But now, because of me, because of this love, your family is restless, your father and your brother are uncomfortable, and your mother is still ...... Half-crazy. Lately, I've been wondering, is it really worth it for the two of us to work so hard together, to get each other and our family bruised?! ”

Zhang Chenyi didn't immediately tell her whether it was worth it, but said: "I'll correct your wrong perception first, I didn't have feelings for you in my previous life." I won't like you in my previous life, and you don't have to feel ashamed and disappointed in my previous life. ”

"Ah?!!h Gong Xiangqin's eyes widened in surprise, and she didn't believe his words at all: "You shouldn't have said this on purpose to make me feel better, right?!" You really didn't like me in your previous life? Don't like it at all? ”

"Not lying to you. I really don't like you. Zhang Chenyi said unceremoniously:

"According to what you said, in your previous life, you were vain and not smart, you have no talent to learn, you dislike and dislike me, you are not good to my family, I am not a fool, and I am not a person who only looks at women's appearance, how can I like you."

Gong Xiangqin was speechless by him, always feeling that she was scolded very badly, but she also felt that what he said was indeed right.

When I knew him in my previous life, in addition to being able to see a face, from words and deeds to morality, to talent and learning, there was nothing that could show his hand, and it was normal that he couldn't attract Zhang Chenyi.

However, after so many years of cognition, Gong Xiangqin was inexplicably a little unwilling, and there was always a thought in her heart that he could not like himself, so she racked her brains and thought about it, and finally had a flash of inspiration, and finally found the evidence of his guilt, and pointed at him angrily and asked:

"Since you said you don't like me anymore, then you forced me on your wedding night? I wasn't happy at the time! How do you explain this?! ”

"Ahem...... I'm sorry, but I'm sorry to say to you. I didn't do this very well. Zhang Chenyi didn't expect her to question herself about this, coughed lightly, hid her embarrassment, and thought about it to explain to her:

"After we got married, before I went to the army, I went to see you secretly, I was still young at the time, and I saw that you were beautiful, plus you are my future daughter-in-law, I have a little fantasy like you, fantasize that you are gentle and considerate, and you are kind and thoughtful. But when I came back before I got married, after I came into contact with you, in addition to your appearance, your temperament, words and deeds, talents, etc., could not attract me, which made me very, very disappointed!

Coupled with the fact that you were not happy when the marriage was registered, and you made a big fuss on the day of the wedding, I have turned from disappointment to disgust with you. When I touched you on the wedding night, I was delirious after drinking, and I wanted to toss you because of your anger at the wedding, and of course, you are already my daughter-in-law, and I feel a little resigned to my fate.

After all, in order to marry you at that time, our family was bankrupt and in debt, even if I didn't like you, I couldn't divorce you. Thinking of having a child with you, it is all my parents' thoughts of holding their grandson, and it can be regarded as my filial piety, this daughter-in-law did not marry in vain......"

Gong Xiangqin listened to his words, although she knew that what he said was very true and true, but the more she listened, the more angry she became, especially when she heard the last sentence, she didn't think about it, picked up the pillow next to her and threw it directly in his face, and shouted angrily:

"I told you that you didn't marry in vain! Since you hate me so much, what kind of good person are you going to be the next day, why are you still pouring me bath water, the key is that you are still molesting me?! You beast! Rogue! I misread you! ”

Zhang Chenyi helplessly caught the pillow that was smashed against him, looking at her angry and angry appearance, he felt cute and funny, he hadn't been so comfortable for a long time, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but ask slightly:

"Then let me ask you, in your previous life, when you woke up the next day, what was your reaction, did I pour you bath water? Did you tease you? ”

"I'm scolding you for a bloody squirt, how ugly it is. There is no bath water, and you are not teasing me......" Gong Xiangqin wrinkled her nose, and somewhat understood what he meant.

"You see, what really attracted me was you after being born again. I'm going to pour you bath water because I think I'm sorry for forcing you last night, so I want to take care of you and apologize to you. If you scold me, I will naturally not take care of you anymore.

But...... At that time, when I came back from fetching water, I saw that you were actually ...... Touching myself, I asked in surprise, but I was surprised to find that the feeling you gave me had completely changed. You were so flustered and shy, so cute, so beautiful, and at that moment, I was attracted to you......"

Zhang Chenyi said, and laughed as he spoke, because of the beauty of the memory, his face also bloomed with happiness, and there was warm love.

“…… Ahem, okay, I know, you don't have to say it anymore......" Gong Xiangqin pulled the quilt and almost buried her entire little face.

Moreover, she felt that her cheeks were so hot, it shouldn't be because of the fever, but because he was a little embarrassed and embarrassed.

Zhang Chenyi saw that she buried herself in the quilt again, the smile on her face was even brighter, and a little sweet, she couldn't help but fall into memories, and said in a trance: "You were also like this now, burying yourself, I came forward to call you, and you just popped your head out, like a frightened beautiful deer, more like a delicate begonia, I ......"

Gong Xiangqin, "......"

It's not the right rhythm!!

Gong Xiangqin felt her heart beating faster and faster, as well as the bursts of sweet feelings that could not be ignored from the bottom of her heart, which made her panic like never before.

No! She didn't want to hear it now, she didn't want to think about how shy and beautiful they were back then.

Because, when the memories are finished, when they think of the bruises all over their bodies now, and the cracks that lie between them, this heart will only be more painful.

If life is only as it first seems.

Gong Xiangqin experienced the sadness in this sentence for the first time.

"Say no more!!" Gong Xiangqin lifted the quilt and shouted at him a little irritably.

The sweet smile on Zhang Chenyi's face disappeared immediately, replaced by a bitter smile, he was stunned for a moment, slowly walked to her side, looked at her in anger, and said seriously:

"You just asked me, we love each other like this, is it worth it to make each other and our families bruised for this love? My answer is worth it! ”

Gong Xiangqin's heart trembled, her eyes lowered, she didn't look at him, and the corners of her mouth were tightly pursed.

"Even if we really can't go on in the future, I still think it's worth it to be separated. Because of you, I understand what love is, and I have such sweet things to remember when I am old. Zhang Chenyi said.