113 Rupture
Ying Xingchen walked down the stairs quickly, she wanted to leave the teaching building, she wanted to escape, to escape everything in reality. As she walked, she dialed Yang Fan's phone with a trembling hand. Since the classroom was on the second floor, she quickly left the school building and walked on the campus path surrounded by no people.
At this time, Yang Fan was typing a paragraph, wanting to explain to Ying Xingchen how the incident happened last night, and then ask her to forgive him. However, before he could finish that paragraph, he saw Ying Xingchen calling.
Yang Fan's heart was beating extremely fast, and he answered the call very uneasily.
Ying Xingchen's very angry voice came from the other end of the phone, they had known each other for so many years, and it was the first time she had spoken to him in such a tone, "Yang Fan, are you okay?" You said you had something happy to share with me, did you tell me you slept with a girl? You say you don't have something wrong with your brain, you share this kind of thing with me! ”
Yang Fan's lips trembled, "It's not like this, Xingchen, it's not like this." I want you to know ......."
Without waiting for Yang Fan to finish speaking, Ying Xingchen excitedly shouted first: "I don't want to know this kind of thing!" I don't want to know anything about the private affairs between you and that girl! If you show off to me with this kind of thing, then I think you're really a super problematic person! You rotten man! ”
Yang Fan hurriedly explained: "I didn't, I didn't want to show off." I just don't want to hide it from you, I ......"
"Don't want to hide it from me? Hahaha! Ying Xingchen suddenly laughed, she felt that Yang Fan's words were ridiculous, and she felt that she was very pathetic, "Don't want to hide it from me?" yes, I almost forgot that you didn't come to me lately, you told me everything. I've known you for so many years, only to know that you are so eager and open to this kind of thing, how long have you known people? You're sleeping? Will you share it with me later? It's a shame that you've done it! ”
Hearing Ying Xingchen say this, Yang Fan felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and he said: "Xingchen, you listen to my explanation, I drank wine last night, and then I treat her as a ......."
Ying Xingchen was very excited, Yang Fan's "I drank wine last night" had just finished speaking, and she rushed to say: "Yes, it's not your own urgent problem, it's the wine that gives you the courage, you can do anything boldly, isn't it?" But I advise you, so you can also take into account the feelings of other girls, and do it, and you don't have to tell others everywhere. Also, now that you have such a close relationship with other girls, I don't think I will be able to get as close to you as I used to be. You don't want to come to me again, I don't want to see you again, I don't want to hear your voice again, and I don't want girls to trouble me because of you. From now on, we have nothing to do with each other, and we are all right! ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Ying Xingchen hung up the phone, but tears suddenly burst like a, constantly pouring out of his eyes. She cried as she hurried out of school, trying to find a place where no one was around and crying heartily. After leaving the school, she walked into a small park near the school, and there was no one in the small park, except for some bare and very decadent trees. Ying Xingchen walked into a small pavilion, sat on the cold stone bench and cried.
She should have expected such a result, but when that moment really came, she was so painful and reluctant in her heart.
In her life, Yang Fan is of great significance. She is not a daughter, not a lady, she has no noble and elegant temperament, no kind and gentle, generous and generous character, and no competitive heart, rather than setting a lofty goal, forcing herself to become an outstanding person, she prefers to be free and casual, unrestrained, in short, she wants to be herself. However, when she fell in love with this Yang Fan, who was very outstanding and excellent in all aspects, in order to match him, in order to make Yang Fan's parents like her, she worked very, very hard to make herself excellent and became a good student with excellent character and learning in the eyes of everyone.
Because she likes Yang Fan, she is willing to love Wu and Wu, and likes everything Yang Fan likes, such as the parents who gave birth to him, such as Yang Fan's favorite physics. She could have studied physics without having to work so hard, just because he liked it, in order to have a common topic with him, she worked so hard to make her physics score only rank behind Yang Fan.
In the past, although I was not sure what kind of feelings Yang Fan had for him. Pal? Good sister? Or maybe it's someone you like? She wasn't sure, but at least, she was the only girl he could stay with all the time, the only girl he loved so much, the only girl he treated gently. She always felt that they would always be like this, that he would always love her, and that she would always be his only one.
After the college entrance examination, Yang Fan also made ambiguous moves to her many times, she didn't admit it, but she always had a fantasy in her heart, Yang Fan loved her, he loved her, so he would behave like that.
However, she never expected that the truth would be so cruel, and all illusions would be shattered in an instant. In less than a semester of separation, Yang Fan actually found the girl he liked and had such an intimate relationship with her!
Why has she never been conscious, if he doesn't love her, all his efforts will be in vain, and he will not choose her in the end.
When he and her had to part ways, the good memories of the past turned into sharp knives that pierced her heart so hard that she felt so much pain that she almost died.
There is no way to face him again, so let's separate, and never see each other again. Forget all the memories, smash them into broken pieces, grind them into powder, and float away with the wind. Don't hurt me again, don't make me uncomfortable again!
It's the last time, I hope this is the last time I miss you, the last time I cry for you, and after today, you will disappear from my world!
Ying Xingchen picked up his mobile phone, deleted Yang Fan's contact number, and blocked the call from this number in the call record, and then entered WeChat and QQ to block him, and then turned off the phone. This time, she was determined to cut him off.
Yang Fan was suddenly hung up by Ying Xingchen, and the other end of the phone beeped, but Ying Xingchen's decisive words kept repeating in his mind: "I think from now on, I will never be as close to you as I was in the past." "You don't want to come to me again, I don't want to see you again, I don't want to hear your voice again." "From now on, we have nothing to do with each other, and we are all right!"