466: Adult World

"I want someone to tell me that sometimes it makes him feel bad to miss me, and by chance a text message telling me that he misses me, and I'm content.

I don't act, I believe everything, and what I say counts, so don't forget what I said.

I will believe in my vows and believe that I am worthy of freedom and happiness. ”

Jiaojiao didn't expect extravagant in the previous words, she believed in the last sentence, she deserves freedom and happiness, everyone's definition of freedom and happiness is different, these two things are what they can give, Jiaojiao believes that she can make her heart free and happy.

Tangtang occasionally sends QQ to Jiaojiao: "Hi! Alive? ”

"Alive."

Jiaojiao will laugh, she is alive, whether she is crawling or standing, it is fine, at least she is alive, but the process is a little more difficult.

In the adult world, loneliness and hardship are essential factors, and this person still has to read more.

Jiaojiao thought of the person in the depths of her heart again, the boy who smiled happily at her with the sun on her back, and thought about the place where she would stay every time she went back to her parents' house and smiled bitterly, she would never see her again in this life!

I haven't contacted friends I haven't seen for many years, but when I see it, the friendship of the past does not change with time, but is like liquor, because the time is more mellow.

Only love, because of time, forgets all the good, and coldly jumps out and turns over the river and the sea.

In this life, the people you meet, there is a friendship that can only be a friend, a lover who can only accompany you on a journey, and often a lover, usually the ending is very sad, because it will not end with a good ending, it will only end with a wound, and in the end it is not only such a person who is lost, but also a beautiful moment that has been a flash in the pan, and a stranger who will never be contacted again.

Jiaojiao thinks that in the future journey of life, she will live up to the people who cherish herself, and the people who are good to herself, so that she has a clear conscience.

Jiaojiao knows which people can't cross the red line of friends and who are suitable for the rules of the game.

Inexplicably, there will always be sentimentality, even the rain of the next few days will be sad, thinking that God has also encountered sad things, full of negative negative energy, Jiaojiao wants to jump out of her own melancholy circle, find her sunny self, read more and more books, because subconsciously she can't accept the rebellion in herself, anti-bones, can't accept the game of adults.

She needs answers, contradictions on the one hand, deep contradictions on the one hand, and contradictions on the other.

Jiaojiao is doing a good job at work, and her marinated beef has been recognized, which means that she has the confidence to challenge her goals in her next job.

Gu Yue can't say how much she likes Jiaojiao, and she can't say that she doesn't like it, Jiaojiao borrowed a word from "Three Kingdoms" to describe it: "chicken ribs", the food is tasteless, and it is a pity to abandon it.

For example: When visiting the park, Gu Yue disappeared without a trace after answering a phone call, and she didn't even say a word to Jiaojiao......

Jiaojiao calculated that there were three such scenes, and she looked up at the cold moon in the sky, waiting for the already doomed ending.

On that day, it was raining heavily, and the whole sky was filled with a thick steam of rain curtains, and a man and woman holding umbrellas stood opposite each other on the corridor of the park, and the sound of the rain was particularly loud, as if it was pouring down from a huge hole.

Jiaojiao was furious: "You want to look for flowers and willows outside, and you want to be peaceful in the back house, then ask yourself if you have the ability to balance, I Ren Jiaojiao didn't pull you to play this game, didn't pull you to my chuang, who do you put this stinky face on."