068 What did you wish?
After the car accident, his memory was a little bad. He began to have a habit of carrying a small notebook with him to remind himself of what was happening and what was going to happen. But it's really weird, it has something to do with Tang Tang, he doesn't seem to have forgotten at all, he doesn't need labels, he doesn't need to be reminded, and from time to time, a little bit will pop up......
He saw Tang Tang.
Slowly, with his head slightly bowed, he walked in the direction of the parking lot.
Alas, my stupid Tangtang, look up at people, I'm going to hit someone...... Sure enough, it hit ...... How she walks, often either hit by someone or hit by a ball. Walking with her, he always has to keep an eye on her. It's really not worrying for a moment.
He sighed. As if she had heard it, she suddenly stopped, turned her head, looked in his direction, and looked for a moment. He stood silently, at such a distance, he looked at her, just a small person, because it was her, he could see clearly.
He walked slowly back to the room.
An Zhijia was not there, but on the coffee table, there was a white vase, and inside was a large bouquet of daisies. The smell of this flower is just a light fragrance, close to the fragrance of grass.
Hidden in the bottom of my heart, strong love.
The heart is still dull and painful, but there is a warm flow.
A pair of arms wrapped around his waist and clasped in front of him. Tightly, he was embraced. Her chin rested against his back...... Fu Gan's eyes looked at the flowers in the bottle, "Zhijia." β
"Hmm."
"I have something to tell you." He thought, it can't be like this. It can't be like this anymore. It's not good for her, it's not fair to her.
Her arm twitched, as if she hadn't heard him say, "You've lost a lot of weight, Fu Gan." β
"Zhijia." He tried to turn around, but she held him tightly.
"Fu Gan ......," she murmured, "don't move, listen to me first." β
He could feel that her breath was not steady.
"Fu Gan, I'm not coming back, not for the postponed wedding, you know?" Her voice was so low that only the two of them could hear it clearly.
"At the beginning, you told me that this time, you would not escape. But Fu Gan, I know, even if you can't escape, you must have thought about escaping. Get married, stay with me for the rest of your life, and in the end, you will still hesitate. I know you more than you do. I've never told you before, and that's because it's not time to say it. I know for what, I know for whom, but, please don't let me say it, in that case, I'll be sad. In fact, I am not afraid of being sad, and when I confess, it is easier to face. There is no need to hide it anymore, obviously there is a layer between us, a thick layer, but we are still stunned and pretend that there is none. You work hard, and I work hard. β
Fu Gan wanted to turn around, but An Zhijia didn't let him, "That's it, let me say." Actually, I'm also a little scared, I'm afraid that if I look into your eyes, I won't have the courage to finish...... Fu Gan, I'm not like her. When I saw you, you were like a rag. You can't even tie your shoes. Do you remember? You must not remember. Because I went to the hospital to see you many times during that time, you have forgotten me every time, and you are still looking at me blankly, so I have to introduce myself again: I am An Zhijia, and I am your colleague. I'm watching you get better little by little. It's like watching a child, a toddler. The first time you called my name, my heart was beating like something, and then I knew that I was finished. It's over, it's over, it's nothing, who makes this world, there is only one Xi Fugan. I've got to hold on to you......"
"Zhijia, listen to me."
"Don't tell you...... Stop...... I know what you have to say. For the wedding banquet, I told my aunt that there was no need to postpone it, so let's cancel it. Auntie didn't agree. But, what I thought at the time was, there is no need for this. When I come back, I'll sign up with you, and I don't want any of those ceremonies. The most popular thing now is naked marriage, let's get married naked. All I want is you. Fu Gan ...... I've been waiting for you. Wait for you to truly give me your heart completely. I'm back, and that's what I'm going to tell you. Nothing else. An Zhijia's voice became lower and lower, "I, I don't care about continuing to wait." I've applied for a transfer and should be ...... soon Where you are, where I am. Don't avoid me, don't push me away. I'll wait until the day when your heart is settled. β
Fu Gan finally pulled An Zhijia's hand away, he turned around, and he didn't care about the infusion tube wrapped around his arm, he grabbed An Zhijia's arm, "Zhijia, I'm sorry." β
"Don't tell me you're sorry!" An Zhijia's eyes finally burst into tears, "Don't tell me you're sorry!" If you want to say I'm sorry, you're only sorry for me? You're sorry for yourself! Xi Fugan, you idiot! Why are you so stupid...... Do you know what you're doing right now? What do you get? In case of...... You won't get anything! Fu Gan! β
Fu Gan nodded, "I know." β
But I can't drag you like this anymore. Zhijia. It's not fair to you.
He raised his hand, his finger close to her face, and stopped.
His eyes completely revealed his thoughts.
An Zhijia looked at him, "Okay, Xi Fugan, you heard me clearly." I'll wait for you. β
"Zhijia!"
"As long as you wait for her, I will wait for you as long as you want." An Zhijia's eyes gradually cooled, "But Fu Gan, you, don't make yourself so miserable." I'll be distressed, I'll be sad. If you really feel sorry for me. Just be brave. Go for what you want. β
Fu Gan looked at Cheng Min for a moment, this woman who had been by his side and brought him sunshine with a warm and cheerful smile. She is so brave and strong. She is far braver and stronger than him.
