The sky was deep blue, there were no stars at this time, the edge was still white, the shadows of the trees in the light were swaying on the ground, the wind made the branches tremble, and the fragrance of plum blossoms was overflowing.

The thing I thought about in my heart was how to protect myself, how to become a great self, I really wanted to get it overnight, the painful point is that you do things with your feet on the ground, but I don't know if this down-to-earth can be useful. Frustration and collapse are mixed with anxiety, and desire intensifies. Because everything has been lost, so at least you have to have something, otherwise you really don't know what the meaning of life is, since you love it, at least you have a bright future.

This is my instinctive desire, like a fire.

I sniffed the fragrance and took a few sharp breaths, and it tickled me inch by inch, which was unforgettable. The plum tree is like a bustling sea of people, I ignore the little monkey and ignore the land judgment, I get lost in the plum tree, I walk and walk with empty eyes, I hear a lot of noise.

Someone said, "You're good for nothing." ”

Someone said, "You're so ugly." ”

Someone said, "Nobody loves you." ”

Someone said, "You're shameless." ”

Someone said, "You're really good at pretending." ”

There are even people who say, "You deserve it." ”

As I walked back, the plum tree seemed to take on human form, and I was crouching on the ground, and they were standing around me accusing me, and I could see a mouth spitting and stars flying around, and my mouth was like a river.

I was unforgivable, sorrow overflowed from the bottom of my heart, drowning me, I didn't cry or scream, I just waited quietly and listened and endured and endured.

Don't cry in front of people, those unrelieved hearts are small holes in the heart, which have been pierced. I can only be silent, I can't open my mouth, there is no monologue that belongs to me.

I saw a pair of feet, huge. It was official boots, I looked up at Lu Ju, he was pinching his nose, he said to me: "There is something wrong with this incense, there is something with this incense that awakens the things that people desire the most and fear the most in their hearts, it is definitely the kind of thing that makes you miserable." He pulled me up: "Go, follow me, don't think about it." ”

The moonlight outlined his body, and there was no smile on that face, but it felt very gentle, and at that moment I felt that he must be a god sent by God to save me.

Every time he pulls me out of the dire waters, pulls me out of the infernal purgatory.

I looked at him gratefully, put my hand on the hand he handed me, and with a pull, I stood up, and I pinched my nose. We were about to leave when a girl came out of the plum tree.

She is delicate, she has a wonderful figure, her complexion is very white, her face is clean, her eyes are soft, and there is no doubt that she is beautiful.

Her voice didn't match her looks, it was a smoky voice. Coarse but very flavorful. "Judge Lu, you have to stay."

I thought to myself, this is the fairy in the sky who came to find Lu Ju, is this more than a romantic debt?

I never expected that.

She said: "Lu Ju, my father died under your knife, and I will not stop chasing this account until the mountains and rivers are exhausted." ”

She is demonic, but clean and out of the world, everyone knows that she is like an adjective, her appearance can afford this adjective, and even thinks she is the adjective itself.

Lu Juan said, "It turned out to be you." ”

She sneered: "You saved my life by mistake earlier, but don't expect me to let you go, and you deserve it to end up in today's field." ”

He said, "When I saw you, you were a monkey with golden threads, and now you are a girl." ”

My jaw was about to drop, I looked at the girl in front of me, calmed down a little, and looked carefully, she was slender and graceful, her eyebrows were picturesque, she was a golden monkey.

I was excited, my best friend was probably standing in front of me right now, but I was worried that if someone didn't live today, I didn't want him or her.

Who should I help?

She looked at me, finally at me.

I smiled as hard as I could at her, hoping that she would sense my kindness and intentions.

The girl was still cold.

I'm a little lost.

There was a chill in her eyes: "You go." ”

I was stunned: "Do you mean me?" ”

She said, "Why else would I look at you?" ”

I have a complex question in my mind, but I don't know if I can ask it now.

At this time, the little monkey came out, it hugged the girl's thigh, and said coquettishly: "Good sister, this sister is my friend, will you let her stay?" ”

The girl smiled, her lips rose, as if there was a spring breeze, she squatted down and touched the little monkey's head: "Flim tongue, I really don't know which little girl you will harm when you grow up." ”

I'm sure she's what I'm going to find. Because I have been deeply sympathetic, I will return it with gentleness and try my best to make things more complete, because she is also waiting for her partner such as the little monkey.

I said, "Do you remember the little fox you played with?" I don't know if the mulberries over the years can dye the girl's lips? Do you still tear tender walnuts? Do you still have anyone with you for the stupid things you did in the past? I suppressed my excitement: "I mean I miss you." ”

The girl was stunned, and then suddenly realized, and was surprised to organize the language for a while, and smiled brightly: "Is it you?" ”

"Of course it's me."

It's almost spring, and the little fox found his little friend back then.

