Chapter 16: Running to the End of the World
If they are bound to each other, it is better to go to the end of the world.
If you can't reach something, why bother desperately reaching out.
It's over.
It's just three words, but there is a huge amount of information hidden in it, so that Wen Buregret can't help but be stunned. But thinking of the news posted by Han Juan, I can also guess the facts, and this one-and-a-half-year relationship may really break down.
When Lin Yuyuan and Han Juan were just together, they had been in pain for a long time without remorse, and even selfishly hoped that they would break up in their hearts.
But when it really came to this moment, there was no joy in the depths of my heart, guilt, sadness, panic, and all kinds of negative emotions were intertwined. She didn't care about this relationship, but listening to the rapid breathing, she understood that Lin Yuyuan's body and mind might have been really injured at that time.
"Is it because of me? I'm sorry! Wen Wuregret apologized in a low voice, this is the first time, she has always been strong, and she has used such a low-voiced attitude towards Lin Yuyuan.
"No, it's none of you, it's my fault!" Lin Yuyuan hurriedly wiped the corners of his eyes with his hand, and his tone slowly returned to normal, "You also know that I have always been a short man in love... Timid, careless, selfish, at the end of the day, while enjoying her love, I am not ready to love someone! ”
The tone slowly returned to normal, he was too familiar to hear it, this girl was extremely sensitive, even the slightest abnormal change, she could feel it.
In the end, no matter who it is, he is the only one who really does wrong.
Han Juan is innocent, and he is also innocent if he doesn't regret it, he has already hurt the former completely, how can he be willing to let the latter live in guilt for a long time? What's more, although this breakup was caused by unrepentance, in fact, the most fundamental reason is just a rift in the relationship between the two.
"Do you really want to let go like this? Han Juan, she is a good girl, you are willing to let people down like this! In the face of Lin Yuyuan's self-blame, he was silent for a while, and then said slowly for a long time.
After Lin Yuyuan was silent for a moment, he suddenly changed his words, "You are also a good girl, but in the end, I still failed you?" ”
It stands to reason that he, who has just broken up, can't and shouldn't ask this question.
But some words were not spoken, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart, and he knew very well that this breakup was due to the wavering heart. If he can't make it clear between him and Wen Buregret, no matter how many times he falls in love in the future, he won't be able to get over this hurdle.
"The past is just a memory, and the days to come are all new, don't look back!" On the other end of the phone, the tone of Unrepentant fluctuated slightly, but then returned to normal, "Forget it, you have decided to let go... So be it, I won't persuade anything, just figure it out for yourself! ”
"Well, I know, I'm so upset during this time. It's okay to be separated, it can help me calm down and take a good look at myself! ”
"Good!" At this moment, Wen Buregret suddenly asked, "By the way, have you seen Gong Yuhan these days?" That buddy doesn't know what's going on, and he plays missing at every turn! He said that he was on duty at the service station, but he didn't answer the phone and video, and just replied to me a few text messages intermittently! ”
Today is the seventh day of Gong Yuhan's departure, and she hasn't appeared in front of her for a week, so it's no wonder that she is worried.
In fact, Lin Yuyuan also contacted him every day to ask how the situation was, but Gong Yuhan's replies were always extremely brief, which made people even more worried. Although those words reassured Lin Yuyuan, after seven days, he was almost close to a state of no news, but I was afraid that Gong Yuhan's condition at this time was not as good as he said.
If you think about it carefully, it's no wonder that after all, Gong Yuhan is just a college student.
At such a critical juncture, he went to a strange place alone, and he had to deal with a group of social people who had entered the black market, which showed the danger. Moreover, although his family is not short of money, the pocket money he carries with him is limited after all, and the lotus warm bag is extremely scarce, so I am afraid that his little belongings may not be enough.
Under so many hardships and obstacles, if you want to return safely, you can't rely on that kind of blood.
Lin Yuyuan was very aware of this situation, and he also understood the danger that Gong Yuhan might face, but he would not say these words without regret no matter what. After all, as a highly suspicious patient, her physical condition is not good, and if she breaks down mentally because of worry, then all Gong Yuhan's efforts will be meaningless.
"Don't worry, what can he do with such a clever young man? I can only say that during this time, the service station is busy... I guess you don't know yet, right? Now the service station has organized a purchasing team, maybe it's because of this that he has become busier! ”
"Huh? Is that so? But I can't, I don't answer my phone all the time! ”
"Boy, it's a good thing to be responsible, you don't think about it anymore!" Lin Yuyuan said again and again, "Your quarantine period is not over yet, so you should recuperate in the isolation room with peace of mind... Well, I'll have nothing else to do later, so I'll go to the service station to see him on your behalf! ”
The phone hung up under such prevarication, and he didn't regret thinking that he was going to inquire about Gong Yuhan's news, and he didn't ask too much.
However, Lin Yuyuan could also see that he had already doubted his remorse, after all, as she said, no matter how busy a volunteer was, it was impossible for a volunteer to go without rest twenty-four hours a day. Although I don't know what happened to Gong Yuhan, I hope that he can return as soon as possible, and this lie can't be hidden for long after all.
Lighting a cigarette, his eyes became wandering, but in the end, he directly extinguished the cigarette butt.
"Probably, it's really over... This may be the best ending, Juanjuan, I'm sorry! ”
His fingers moved quickly, and after some skillful operation, he actually chose to delete the only group photo. Facing the fluorescent screen of the mobile phone, Lin Yuyuan's eyes were covered with a thick mist, but his heart was extremely clear, he knew what he was doing.
The mountains are high and the rivers are far away, and the road is far away.
Whether it's a breakup or an epidemic, it's just a very ordinary experience in life, and everyone must learn to accept it.
"Put one hundred and twenty hearts, Gong Yuhan is on duty at the service station... However, it seems that the workload is indeed not small, and at this time every day, it is not enough to collect information on material needs, so it's no wonder that there is no time to call you back! ”
Lin Yuyuan edited a text message and sent it to Wen Buregret, and then he finally breathed a sigh of relief. Without waiting for a reply, he turned the collection into airplane mode, and then stopped paying attention to his every move, thinking about his thoughts with peace of mind.
With so many things happening at once, even adults can't accept it, not to mention that he's just a fledgling student. Facing such a problem for the first time, he will become at a loss, and no one can help him.