He's like a fire-breathing dragon with sparks coming out of his nose.

"I've been in the hospital."

He Yu's throat moved, and a trace of worry flashed in his eyes. It's just that she didn't see it. His gaze quickly turned around her, but he still didn't see anything unusual.

Li Yaotang held the cup.

"Fu Gan is sick."

Fu Gan is sick.

Very simple words, she said as if she weighed a thousand pounds.

He Yu noticed that Li Yaotang's tone was soft, soft, and a little ethereal, but there was a kind of firmness.

Oh, Fu Gan, Xi Fu Gan.

He knows. He knew what Xi Fugan meant to Li Yaotang. It was a dead knot in her heart. It's entangled and dead, it's buried deeply, and she doesn't touch it herself, and she doesn't let others touch it. For many years, she has been like an ice cellar, no matter how gentle and touching she looks on the outside, the ice and snow inside can stiffen and breathe through the limbs of human ice.

It was Xi Fugan, it was he who made this originally gentle and quiet woman, a woman with a warm smile, become like that.

He hated it when he thought about it.

But Tang Tang, now, you know, I also know, Xi Fugan, he is your brother......

He Yu's mood is a little nervous, but also a little expectant.

Perhaps, she was finally willing to tell him something.

"What's wrong with him?" He asked, looking at Li Yaotang silently.

There was deep worry and sadness in her eyes. This undisguised worry and sadness made him secretly frightened. It was a sudden sensation, like a hand, that grabbed him all at once.

"Fu Gan, I have been in a very serious car accident before, and I have sequelae, and I have always needed medication to control it. He did a great job. However, in the past few days, he has encountered a little unexpected situation......" she took a sip of water. She said this to him, and her mouth was dry. She also needed to breathe a sigh of relief, although she had made up her mind, she was still a little nervous. His eyes were too dark, his gaze was too sharp—she wanted to be calm, and should have been able to face his keen gaze, but her heart trembled uncontrollably. She thought maybe it was habitual. She still couldn't handle it in front of him. It's been so long...... She still couldn't.

He Yu listened, and was silent for the time being.

encountered an unexpected situation, Xi Fugan encountered an unexpected situation. Well, that's probably why she went out late at night. The anxiety in her eyes as she walked out, and the speed at which she cared...... Xi Fugan, at any time, has such a great influence on her.

He shifted his posture slightly. He felt uncomfortable. Even if Xi Fugan is her brother, he still feels uncomfortable.

"He's had a bad time these days." When she said this, a sourness welled up. She paused.

He Yu felt that the hand that had just grabbed his heart was constantly stirring.

"He went to the hospital. I've been with him all the time. ”

She can only be like this, stay by his side for a while.

He used to hover on the edge of life and death, he had suffered countless times, and he would continue to suffer, but she could only accompany him for a short time, only for a short time...... She choked up. But I tried my best to hold back. She was sad. However, this is in front of He Yu.

He Yu's gaze fell on Li Yaotang's finger. Shiny diamonds, plain rings. The light in the room was getting brighter and brighter, her hands were trembling, and the light reflected by the diamonds and rings came in all directions...... Suddenly, his mind was scattered like this light.

Something must be wrong, but where?

He clenched his arm. The muscles in the arms were tense, as if they were about to break through the skin.

"Tang Tang." When he heard his own voice, he was still calm, "Even if he is your brother, he is not allowed, and he will do this again." ”

She froze.

He raised his hand and rubbed the tip of his nose.

That's it.

Li Yaotang only felt that his mind was suddenly blank.

I don't know how long later, she pushed the cup in her hand away, almost jumped off the barstool, and she turned and walked out.

"Tang Tang!"

She was in a hurry.

He Yu chased after her and blocked her way.

She looked at the buttons on his chest, "He's not my brother. ”

"He's your brother." His eyebrows furrowed.

"He's not." She didn't hesitate.

"Tang Tang!" There was unbearability in his eyes, "I know. He is. Aunt Bai told me. ”

Her legs were shaking a little. From the bottom up.

He got it. Mom told him. He knew it all...... He knew it all.

She shuddered. She remembered that the way he looked at her, the way he looked at her, was so complicated.

It turned out that he had known for a long time, but he endured it, he couldn't bear not to ask her, he couldn't bear not to tell her.

Li Yaotang knew that his body was trembling now. She couldn't control it.

She just wanted to escape.

He knew all the things she was desperately trying to bury...... She really wanted to run away, only one thought, she couldn't stay here, she couldn't stand in front of him.

What would he think of her, what would he think of Dad, what would he think of her home?

All of her fears have become a reality.

Never, never embarrassed, never sad, even, shame.

Even when she was going to marry him, she didn't feel this way.

It's so unbearable, she can't face it herself. But he knew it all...... Knowing it, and not saying it, it all exists in my heart, watching her struggle, watching her escape, watching ......

Now, what is she going to do, what is she going to do......

"He Yu......" she shook her head, "I'm sorry." ”

I'm sorry, those, I can't tell. I'm sorry, I can't face it. I'm sorry, but that's what I ......

He Yu reached out and took her in his arms. Let her face be pressed against his chest.

That way, she doesn't have to look into her eyes; That way, he didn't have to look her in the eye.