She said, "I miss you too. ”

Thankfully, my concerns over the years have not been taken personally, they have been answered. I am excited, I feel quite happy, I like this answer, all the friends I made back then were sincere, the gentleness of the world is to find those important people so that we can still look back, I want to tell you: I don't want to lose you.

In fact, there is no one who can't be lost, just don't want to.

Thankfully, you haven't forgotten me, and you've never treated me as just a thing of the past.

She handed me a pill, which was brownish-black. "You don't need to hold your breath after eating it," she said. ”

I said, "You and the little monkey both ate it?" ”

The little monkey shouted, "No, I hate taking medicine the most." ”

I don't understand.

She said, "What desire does a child have? ”

Yes, children don't have time to care about those things, they only care about why the ants move, how to go to different places every day to have fun, in fact, it's not that they are more troubled, they learn to care, the same thing happens, they won't be sad when they are young, but they will be vulnerable when they grow up, and the saddest thing at that time is probably to go home late and be reprimanded.

It's not so much that I was naïve and didn't understand anything when I was a child, but that I was optimistic and strong when I was a child? Inaccurately, the real strength is to cry and cry, but it does not prevent you from being able to rely on this world tomorrow. If you don't grow up, you have to grow up, I used to think that I was not as good as when I was a child, but now I think I am actually better.

I sighed and plucked up the courage to say, "You know what? When is the time for retribution? ”

But her face changed: "This matter is not your responsibility, don't talk if you don't know what to say." ”

I really don't know how to say it, when is the time to say a word of retribution, you can put it down. And then let the enemy who killed his father go? It's unrealistic.

Lu Juan was still very arrogant: "I bet you won't kill me." ”

The corners of my mouth twitched when I heard this, and I thought, "Ah, how arrogant."

There were tears in her eyes: "You are too self-righteous. ”

He said: "I don't resist, if you want to kill yourself, but only today, if you don't kill me today, you can't take revenge in the future." ”

My mind was in a mess.

He said: "You are a little girl and you should have a light in your eyes, be happy, occasionally insane, sometimes nymphomaniac, and not be blinded by hatred." ”

I was still knocked in the heart, and his words always hit the depths of my heart, like a kitten in my heart scratching and scratching with its paws.

"If I don't kill him, he will kill me, I just want to live." He said, "Your demons are good at using essential desires to destroy a person, and your desires can also destroy you. ”

She yelled, "What do you mean?"

He said, "Didn't your father attack me with a knife, a sword, a poison or anything like that?" There was no trauma on his body. ”

She burst into tears and didn't open her mouth.

He continued: "I just said a few words, and then he broke down, didn't he? ”

She remained silent.

He said, "You can kill me now." After saying that, he closed his eyes.

She wiped her tears: "I lost. He smiled wryly for a while, "You once saved my life." ”

I have to admit that the hatred that can't be hated is the saddest, because in the end I can only give up and torture myself, hate myself, others have never been moved, never hurt a little, but I can't let go of myself.

Later, he asked Lu Ju about the reason:

When he met the Demon Lord, the Demon Lord's body was already sick, and his body was close to destruction, so in order to survive, he took a fancy to his body and wanted to occupy it.

The Demon Lord lay on a blanket made of red-crowned crane feathers, propped up on his arms, his eyes narrowed slightly.

The young general ran in front of him and took the child with him: "Lord Demon Lord, you are absolutely satisfied with what you have found this time." ”

But how can a small child become the body of a demon lord, this is simply a joke.

The Demon Lord searched for many days and killed a lot of ineffective demons, but when he was about to destroy him, he found that this child's body was super godlike.

He laughed: "God help me, I will go to the nine heavens, enter the South Heavenly Gate, and take the palace of the Jade Emperor." ”

After exhausting all methods, it is impossible to occupy Lu Ju's body.

It's been a long time, this little kid has been forced to have no way out, and after many days of observation, he has found the weakness of the Demon Lord.

There was a treasure hanging on the Demon Lord's chest, and that treasure could suck the essence of any demon of the same kind, so everyone was afraid of him. He said, "Probe for things." It is to cast a spell, he can see the most essential desires of people, and then he can control anyone with that kind of incense. If he says, "Steal the stars and change the moon." It's about to suck sperm.

Lu Juan was born with a little more burden, and he was more mature than other children, but he was a little child who had desires in his heart, that is, hate. The Demon Lord took advantage of this weakness to completely collapse Lu Ju's mental defense.

He said to him, "Be good, I swallow your soul, and I can help you do what you want to do but can't." ”

This child, who carries too much on his back, easily loses his mind, and then becomes a little heartbroken.

I asked him, "How did you get back?" ”

He said, "Maybe it's my mother's soul that protects me." I heard her say to me to cheer up. ”

Lu Juan, who pulled it back, said: "Demon Lord, your body is broken, any immortal in the Nine Heavens can kill you, you give up, you don't have any chance, you admit it." ”