Chapter 11 Psychologically Poisonous Chicken Soup
Bonnie stared at the bouquet of flowers, seemingly distracted. There was a sudden loud bang outside the door, followed by two screams in quick succession.
"What's the situation?"
Bonnie hurriedly pushed open the door and looked at the shattered glass shards, a little confused. The few people who were closer to the debris were still a little surprised, and they didn't react for a moment to how to answer.
"You all throw cockroaches directly into glasses now? Is it so exciting? ”
Bonnie walked to the scene of the crime in two or three steps.
"Woooooooooooooo Jenny, who was standing on the sidelines, suddenly burst into tears.
"What are you crying about? We didn't even cry when we were thrown..."
Amy gave Jenny a blank look, looking a little impatient.
"Ouch, now filming TV series is not as direct as you. Is this a blatant contradiction? Bonnie glanced at Jenny.
"Now that the leaders are gone, I am also half of your leaders. You are all so undisguised, I will also point directly. Do you want me to pretend I didn't hear and then clean up the place yourself after a while? Or do you need me to adjust it in there? ”
Bonnie scrutinized everyone present with her large, round eyes, trying to get a glimmer of information from their eyes.
"Okay, if you don't say anything, I'll be your bosom sister for a while. Jenny, calm down first, Amy and Xiaoxi follow me into the conference room, and the other colleagues please help clean up. ”
"You'd better let someone go in first, lest she say we're joining forces to frame her later."
"Is that so?" Bonnie looked at Jenny again.
"I can go in with you...", with a hint of crying, Jenny said weakly.
"Alright, come in."
After the door of the conference room closed, the few people standing outside the door, although they all had some ideas, consciously began to clean up the debris on the ground.
"I don't have a lot of time in the company, you usually do that?" Bonnie asked with a smile.
"No.... No. ”
"That's the new feud?"
“......”
"Plus old hatred, all right." Bonnie looked down for a moment, then looked into Jenny's eyes again.
"Then I can know, what makes you feel the need for new and old hatreds to be counted together today?"
“......”
"Or is it just your unilateral venting?"
"No... No. ”
"I can understand that I'm always tempted to snap our customers away. This is the norm in the workplace. ”
"They talk about me behind my back. I felt very uncomfortable. ”
"They? You mean a colleague outside? ”
"Yes."
"What are you talking about?"
"I don't want to say it." Jenny bowed her head.
"And how do you know they're talking about you behind your back?"
"I can feel it." Jenny's eyes instantly firmed.
"So, today it's because they're talking about you behind your back and making you uncomfortable, so you're venting?"
"At work, they were a little bit directed at me. It was also deliberately embarrassing me just now, and I just happened to hold the cup, and I couldn't help it. ”
"Well, I guess I know. First of all, I think there may be some misunderstanding between you, at least on my side, I've never heard them talk about you behind your back. Secondly, anyway, the act of smashing the cup is still wrong, don't you think? ”
"I just don't want them to think I'm weirdo behind my back."
"In fact, it's hard not to be misunderstood by others when you behave like today, that's the truth."
"Do you think I'm weird too?"
Bonnie shook her head and didn't answer right away.
"I've never found it so hard to get along with my colleagues before. But after coming to this company, I always felt out of place with everyone. ”
"I know you may have some grievances, but there is no reason for colleagues to be friends in the first place, and they have the right to choose between each other."
"You... Is this a comfort to me? ”
"Not really, I just don't think you should be presumptuous just because you don't get along with others."
"But the rest of my colleagues are in groups, don't I be different? However, I don't think I'm so weird myself. ”
"It depends on how you define a group of three. Have you ever offered to eat with them and were refused? ”
"Nope..."
"Or did you invite them out with you and you refused?"
"Nor did it..."
"You just see that they didn't invite you, so you think they don't like you?"
"But they're always asking each other questions and inviting each other."
"Then you, can you be the one who speaks first?"
"Why? If you are rejected, won't it become a joke for everyone? ”
Aren't you a joke in everyone's eyes right now?
Bonnie complained silently.
"Not really. You can also do without. ”
"At the end of the day, you're on their side. Even if you're often away from the company, they'll invite you whenever you come back. ”
Although Bonnie is not too old, she has been in the company for a long time and has a good relationship with almost all the old employees. Relatively speaking, it is relatively alienated from the newcomers who have only entered the company in recent years.
"I've had my rookie years, I've had my self-doubts, and I've been easily defeated by mistakes at work. I'm different from you, when I was young, when I was a student, I really tried to be excluded. ”
Bonnie said indifferently about something that seemed to be very ordinary in the past.
"But I would cry because I was out of love, I would cry because I didn't get good grades, I would even cry because of an anime or movie, but I never cried because I was ostracized. You know why? ”
"Are you trying to say that you have a strong mental capacity? I know I'm vulnerable. ”
"No... It's because I didn't plan to get along with them from the beginning. ”
“......”
"You'll feel sad and prove that you still want to get along with them."
"I didn't expect you to tell me this."
"What? What do you think I'm going to say? ”
Bonnie casually flipped through her profile and looked at it.
"Persuade me to apologize to them, or tell me that I think too much or something." Jenny suddenly raised her head and looked seriously at Bonnie in front of her.
"Actually, you still know, you don't need me to say more."
“......”
"Everyone is busy with work and family every day, and it's normal to have some small emotions occasionally. Aren't our parents the same when they were young? Being able to feel pressure is also a sign of being alive, don't you think? I don't think it's harmful to spit out bitterness among colleagues, or gossip behind my back.
The most important thing is how much you take it seriously or whether you want to take it seriously. Do you think that when you get together every day, you really have a good relationship? Even the best friends will dislike each other in private, just like you dislike your parents, or lovers, let alone just friends or colleagues.
There's a saying that you think today is bad enough? Don't be stupid, there will be even more bad luck tomorrow. ”
"What a poisonous chicken soup..."Jenny couldn't help but laugh a little.
"I don't think it's poisonous chicken soup at all, life is like this, how can there be so many beautiful things."