Chapter 185: Fate Is So Wonderful

In fact, there have always been rumors about the scandal of the Yuan family, and not everyone completely believes that Mrs. Yuan died of illness. Moreover, Yuan Yaozhong soon married a second room, which made many famous families in the rivers and lakes laugh.

Yuan Xianghe grew up in a home that he didn't care about.

Seeing Yang Xinyue again was that he quickly regained his happiness.

When I first saw Xinyue, I recognized her as the girl who held a paper umbrella for me in the rain when my mother left. She was really innocent and kindly brought me to her home.

She was so stupid that she didn't know how I could find out where her home was when she got married.

In fact, everything should have been happy, but until everything happened.

The two of us had our first fight.

Jin Shi's mind was full of all the pictures of Yuan Xianghe, and he had already received too much information about Yuan Xianghe in the ban. Mr. Southeast said that the ban should not be opened for too long, otherwise he would easily go mad, so after seeing this, Jinshi temporarily stopped the ban.

The old mansion of the Yuan family has been abandoned for many years, because no one dares to appear in this vicinity because of the bloodshed at the beginning, so Jin Shi temporarily rested in the old mansion of the Yuan Mansion.

Jin Shi, who was lying down, looked at this house, it was not big, there was no momentum of the famous family in the rivers and lakes, I don't know why, he always felt that something was wrong here.

Just thinking about it, suddenly Jinshi's head hurt violently, as if someone had pulled his head open again. Immediately I was dizzy.

Xiangxue sent a letter saying that Yuan Xianghan asked her where I live now, and she should come over soon.

It was a woman's voice, it was actually Xinxin, how could she hear Xinxin's voice in the Yuan family's old mansion.

I smiled bitterly at my own shadow reflected on the ground, can I still smile at him now? How could I be so relieved of Xianghe's departure.

Jin Shi didn't know what she meant, if this was Xinxin's memory, then wasn't Yuan Xianghe killed by Xinxin?

There was a knock on the door, and Jin Shi couldn't help but tighten, "Who could it be?" ”

Later, I found out that it was now the consciousness of others.

"Xinyue" hoarse voice came in from outside the door.

It was him, he really came, and at this point I really didn't have the courage to walk over and open the door. I'm afraid, afraid to open the door and see his face, I will forget the pain for Xianghe. I was afraid that if I saw his eyes, the wall that had taken so long to build would crumble.

How should I face the person I love, hate, and can't forget.

"Xinyue, open the door, I know you're there!"

The room was dark, only the moonlight gave me a glimmer of presence, and I tried to hold my breath as if he were beside me at this moment.

No, I can't let him see me. I stood there motionless, my eyes fixed on the door, which separated me from the people in the alley, but what could separate our hearts? I didn't want to see this man, but I hated myself and couldn't help but miss him.

"Isn't it there? Or you can't open that heart at all, my life is already destined to be you, since you can't escape, you have to accept it. ”

He was talking outside the door, and I felt like I heard a sob. Is he crying? How is it possible, such a strong person, "Alas! He's sighing, he's ...... I heard the sound of departing footsteps.

Gradually, the heart-pounding sound disappeared from my already wet eyes. I turned around and looked through the window at the drizzle outside, not knowing when it became a little heavier.

I looked through the window paper, and this time, I saw him.

He has lost a lot of weight, he must have not eaten well, he is not in good health.

I seemed to be able to clearly see the muscles and bones of his hand holding the umbrella, and in the end, I cried out uncontrollably. After the alley, I didn't cry so loudly, and I didn't cry so heartbreaking.

It's me who is running away, it's me who can't open my heart, it's me who can't walk bravely over, obviously so loving, but always so cowardly.

"Bang" I slammed the door and ran out. "No, I can't run away like this anymore, I love him, I can't forget him at all."

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and chased them out. When I walked outside, I saw him walking away. I stepped out, just like that in the rain, and I followed him all the way, and I saw him walk out of the alley, and I saw him cross the street, and the next moment, he should be about to turn.

But I didn't dare to go any further, I was afraid that he would turn that corner, and if he did, he would disappear into my world. Thinking nervously, I saw that he stopped just as he was about to turn. He, does he know I'm behind?

"Turn back, turn back"! I shouted in my heart, but in the next second, my heart suddenly collapsed, and instead of stopping, he turned the corner and disappeared at the end of the wall.

"Hehe, I still missed it, it's destined that I will lose him, and I am destined to have no chance with her at all." I raised my head and looked at the sky in a daze, stubbornly thinking that my face was wet with rain, but I understood very well in my heart, how could the rain pour into my heart, those were obviously tears.

With my hands down, I turned and walked back. I regret it in my heart, I rejected him so decisively, but at the moment I am raining here like a fool. Should I fall like this, should I be tortured like this?

Since they're all gone, why don't I try to follow him anymore? Thinking of this, I jerked around and rushed towards the place where he had disappeared. "Whether he's still there or not, I did it, and I won't regret it." I turned that corner.

Wiping away the moisture that was blocking my eyes, I smiled. How glad I had made this decision, because a figure was standing right in front of me. How close it was at this time, as soon as you raised your hand, you could touch his face.

"I just kept thinking, what would I do if you didn't come over again, I almost wanted to walk back and catch you." He played with the broken hair in front of my eyes and said slowly, gently.

"But then I didn't do that, I want you to come by yourself, I want you to open your heart by yourself, if you don't figure it out by yourself, then in the future, you still can't really accept me."

I looked at him like this, just like that, little by little into my heart.

"If you hadn't come, I'd just be standing here waiting for you to show up. I will spend my life turning around for you, then I will stubbornly stand all the time, let the rain and tears accompany me. If you don't come, I won't go. ”

He took my hand, "It's good that you're here, when you come, you won't let go anymore, go back, you'll get sick when you look back in the rain."

Through this inexplicable and wonderful picture, Jin Shi finally knew that it turned out that Xinxin was killed in Yuan's house on the day of marriage, and it may be Yuan Xianghan.