I shook my head and said, "Okay." This matter will end here, although he does not believe me, but I will not betray her and betray my love because of this. I have my own principles as a human being. I remember that I told you before, I will not be with you, my relationship with him will never be shaken no matter who or anything, so please don't say such things again, and I also want to say that if you say this kind of thing again in the future, then I'm afraid I won't be able to be friends with you anymore, I also have a bottom line, you can be my friend, I can have a normal relationship with you, but I can't accept that you will affect my love because of your normal relationship, You can't and can't affect my love. So now I want you to think about it for me, if you keep doing this, I'm afraid I'll be somewhat influenced by you over time, and if so, I might reconsider whether it's necessary for our friendship to continue. ”

Chen Jiaming's face changed suddenly when he heard this, as if he felt that I was indeed talking to him seriously, seriously thinking about the problem I was talking about, so Chen Jiaming's face suddenly became a little solemn, until he was silent for a long time before he nodded at me and said, "Since Lin Sheng said this, then I won't mention this matter to you again in the future, don't worry, I was just a little nonsense before, don't take it seriously, if you really care so much, I won't say it in the future, Anyway, we will still be good friends in the future, I can't leave you, if he is not good to you, I can protect you at any time, don't let him hurt you, although I will probably not be able to get your people in the end, but I must protect you, otherwise I will not be able to stand it in my heart, I don't want you to disappear in my, within the scope of protection, then I will be panicked, restless, and live like a year. ”

It seems that Chen Jiaming is afraid that I will break off relations with him, and I will be anxious, I am very grateful that he takes me very seriously, but I still can't choose him, be with him, just like he wants, I can't give it, I really can't give it.

Hearing Chen Jiaming's words, I smiled slightly, and immediately felt a lot more relaxed when I believed it, in fact, I knew that he was also good to me, in fact, it was just an impulsive thing to say just now, and after saying it, I actually had some regrets in my heart, I was afraid that my ruthlessness would hurt Chen Jiaming's heart, and I said those words for a certain reason, so I can't blame him entirely, I also did something inappropriate.

I nodded, smiled and said, "I don't blame you for this matter, if I hadn't been complaining to you just now, I'm afraid you wouldn't know about these things, let alone say that kind of thing, the key to the matter is still me, it's me who didn't do it well, and I blame you, please don't blame me." ”

Chen Jiaming nodded, wanting to say that it was okay, but his expression was still a little depressed, and he did not relieve the depression in his heart at all, and seemed to be still a little depressed about what happened just now.

I know that what happened just now and my words must have caused some impact or even harm to her, looking at his current appearance, now in a short period of time, he is afraid that he will not be able to slow down, if he continues to think about it, I don't know where he will think? If it affects her mood and makes him do things more extremely, it is not mine, it is equivalent to me hurting him.

Although I can not choose him, I can't affect his behavior, otherwise, I will be a selfish person, and I don't want to affect other people's affairs because of any of my decisions.

Chen Jiaming is a very good boy, and there is such a huge family behind him, his relationship and marriage are not a very easy and casual thing, now that I have Xie Yan, it is completely impossible between me and her. Even if he doesn't choose me, he can choose other better and better girls with such good conditions, and now there are countless choices waiting for him, he doesn't need to spend time on me alone, wasting his youth in vain, it is unfair to him and unfair to his family, and it is also unfair to those girls who love him deeply, there is nothing wrong with those girls? If Chen Jiaming is willing to give them a chance, I'm afraid they will scramble to show their strengths, and Chen Jiaming should be able to find a suitable partner among them.

In fact, in my opinion, I'm not very good, and I can even say that among many girls, I'm a very ordinary person, with average appearance, and average identity and family conditions, and I just know some spells, and I also have a boyfriend who is a ghost, but this is not, what can add points to me, this is just one of my specialties.