"Directly, don't wait for me, it's not fair to you." His slightly cool hand held her hand, "I, I don't want a result, never a result." β
He Yu, who was sitting in the bar, didn't take long for someone to come out and entertain him personally. She whispered, "I specially asked someone to make grapefruit tea, you can taste it." "He doesn't like tea, she knows it. His stomach and intestines adapt to the sinicization of food; The adapted drink is Westernized. Can this grapefruit tea ......
"You taste it, don't coax you, it's very fragrant." She felt that her tone was like coaxing a child to eat, and she felt a little embarrassed when she spoke. So he pushed the teacup a few more inches in front of him, and said, "This is a novelty." It is made by using good rock tea, stuffing it into a hollowed-out pomelo shell, sewing it up, and hanging the whole pomelo on the roof beam and drying it...... I'll show you later, the grapefruit shell can be used to make tea cans, and it's like a handicraft; The tea will have a grapefruit aroma when you drink it, which is very good. Taste ......"
Her voice was soft, urging him. It's a bit of a coquettish. His face felt hot, and he raised his hand to support his cheeks to hide his emotions.
He Yu didn't pay attention to her look, looking at the cup of tea, he actually remembered another voice, which was also soft, and asked him, "He Yu, where did this melon slice come from?" β
Where did it come from? It certainly didn't fall from the sky. Looting - one morning, he was eating breakfast and heard her and Aunt Zhao gossiping, saying that there were no good melon slices this year. This was followed by a soft sigh. He didn't take it too seriously. Not really. He's so busy, where can he care about any melons and fruits. But knowing that she loves that. He seemed to have asked why, but she didn't answer, and he had forgotten - it wasn't a very important thing after all. It's nothing more than a hobby. That's what he thought.
Coincidentally, a few days later, a friend asked him for a favor and a problem with capital turnover. It's not a big deal. He didn't really want to make a move, but the man was a tea shop, so he thought about it and said yes. The problem was solved quickly. My friend was grateful and didn't know how to thank him. He said, "Get me some good tea, I don't know much about that." There's a Lu'an melon slice, right, according to the best, give me some - I'm going to send someone who knows what, don't fool me, don't fool me, don't bother those bluffing things for the central military supply, that person has seen a lot, and those may not be the best. It's about a little difficult, so year, a friend sent it to him every few days, and he said that he was sorry, and he couldn't do more for the time being, and he would find it later. He said okay, that's enoughβhow much tea would she be able to consume. Take it home and throw it away. Her nose is not known to be so smart, like a dog's nose, or it was really a coincidence, and she was immediately discovered. She was pleasantly surprised. I don't want to show it too obviously in front of him, and I still have three points on my face. Where could he not see it? She's really not good at hiding it. Everything was in her eyes. He said that if he likes it, it's easy, go back and have another hundred and eighty pounds, she looked awkward - he didn't know, she said in her heart that he didn't know it.
It's all trifles. It's all very small things. She will be happy for the little things.
That day, on the day Fu Gan and An Zhijia went to their house, when they left, she specially took a box of melon slices to Weiren. An Zhijia said on the side that this is good, Fu Gan has no tea, and it has been like losing his soul for half a year - he has come to understand.
It turned out that the years in her teacup were also so long and melancholy.
He Yu smelled the aroma of this grapefruit tea. It is sweeter than melon slices, mixed with grapefruit fragrance and tea fragrance, and it is indeed not as simple as melon slices. It's just unique and has a special appeal.
He picked it up and finally tasted it.
Dona smiled as he watched him slowly sip his tea. With her hands on her cheeks, she watched him quietly until someone called her. It's someone looking for it at the front desk. She looked at He Yu, and He Yu nodded to indicate that she understood. Dona then got up and whispered, "I'll come when I go."
Tie He drank tea and glanced at the time. It's already seven o'clock.
Did Li Yaotang leave the hospital?
He was going home for dinner. His cousin Jiawen called him and said that he had something to look for. He agreed. It's been a long time since I've sat with Jiawen. He told Tang Tang that he would not go back to eat at night, and when he heard her say on the phone that she was going to the hospital, he knew that she was going to see Xi Fugan.
It's like a handful of stones have been sprinkled in my heart, and those sharp corners are grinding against my heart, uncomfortable, piercing, and diaphragm...... These feelings followed.
He immediately thought of letting her go to Guanhat Alley. He thought that after eating, he would go over by himself. But it was so quick that he said it. It's not too much, grandpa is sick, she should go and see it; She actually ...... Originally, she must not need him to remind her to do this.
"Fu Gan, he's not my brother." She said.
No. It's not good, it's not good. But, isn't it, what's there.
All day, all he had, had this thing lingering in his mind. There was no good color on his face, and he knew that the company was a little afraid of what he would look like when he didn't speak, so he simply got off work early. Come here and sit down and be clean.
When Jiatong said that he came here, he just responded casually. I thought that this was the place of dona, and I had the heart to tell Jiawen to change the family, but I didn't think it was necessary. And that's it.
donaβ¦β¦ Look at her eyes, what does he not understand? He asked her about immigration, but in fact, he didn't have to let her go. I just want her to know that to this day, there is not much he can give her.