I want to have a drink, not to get drunk, but only wine can meet the situation at the moment.

I want to cry but can't cry, I want to sleep but can't sleep, wandering on the street, seeing countless hurried backs, a sudden turn is so familiar, it looks like the person in my heart, and my eyes are suddenly wet...... Raised his head to look at the sun, like the young man who smiled at her with the light on his back......

I feel as if I have the whole world, and I seem to have nothing, and I am still lonely when there is laughter and laughter around me, and I want to find a place to howl hysterically and go crazy, regardless of my image.

Suddenly, this is a loss of yourself!

Then try to pick yourself up.

Every time I look back, I will find that there is no need to live.

Every time I think of my trust in Yongzi, my defenselessness towards him, my sincere treatment of Yang Xueqin, and at the same time I was betrayed by the pillow and my friends, why don't you go to find a woman I don't know to cheat, so I won't be so sad, I always think of the way the two of you are together makes me unable to let go, I can't let go.

How long has it been since you've done that? Jiaojiao wiped her tears and went to drink again, accompanied by Gu Yue, her heart was heavy, she was drunk with a glass, and Jiaojiao and Gu Yue had the first time.

Gu Yue took Jiaojiao to admire the city wall under the full moon, walked through all the scenery of the Big Wild Goose Pagoda, and stepped on all the roads around the Big Wild Goose Pagoda.

Chen Xiaozhu asked Jiaojiao: "Do you want to marry Gu Yue?" ”

"Isn't their relationship good?" Jiaojiao asked rhetorically.

She didn't have that ability, and she didn't think about asking Gu Yue to divorce, let alone thinking that she had the charm to make Gu Yue divorce because of her.

She didn't even try to hurt another woman, although it had already hurt in essence, but Gu Yue's woman was not the only one, and she wouldn't feel sorry at all.

What Jiaojiao wants, she herself is confused, maybe what she wants at the moment is Gu Yue to accompany her on this journey, so that she is too much in pain, whoever leaves the Chang'an Hall first will mean the end.

The rules of the adult game are delicate and understandable, she sighed, she didn't expect that when she grew up, she became the kind of person she hated the most when she was a child, she is not a third party, because she and Gu Yue are a game, a physical game.

It turns out that desire and affection can really be completely separated, walking together in strange ways, only doing physical things, and only seeking emotional comfort.

I used to think that that kind of thing must be based on feelings to have pleasure and comfort, and I think that any two people who do that kind of thing must have feelings must have feelings.

It turns out that Jiaojiao's perception is completely wrong and completely inconsistent with the status quo.

All kinds of sudden epiphany renovated the coquettish thinking, giving her a constant refresh, she used to just want to be a little woman with a husband and children, but the experience forced her to become a woman step by step.

If this is the case, then, therefore, love, does not exist anymore? Therefore, only you will love yourself well and never betray yourself.

Jiaojiao wrote: "Never let down your heart, only it can give you all your love." ”

Jiaojiao loves to read as always, and she saw an article that brought her back to life.

"I'm just a woman, and I hope someone thinks about me and cries enough to put my head on my chest when I'm crying in depression and asks me what's wrong?

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