When Zhou Yalan heard him call "Xingchen", she suddenly felt like she was living in a sweet dream, and she was slapped on the head, her lips opened slightly, and she looked at Yang Fan in surprise.

Yang Fan still regarded her as Ying Xingchen, "Xingchen, it's me who is not good, I only cared about the lecture and forgot your birthday." It's me who is wrong, you forgive me, okay? I promise you that every year after that, no matter where you are, I will definitely fly over to spend it with you, and as long as you are happy, I can do anything for you. You'll forgive me this time, okay? My good star. ”

After hearing this, Zhou Yalan's heart was throbbing, and tears flowed down unconsciously. Do you love her that much? We've been together for so long, don't you feel anything about me? Am I always just a stand-in?

Yang Fan saw that she was crying suddenly, so he hurriedly wiped away his tears and said softly: "Xingchen, don't cry, as soon as you cry, my heart hurts." ”

Zhou Yalan is really the first time to see such a gentle and considerate Yang Fan, but all his tenderness is just for the girl called "Xingchen", and she will never get it? She wept sadly and said, "Yang Fan, I love you!" ”

Yang Fan held her face very excitedly and said with a smile: "I love you too, I love you very much, I have loved you since I was a child, we said yes, we will get married after graduation." ”

After hearing this, Zhou Yalan suddenly leaned her face over and kissed Yang Fan suddenly.

……

The blazing night passed like this, with mad love, with panic and intoxication, with irreparable faults, with the sound of heartbreak, all of them, woven into a strong net, which caught several of them, and made them impossible to escape.

On the second day, Yang Fan woke up in a daze, he reached out and touched his head that was a little painful, and then opened his eyes wide, but he was surprised to find that he was in a strange place, and what shocked him even more was that Zhou Yalan was sleeping next to him.

He struggled to remember the events of last night, and some fragments came to mind. He drank and he saw the stars, and the stars took him to a place, and the stars gently wiped his face, and he told the stars that he loved her, and then the stars kissed him, and then they ...... But the fact is that that person is not a star at all, it is Zhou Yalan!

Why did Zhou Yalan bring him here, he would rather sleep on the streets than come to this kind of place with her! She obviously knew that he liked Xingchen, she obviously knew that he just regarded her as Xingchen, why did she still kiss her, why didn't she refuse, why did she do this! Why! Why should I destroy the purest and most flawless love between me and the stars with my own hands!

Yang Fan fell asleep on the bed weakly, thinking of Ying Xingchen, his heart was about to burst.

I'm finished, I'm really finished. I betrayed the stars, and the stars will never forgive me, and she will never forgive me. I'll always have to carry this guilt, never, never have peace. I'll never be able to face the stars calmly, and I'll never be able to let her marry me anymore! I'm going to lose her, I'm going to lose her......

Yang Fan kept thinking in his mind that he had betrayed Ying Xingchen, and Ying Xingchen would leave him because of this, tears unconsciously flowed from the corners of his eyes, sadness, pain, remorse, guilt, anger, it seemed that no words could clearly describe his state at the moment.

Not long after, Zhou Yalan also woke up. She looked at Yang Fan beside her shyly, but saw Yang Fan's eyes crying in despair. He actually cried? Because of having such a relationship with her? Zhou Yalan's heart was very painful, and after a while, she tried to calm down her emotions, and pretended to be casual and said: "Yang Fan, it's not too early, go back, I still have class today." ”

Yang Fan still lay motionless as if he hadn't heard it.

"Yang Fan-" Zhou Yalan wanted to reach out and shake Yang Fan's shoulder, but when her hand just touched Yang Fan's arm, Yang Fan quickly slapped her hand away with the back of her hand as if she had been attacked.

Zhou Yalan touched the hand that was patted painfully, but no matter how painful the hand was, it couldn't compare to heartache, he hated me? He really hates me. Thinking of this, Zhou Yalan's tears flowed down her eyes, and she said silently while shedding tears: "Then I'll go back first." ”

Then, Zhou Yalan slowly got dressed and left the hotel.

In fact, Yang Fan really wanted to scold her fiercely, but he felt that it was useless to scold her, if he didn't drink last night, if he was more determined, how could this kind of thing happen? Fate comes and goes, shouldn't you scold yourself more?

On this day, Ying Xingchen also woke up early in the morning. She picked up her phone and looked at it for the first time, but Yang Fan still didn't send her any message, which made her feel very disappointed. Is it really time to give up? Is this the end of our relationship for so many years? He really doesn't care about me anymore?

Later, after the first class, Ying Xingchen finally couldn't help but take the initiative to send a message to Yang Fan [What's the matter?] You said. Her heart was beating fast, she was very nervous, very nervous, she didn't know if Yang Fan would reply to her, how long would it take to reply to her, what would he say to her.

After lying on the bed for a long time, Yang Fan finally got up and got dressed. Suddenly, the mobile phone in his pocket vibrate, and he took it out and looked at it, and it turned out to be Ying Xingchen.

She replied to him, she finally replied to him, she was still reluctant to ignore him, Yang Fan's tears suddenly flowed again.

What to do, Xingchen, how am I going to face you, I am overwhelmed by a deep sense of guilt. I can hide it from you and continue to be with you like this, but paper can't hold the fire, and since I have done it, you will find out one day. Moreover, my love for you is pure and unreserved, and I can't do it at all if I want to hide it from you, with such a stain, and be with you like no one.

In the end, Yang Fan made a bet with the happiness of his life, he wanted to tell Ying Xingchen about it, and then ask her for forgiveness.

If the stars are willing to forgive me, then we may still be together. If she hates me and refuses to forgive me, then I will punish myself with loneliness and pain all my life.

Yang Fan was very nervous and sent a sentence to Ying Xingchen [Xingchen, I slept with a girl. 】

Ying Xingchen saw Yang Fan's reply, and her heart suddenly felt very painful, so painful that she was about to die. She grabbed her phone and rushed out of the classroom. He said that there is something happy to share with me, is it to share this? Ying Xingchen suddenly laughed, but while laughing, tears flowed down again.