Chapter 186: Intricate Feelings

This affair was indeed rumored in the rivers and lakes back then, but all this now seems not to be as it was at the beginning.

Jin Shi never thought that Xinxin's identity was so confusing, and what kind of feelings she experienced at that time.

At this time, Xinxin's voice sounded again.

Xianghe ignored me for three days, he said I shouldn't go to the hospital, he said I shouldn't be happy, he said I would regret it one day.

I really don't know why he's so angry. Is it because you are jealous of the doctor's work? I asked him.

"I'm not angry at all because you want to learn to practice medicine."

Do you think I'm too stupid to learn how to practice medicine? Yes? I grabbed his ear and yelled.

"No, it's the wrong place for your apprentice, it makes me uneasy." Xianghe grabbed my shoulders with fear in his eyes? Afraid! Too much, too much sad element.

I have never seen Yuan Xianghe so serious and so careful. Is the infirmary hell? It's a place to save lives, and I think that's my hope.

After becoming an apprentice, I also settled in the medical hall, although I didn't have the opportunity to meet the miracle doctor, and I felt a little lost. But other things are basically slowly moving towards normal.

In fact, when I wanted to study medicine, I accidentally heard that Xianghe's biological mother was a very talented medical girl, but she died of illness a few years ago.

I really want to be close to Xianghe, I really want to know more about him, his family, his mother.

Originally, everything was going on as usual.

Until one day the woman appeared.

"I'm afraid I'm pregnant." A girl sat across from my consultation room, staring vacantly at the teacup on the table.

I could hear the sound of guests drinking tea in the tavern outside, stirring the bitter liquid. Some people like sweetness, so they will put a spoonful of sugar in a cup before drinking, and stir it with chopsticks in the sticky tea leaves.

"Girl, I'll take your pulse."

I can see that this woman is afraid of the age of unmarried.

If she is pregnant, she will not only be spurned, but may also be killed.

When I put my hand on her pulse, sure enough, it was bad news.

"You're really pregnant, and it's been two months."

In the medical center, pulse diagnosis is the most basic, and I learned it when I came here, but this is the first patient I consulted.

I asked, looking at her face.

"Then, am I prescribing a pair of fetal pills for the girl, or a twin?"

She didn't speak, just kept looking at me, with a kind of patience that wanted to say something.

That night, I climbed onto the roof of the medical hall, and the small street under the stars at night was so beautiful. And my mood was found to the extreme.

During the day today, the woman finally decided to ask for a pill for a slippery tire, but she said she didn't have any more money for me.

At that time, I felt a little sorry for her, but I was also penniless, because they ruthlessly kicked me out of the house because I went against my father's wishes to study medicine.

I have never figured out this matter, and I always feel that it has something to do with Xianghe.

After a long struggle, I decided to help her.

For us doctors, such a woman is actually very pitiful, but she is pregnant at the age of marriage, and I am afraid that it will be difficult to marry in the future.

At this time, a figure caught my attention, and it was actually the woman in the daytime.

Curious, I quietly followed her.

When I reached a remote alley, I saw the woman enter a door.

In fact, I was already a little scared and retreated, I just want to be my own doctor and practice medicine, why should I care about my own patients?

But curiosity tends to make me feel like I should go and see what's going on inside.

She was a woman, pregnant, and went alone to such an inexplicable place at night. Finally I walked up and pushed the door open with a sense of apprehension and uncontrollable curiosity.

With a squeak, the door opened, but there was nothing but an empty courtyard, and even the girl who had just come in was nowhere to be seen.

At this moment, my heart was already on my lips, and I clasped my hands in front of my chest, worshipping all the gods and goddesses, praying that someone would not suddenly appear and kill me.

Sometimes I feel worried about my own guts, and I don't know where I got the courage to approach the closed door in the yard step by step.

I struggled with my mind for a long, long time, not knowing whether I should go in or not, and when I looked around, it seemed that there was really no one.

"Could that girl be in there?"

I thought to myself, leaned on the side of the door and listened carefully, but there was no sound, and finally, I pushed the door open.

It's really different, not like a hall at all, but like a woman's boudoir.

But there are many rooms after coming in here.

I was bold, but my curiosity couldn't stop me, so I opened a few room doors to check. The layout of each room is very neat, and when I walk in, I feel the urge not to go out, and I think it must be because of the people.

A person's personal charm can actually affect the things around him, the environment. He can make his boudoir a dark room-like place, and my heart can't help but be touched a little, it really seems like meeting this person, I really want to.

In fact, in the end, my Yulin Palace was built based on the architecture I saw here.

There is still a room that has not been entered, I have been presumptuous here for so long, no one has come out to stop it, there is no one here.

What happens when I walk in that door and push him open? The first is that it's just another room, and the second is that the owner of the room is in it. I swallowed and reached down against the door.

In the end, I didn't open the door, in fact, I was scared at the time.

But what happened after that made me regret why I didn't open it in the first place, if I had known who was there and what they were doing, nothing would have happened after that.

Jinshi heard this, and it ended, these are the voices of the heart, but why is it here? Jin Shi was confused. Even if the reason for the blood fall will restore some things here, but if Xinxin is not here, how can her voice appear.

A terrible thought appeared in Jin Shi's mind, could this not be the real address of the Yuan family, if it was not the people in the heart who knew that there was a mistake, or the entire Yuan family was a scam.

But what happened in the middle, Jin Shihe couldn't guess.

Presumably, only by continuing to understand their memories can we know what follows. Thinking of this, Jin Shi took the initiative to take out the blood pendant to open the ban, and these voices will take the initiative to come out, so it shows that they want to talk about these things, and no matter how many dark things in the middle, they will always see the light of day again.