Yang Fan stayed for a long time, and tears kept flowing out of his eyes for some time.

Xingchen, are we really separated? We've been through so much together, we've always been inseparable, and you're telling me not to go to you now? Are you really willing to leave me like this and leave resolutely? Don't you even have the qualifications to be ordinary friends with you? Can't I love you, and I can't be by your side to protect you......

We were both too young at the time, so I can't remember the first time I met you. I just remember that we were neighbors and the same age, so we naturally played together. When I was in the first grade of elementary school, I told the teacher that you are a good friend of mine and asked the teacher if he could let you sit with me. Originally, I just wanted to try to ask, but I didn't expect that the teacher really let us be table mates, you don't know, how happy I was at the time.

Since then, we have never been apart, and even when we are no longer at the same table, we still stay together a lot. We are together after class, we are together when we are free in PE class, we are together when we are doing group activities, we are together when we are doing experiments, and we are together when we are doing homework. We go to and from school together, we have walked many roads together, seen the most beautiful scenery together, and experienced and witnessed each other's important moments together.

Mom thought I liked you when I was in junior high school, but I liked you since I was in elementary school. I remember that year's school sports meeting, with a pure and sincere smile on your face, when you ran to me in the sun, my heart was pounding. It's just that at that time, I was young and didn't dare to show affection for you beyond friendship.

Later, when I got older, I was more independent, more assertive, and I really wanted you to know that I liked you, and I wanted to know what you thought, and I wanted you to respond to me and tell me that you liked me too. But at that time, he was stopped by his mother. Because I like you so much, I'm afraid to part with you, so I compromised, and I even promised her to stay with ordinary friends until I graduated from high school.

I shouldn't have compromised then, and that's when I should have gone out of my way to tell you that I like you and let you stay with me. It's just that I was so stupid, I thought we still had a long way to go, I thought we would always be together. Now I realize that nothing is inevitable, everything can change, and when you are not paying attention, the happiness that you thought was easy to get just slipped away.

Xingchen, I love you, you may not even imagine how much I love you. Your eyes always have a bright starlight that has been shining into my lonely heart. Your smile is so sweet that it has always warmed me and made me want to look at you all the time, just like this for the rest of my life. You love me too, don't you? That's why you acquiesced in my intimate gestures to you, didn't you? That's why you're so angry now and decide to part with me forever, aren't you?

I knew you wouldn't forgive me, just as I couldn't forgive myself, I couldn't allow myself to have such a pure you with such a filthy body. When I woke up today, I knew I was gone. It's just that I still don't give up, and I still hold on to a glimmer of hope, hoping to get your forgiveness. It's that I'm sorry for you, I won't bother you anymore, I don't have the face to see you again at all. I'm going to punish myself all the time and not go to you. Losing you is the greatest punishment in my life.

Yang Fan finally covered his face and couldn't cry.

The two of them did something at the same time because of each other that they had never done before - skipping school. Neither of them went back to class, they walked aimlessly in the streets, walking corpses. However, the road they are walking is not a road that can intersect after all, no matter how they walk or how long they walk, there is no way to meet them unexpectedly on the road.

In the afternoon of this day, Zhou Xuechen came to the laboratory and saw that Zhou Yalan was the only one, so he asked, "Yalan, didn't Yang Fan come?" ”

Zhou Yalan knew that Yang Fan must not want to see herself, so she didn't come to the laboratory, so she shook her head sadly, "I didn't come." ”

"Huh? That's weird, he didn't come to class today, he doesn't usually do this. Zhou Xuechen was puzzled.

"Didn't he go to class either?" Zhou Yalan asked in surprise.

"Didn't come. You call him and ask him what's wrong with him and if he's not feeling well. Zhou Xuechen asked worriedly.

Zhou Yalan nodded and responded: "Oh, oh." She knew that he hated her, she knew that he didn't want to see her, but she really missed him very much, so when Zhou Xuechen asked her to find Yang Fan, she was very happy, because she finally had an excuse to go to him.

Zhou Yalan dialed Yang Fan's phone nervously, but Yang Fan did not answer. So she sent him another message [Yang Fan, Teacher Zhou is very worried about you, let me ask you why you don't go to class, is it uncomfortable, if it's convenient for you, just call him back.] 】

Yang Fan felt that the mobile phone was vibrating, and at that moment, he actually hoped that it was Ying Xingchen calling. However, when I took out my mobile phone, it was Zhou Yalan again. Yang Fan was very disgusted with Zhou Yalan, and he immediately set up a way to prevent this call from coming again, and then blocked her in WeChat. He didn't want to see this person anymore, he didn't want to hear her voice, he didn't want to see a word from her, he didn't want her to have any contact with him again.

Zhou Yalan didn't receive any response from Yang Fan, so she said to Zhou Xuechen: "Teacher Zhou, he didn't reply to me." ”

Zhou Xuechen frowned and said, "Oh? What's wrong with this kid? ”

Zhou Yalan shook her head with both weakness and sadness, "I don't know either." ”

On the other side, Cen Peier and the others were also a little stunned when they saw Ying Xingchen suddenly rushing out of the classroom during a break in class, but Ying Xingchen's things were still here, so they thought she would come back later. However, until the morning class was over, Ying Xingchen still did not appear.

They sent a message to Ying Xingchen, but she didn't reply, she called her, but her phone was turned off. At first, they just thought it was strange, Ying Xingchen didn't take class, and suddenly ran away. However, when Ying Xingchen still did not come back after school in the afternoon, they couldn't help but wonder and worry.

When Ying Xingchen dragged his tired body back to the dormitory, it was already more than 7 o'clock in the evening.

At that time, everyone was still in the dormitory, thinking that if they couldn't contact Ying Xingchen all the time, then they would notify the teacher. And at this moment, Ying Xingchen finally appeared, but her languishing and heartbroken appearance was really distressing.