I'm not beautiful, and I don't have a temperament, it's just that by coincidence, I was able to marry Xie Yan and become a couple, that's all, and then it was only because Xie Yan's strength was too strong, and I became his other half, and whatever I wanted, my strength would be improved, which is why there are such things as follows, so in the final analysis, I can be like this, all because of the changes that Xie Yan brought to me.

And it's not just a casual marriage with someone, it's mainly my luck, okay, otherwise you think about it, if it wasn't for me marrying Xie Yan, but marrying an ordinary Yin Soul, this ordinary Yin Soul doesn't have Xie Yan's ability at all, isn't that equivalent to condemning me to death early, if there is no Xie Yan, I can't survive in that situation, as long as it's any slightly stronger Yin Soul, it will be able to tear me apart alive, and also tear apart the man who is married to me.

So to put it mildly, it was Xie Yan who brought me rebirth and strength, and for me, revenge, of course, this is not what I expected, if it wasn't for the last resort, I didn't want to shoot at them, because they were my sister and stepmother after all, in the circumstances at that time, it can be said that in addition to my father, they were the closest people to me at that time, I regarded them as relatives, but where did I think they would be cruel to me, and marry me for money, completely regardless of my life or death, If it weren't for the coincidence that I met Xie Yan, I'm afraid they would continue to get away with it and let them be arrogant, but I had no choice but to swallow the bitterness in my stomach.

I smiled and said, "Okay, don't talk about me, now you know, it's impossible for me to be with you, the two of us are destined to have no fate so far, you have so many girls pursuing you now, you can find a better one, hundreds of times better than me, they can fully meet any of your requirements, why would you hang yourself on a tree?" ”

Chen Jiaming shook his head and said, for me, what I want is just the feeling of a relative, not, a peerless beauty, nor an extraordinary temperament, I only want what kind of person can really move me, such a person, I have only seen one in my life, that is, you. ”

I couldn't help but shake my head and laughed, "How can you be sure that I am the person you are looking for, perhaps, you are wrong, I am just a very ordinary ordinary girl and not as good as you think in your heart, if you have been in contact with me for a long time, you will find that I actually have a lot of shortcomings, not that kind, perfect girl, on the contrary, I have a lot of shortcomings that many people can't bear." If you don't want to be disillusioned, leave me as soon as possible before I'm perfect in front of you, or you'll feel devastated. ”

Chen Jiaming shook his head and said, "I'm not afraid of being hit, in fact, this matter is not important to me, as long as I can keep watching you like this forever, silently, it is enough for me, I don't expect to be able to get you, but I hope to be able to accompany you all the time, to be able to protect you forever, isn't this okay?" Even if you don't think you can't, you can't stop me, because it's my personal right, and I can choose who I care about? I can choose who I care about the most? You can't stop me. ”

In the end, Chen Jiaming seemed to be a little hoarse, as if he wanted to defend this belief in his heart.

I don't know why he bothered about this, but what he said was really very touching to me, maybe I didn't care about her feelings, but what he did, except for Xie Yan, maybe only he would do this to me.

If I really look like a rich young woman, I have an explanation, but in fact I am not like this, I don't have any savings at all, and he is like this to me, there is only one reason that can be explained, that is, he has real feelings for me, and this kind of affection is not a love that is expected to be reciprocated, but the kind of pure desire to protect me.

I said that he once wanted something in return, but for me, this desire is simply impossible, and I can't satisfy her at all, so he can only retreat to the next best thing, and wants to guard me, protect me forever, and be my patron saint.

For Chen Jiaming, I will always be just the ship he wants to protect, and they want to be my harbor.

When the wind and water are smooth, the ship often has to go to sea, no matter how big the wind and waves ahead, he has to break through, and only when he is really injured will he return to the harbor.

Chen Jiaming never had the luxury of being able to get my return, he just wanted to know my safety, knowing that I was doing well, she was satisfied, as long as he could make me live well, he would be willing to do whatever he did.

It is a selfless love, a love that sacrifices oneself for the sake of others.