"Tang Tang." He was deep and steady, and said, "Tangtang, this is not something you should apologize for. ”

Her body, trembling in his arms.

His heart was trembling with him.

"It's all in the past. I don't care about those. That's none of the business with me. In the future, you should not take it to heart. ”

What is there to care about, those.

He was just worried about her.

He knew she was sad. At this time, I'm afraid that her father's place is the most difficult level for her to overcome. She loved him, respected him, admired him so much. For many years, he was her mountain and he was her dependence. She never went against his will. But she found that he was not what she imagined......

He knew Tang Tang, and would rather these secrets sink to the bottom of the sea. Well, let these secrets sink for a while.

Tang Tang, in front of me, self-esteem, is it so important?

He stroked her head gently.

What's in this little head? Is it okay to clean up regularly? Don't work so hard.

"He Yu......" Her misty eyes were shining with tears.

"Hmm." He answered. His thumb rubbed against the corner of her mouth, where the scar was still there. He bowed his head and gently, wanting to print a kiss...... She winced. His body stiffened, but he didn't retract his momentum, and took the opportunity to hug her tighter. The tense muscles in the arms finally found a suitable posture and angle to relax.

"What a encounter." Her tone was as transparent as the morning air, "Fu Gan, it's not my brother." ”

He Yu closed his eyes, and for a few seconds, he didn't move, and everything around him seemed to be frozen. The end of the nose is full of her taste. Sweet, honey-like. He found her lips accurately. Just gently, gently, touched it. Her lips were chapped and cold. The cold made him sober, and this morning, at this very moment, he was most awake. He opened his eyes and looked at her clear Ling Ling's eyes, he didn't go to find out what was in them, after she said this.

He only said: "Li Yaotang, Xi Fujian whose son he is, I don't care." But you're my wife, remember me. ”

Li Yaotang followed the students who got out of class, like a tide, poured out of the teaching building. She pulled the car keys out of her pocket and walked to her car.

Li Yaotang slowed down with a notebook bag and handbag in his hand. I want to feel more about the autumn wind that has already revealed the autumn mood.

On the playground, under the shade of the trees, are all freshmen who have just entered the school for military training. A song was playing on the radio: "Spring flowers bloom, autumn wind, and winter sunset, melancholy youth, I used to think ignorantly......"

She thought, it's really apt, it's just such a time, it's such a song. It's apt. Make her feel relaxed. I was tired after an afternoon of lectures. I've been really tired lately. In class, she looked at the chair next to her and wanted to sit down and give a lecture...... In the past, she used to like to chat with the students and discuss problems. But today, she sat there, holding a glass of water in her hand, and almost fell asleep, dazed, and waited until the class bell rang to wake up. The students kindly didn't bother her, but she felt very embarrassed.

There is also a passage in today's class about the poets of the Crescent School. So when Xu Zhimo was mentioned, Lin Huiyin naturally couldn't be avoided. The class was full of students, and there was an immediate buzzing sound. She sighed. She has also talked about this link for a few years, and every time she comes here, what she can't get around is Lin Huiyin and her love. In the past, every time the class came here, Teacher Su would laugh at her, saying that she would indulge a good class into a free debate meeting for the students' views on marriage and love.

She was always smiling. She is always willing to indulge students' free debate if she can.

Lin Huiyin...... What a beautiful woman, like a bright moon.

Xiao Su said before, Xiaotang, your romantic feelings, don't use it to affect the current children, they don't believe in longevity, they don't believe in perseverance, they don't believe that love is just love, love needs to pay love without asking for anything in return...... They will feel that the men around Lin Huiyin are fools.

She always said to Teacher Xiao Su, no, no, really not, there are always cute little boys, cute little girls, willing to believe in the spark of the moment, the achievement of a lifetime of love; Maybe a lifetime of waiting will not come to fruition. But there will be. There will always be.

Teacher Xiao Su smiled happily and said Okay, there is, even if there is, it will only become less and less.

Li Yaotang admits that yes, less and less.

Teacher Su said, please don't guide your students to romance! Do you teach the history of literature in the Republic of China, and also teach the concept of love in the Republic of China? Not applicable. This society is so sinister that people who believe in pure love are destined to suffer more harm. Also, do you like them to believe in a lifetime of waiting, do you believe it yourself? Will there be such a person, just to love someone, who can look at her so closely, or he, who does not ask for possession or possession? Is there that pure love? Do you believe it?

She just laughed, yes, of course I believe it, isn't there an example, Professor Jin next to Lin Huiyin.

The other party laughed and said, it was like a legend. It seems to be a mythical woman, and later generations have also deified her. I really don't believe it. Men and women like that, even if they were, are now extinct and will not appear again. So, Xiaotang, you still don't encourage students to have fantasies in class, especially those little girls. Boys, you can encourage and encourage, because the men nowadays, hum......

Not encouragement, she said, but a joy to see their free opinions.

Teacher Xiao Su gritted her teeth and cursed her, saying Li Yaotang, you little woman living in a sterile environment, you can really make people angry to death. You're just not hungry, you're just not stressed, so you can moan all day long, you wait, one day you'll know, what love or something, just what you talked about, it's all bullshit.