, when the ring is broken, it is destined to be different from the past, or this cigarette butt also marks the end one by one.

"Ding Dong!"

A crisp sound came, it was the sound of a text message, Lin Yuyuan slid his hand, and then found that the sender did not regret it.

was slightly stunned, and then rubbed his eyebrows to relieve the depression in his heart. He didn't immediately click on the text message to read, but let his thoughts drift for a while, for some reason, he has always felt unusually tired lately, no matter how tired he is staying together.

"What's wrong with you and Han Juan? Just brushed up on the circle of friends, she doesn't seem to be in a good mood! ”

In the end, Lin Yuyuan still clicked on the text message, the content was only a short number, but it made him stunned for a moment. immediately reacted, the three of them, themselves classmates in the same class, repented and Han Juan retained their contact information, which was also expected.

hurriedly clicked on the circle of friends, fortunately, Han Juan has not blocked him yet.

"I salute the past with a glass of wine, love again, and never look back!"

There is only such a simple sentence on the top of the feed, and the picture below is three photos, which seem to be cutting her hair. In the lower right corner of the last picture, there is a line of small words, "Green Silk Pendant, Acacia Tears", the time to update the dynamics was just half an hour ago.

A few simple words couldn't help but make Lin Yuyuan's heart tremble, and he probably understood in his heart that this time Han Juan really wanted to leave.

When they first got together, Han Juan wore a small ponytail, which was capable, delicate, and handsome, and had a unique taste. But Lin Yuyuan said that he liked girls with long hair, although he didn't tell her the reason, but it sounded like Han Juan with short hair was not like her.

As she likes, Han Juan has always played the role of a humble person in this relationship.

Because of Lin Yuyuan, she grew long hair for a year and a half, but in the end, she still changed back to such an ending. It is no exaggeration to say that the hair that fell to the ground was the story and relationship between her and Lin Yuyuan, and at that moment, everything was over.

"Sigh that life is going round and round, and you have no love left, whose laughter flies by...."

The mobile phone rings, the caller ID, and there is still no regret.

"No regrets, what's wrong?" Lin Yuyuan's voice was a little hoarse.

Hearing this voice, Wen Buregret was slightly stunned, but then returned to normal. He asked, "What are you doing?" I texted you, why didn't you reply, it's nothing, right? ”

At this time, Lin Yuyuan noticed the time on his phone, and it turned out that just as he was thinking about it, half an hour had passed since the text message just now.

"It's okay, I just had something on duty, and I didn't notice the text message!"

"You and her, what's wrong? I look at her, even her long hair has been cut, is it a quarrel? ”

The question of unrepentance was obviously just the simplest line of concern, but it suddenly said that it was above Lin Yuyuan's heart, making him breathe rapidly. The crystal liquid swirled in his eyes, but he immediately wiped it clean with the palm of his hand, and he didn't let people notice this fragile side.

"Me and her, it's over!"