"It's not that I'm disobedient to my parents, but I won't obey them unprincipledly. With or without you, I won't let my mother take control of my marriage, once is enough, there won't be a second time. In my previous life, after I divorced you, I would definitely not marry again, and there would be no queen, I would be alone.

For this reason, I will definitely quarrel with my mother again and again, and I don't know how fierce it is. Therefore, you don't have to think that because of you, because of our love, I got into this situation with my mother, after all, it is my own factor, in fact, it has nothing to do with you. ”

"Why do you say that?" Gong Xiangqin looked at him in shock, and asked in disbelief at all, "Why won't you marry again?" In my previous life, you didn't love me, you can like other women?! ”

Zhang Chenyi couldn't help laughing, "Do you think it's easy to meet a lover?" It's easy to find a random woman who is not annoying to marry, but for me, a failed loveless marriage is enough, and I will never settle for a second time! Therefore, I can answer you with certainty, don't talk about Lu Xueshuang, a woman with bad conduct, I will never marry any woman again! I guess I didn't have the heart and energy to talk about love at that time, how could I like a woman? ”

Gong Xiangqin felt that her perception of him had been refreshed several times because of this conversation, before she thought she knew him very well, but it turned out that it was not!

He was more stubborn and stubborn than she thought, and it turned out that he was such a proud person at heart, full of self-confidence, who knew everything he needed, who was full of control over his life, and who did not allow others to control him.

“…… I've always underestimated you. Gong Xiangqin looked at him with some amazement, "Many people are okay, with the arrangement of their parents, it doesn't matter if you live a lifetime, what are you doing so stubbornly?" Take your destiny into your own hands? ”

“…… Stubbornly follow my mother. Otherwise, it wouldn't have been to this point. Zhang Chenyi smiled bitterly, paused, and said to her in a low voice: "I am now the kite in your hand, the thread is in your hand, you completely control me......"

Gong Xiangqin's heart jumped violently by what he said, looked up at him, and muttered: "I don't have the desire to control, I don't want to control you at all." How wronged you are to be a kite, you should be an eagle to meet you......"

Zhang Chenyi was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing, especially wanting to reach out and rub the top of her hair, or hold her in his arms.

However, it is necessary to restrain herself, because she is afraid that she will not be comfortable.

"Actually, to be selfish, I'm glad I met you now. The sufferings you suffered in your previous life, as well as your experiences, have shaped you as gentle, kind and temperamental, and I am fascinated by it. If you don't grow, I won't have a lover. This life is the same as the previous life you said, it is also a life of loveless and lonely struggle. When I'm old, I've become a bad old man that no one wants, and I don't even have good memories, at least I have now. I should thank you......"

Gong Xiangqin looked at him for a long time, and sighed again: "Alas, I always felt that I couldn't live with you in my previous life, and I was so bad to you after I got married, it turns out that everything is not like this......"

"You stupid girl, you're not sorry for anyone. I didn't look down on you from the bottom of my heart, and I didn't have any affection for you. You didn't break my heart, but at most it annoyed me. Even if you don't get divorced, there won't be much harmony between us, and you will be trapped at home for the rest of your life, basically staying a widow for the rest of your life. Although you suffered a lot in your previous life, you also had a very rich life, which is a good thing. Zhang Chenyi looked at her distressedly, and suddenly sighed:

"I kind of understand why you have been compensating me in the first place, have been paying for me, and have been giving in. You're stupid! ”

Gong Xiangqin glared at him angrily, didn't think about it, and then said angrily: "I'm not so stupid, I'm not so good to you, you won't like me yet!" ”

"That makes sense. Although I will definitely be attracted to you now, it is your kindness to me and my family that is what makes me love you so much. Zhang Chenyi nodded firmly.

Gong Xiangqin came back to her senses, a little annoyed by what she had just said, and when she heard him say this, she didn't dare to pick up the following words.

Oh, yes!

He loves her, loves her stubbornly, and is dedicated to her good, she doesn't love him, but, for various reasons, she can't be with him without guilt now.

For Zhang's mother, she didn't know how much anger she still had towards her, and how much resentment she still had, after knowing that she was crazy, these anger and resentment, even if they turned into some sympathy, she still didn't want to see her at all, didn't want to hear her talk again!

No matter what Mother Zhang would say to her, as long as she thought about the picture she spoke, she would immediately remember her hateful look of asking her to agree to let Zhang Chenyi borrow seeds, and even after she disagreed, she blamed her with a hateful look!

Moreover, her mother is also putting pressure on her, she is so angry with Zhang's mother, she can't help but consider her mother's feelings, and she has to forgive Zhang's mother so easily, and she is very close to Zhang Chenyi again.

Perhaps, Zhang Chenyi also knows this, maybe in order to protect his mother, and in order not to make her feel pressure, so he himself is also distancing themselves from each other.

Between the two, from that day on, the atmosphere of sweetness and being able to get along freely has been lost.

"Well, I'm tired and won't tell you this. I'm sleeping, if you're hungry, go find something to eat yourself, don't worry about me, I don't have an appetite......" Gong Xiangqin shrank her head into the quilt and said in a muffled voice.

"Wait, a question occurred to me." Zhang Chenyi's expression became serious, "Think about the accidents or assassinations you have suffered over the past few days, as well as their unscrupulous killings this time. Don't you think it's a little strange to be dense? Even if the political situation is alternating and you are in turmoil, there is no need to focus on you like this......"

"Isn't it just to contain my parents?" As soon as Gong Xiangqin heard him talk about this, she quickly popped her head out, sat up straight again, and asked nervously.

"Yes, it's to contain your parents, have you thought about the serious consequences behind this? You said that Luan Hang stayed with you in your previous life, but he didn't let you see your parents. I don't think it's that he doesn't want to, it's that he can't let you go! Your parents are dangerous! Zhang Chenyi paused for a moment, and guessed with some cruelty:

"Maybe it's also possible that Aunt Yue and your father suffered heavy blows at that time, and even were arrested and stepped down, and you couldn't recognize them. And Luan Hang, he hurt you so much, he was forced to helplessly protect you and keep you away from Beijing. What's more, Luan Hang also died later, so he can't bring you to Aunt Yue......"

Zhang Chenyi's guess made Gong Xiangqin frightened and trembled.