Chapter 61 I obviously hate, but I can't hate

Because if you collapse with one sentence, you will feel very cowardly, and the things in your heart are already weighty enough, and there will always be a day when you can't bear it.

The Demon Lord also collapsed, no matter how arrogant he was in the past, how invincible he was, it was indeed those words that defeated him. We all know where the pain points are, that is, what others care about the most but can't do anything about it.

He remembered what the Demon Lord looked like in the end, and he spit out a few mouthfuls of old blood with a red face, and couldn't say a word anymore, so he returned to the west.

Lu Juan held the treasure of the Demon Lord in his hand, and no one dared to touch him.

When he fled, the demon world was already in turmoil, and they began to fight for fame and power, and the little girl was the last descendant of the demon lord.

Demon Man Jia said: "The princess of the demon lord is still here, do you want a yellow-haired girl to be our master?" ”

Demon B sneered and said, "The down-and-out phoenix is not as good as a chicken, kill her." ”

Lu Juan happened to hear it, and out of his heart, he decided to help the little girl he had never met.

The sky in the demon world was very bright that day, just like the mortal world. The sun was not bright that day, and the scorching light sprinkled on the bare skin, it was very hot, and Lu Jutan's face was also hot. The little boy had been in hiding for days.

It is undeniable that he is kind.

Suddenly, I heard the chatter of the demons running back and forth.

A said, "I heard that the princess has been caught. ”

B said, "It has been brought to the Demon King's Hall." ”

Lu Juan hurried there.

He held the treasure aloft and shouted as he went, "If anyone dares to touch the princess, I will destroy him." ”

He was very clever, and the rumors spread so fast that the princess was safe.

When he saw the princess, she was still a monkey, with golden hair, and he took her hand, and said in a childish voice: "Follow me." ”

Later, the first Hades came to this demon realm to find him, and he left the little monkey treasure and told her how to use it.

The outline of the non-past fills the chapters, and the world is really not big. I've known each other for a long time.

I don't know when we will be able to meet again, but I still say goodbye.

I said, "I'm leaving." ”

She said, "Goodbye." ”

I nodded.

Lu Juan said first: "Let's see you again." ”

She smiled reluctantly, "Well, goodbye." ”

The most painful pain in the world is that you really want to kill someone, the kind of corpse that is broken into thousands of pieces, as vicious as you can be, but you can't do it, but you find that you can't blame anyone, so you can only live in pain, blaming and torturing yourself.

I hate it, but I can't hate it.

It can be said that you have lost everything, and you are completely thanks to him, but it is not strange, he will not apologize to you, and he will not feel a little guilty in his heart.

Meeting is a catastrophe, you say you regret it, but you can't choose when you meet.

What's wrong with him, just to live. How innocent is she, she can't just lose it for no reason.

The white fog was vast, and everything was blurred. The mountain was so far away that it could no longer be seen.

Lu Juan suddenly became serious, and he asked me, "When will you go back to the fox clan?" ”

I was silent.

He said, "If you can't clean up the past, what will you do with Hades?" ”

Those who go forward cannot look back frequently, and those who frequently look back on the past will not be able to go far. The focus of the memory is on the loser, and you don't need to refute it, you have to admit it.

I want to become a god, how can I be dragged down, I can care if he is true or not, it's all over, I want to move forward, how can I meet Lu Ju if I don't go forward?

He said, "You know what? Sometimes you don't need to go back to what has already happened, because everything has changed, and the answers you want are meaningless after you lose them, which is just adding to the pain. ”

There is no point in it anymore, why should I fill in the pain again?

If it is broken, it has to be taken up and down, and it will not drag mud and water. It's not ruthless, it's that you have to be free.

I said, "Okay, I'll go back and cut him off." ”

I said to myself not to run away, the collapse should come to an end, everything has to be brave, I used to be afraid, I was afraid of anything, I was afraid of being hated but I was still hated, I was afraid of being alone, but I have always been a person, I am afraid of being misinterpreted, when will there be less doubt in this world? You see I'm afraid of anything, cowering, cautious, losing my happiness in vain, but getting something, as if things are getting worse.

The noise in my ears has always been the words of people in the past. They babble and run out to disgust me when no one is around, in an infinite loop. I've really had enough.

I don't know when I cried, and my throat was also a burst of neuralgia.

I hurriedly wiped it, watching Lu Juan kneading the clouds, thinking that I was lucky not to be discovered.

I asked, "Where are you going now?" ”

He said: "It's not back anyway."

Fox Clan, how about a different name? ”

I said, "Then change the name." I'll just call it the other side. "The flowers on the other side, the flowers and leaves will never meet, the flowers on the other side bloom on the other side, and the souls on the road to the Yellow Springs are very gentle flowers, the only scorching heat in the underworld, like fire. The implication is that rebirth is like the fire that the phoenix nirvana must bathe.

My expectation is that tomorrow will be better than today, so I am willing to believe and sincerely believe that everyone will get better and better, not worse.

He looked at me, "Yes, let's call it the other side." ”

I laughed at myself: "Do you believe it? ”

He said, "Believe what? ”

I said, "They still don't have anything to say about them now." ”

He said, "So what. You live and don't show them. ”

I said, "I just want them to shut up." ”

He said: "If it doesn't go your way, I'll just let them go." ”

I laughed, and my stomach ached and I lay on the clouds and slapped wildly.

He was curious: "What are you laughing at?" ”

I just thought of the way you say 'get out' when you don't say a word.

He raised his eyebrows: "Originally, I was born and raised by my father, why have I been wronged by myself." ”

I was silent, why is Lu Juan so bold, in addition to the rebelliousness in his bones, more is his own strength, who doesn't know that he became famous in the first battle, and the one who killed the divine beast in the heavenly court was the only one in the four wildernesses.

If you don't have the strength, you can't speak, you have to endure it. The characters who are more powerful encounter things are different from me.

I asked, "Why did you come to me in the first place, did you want to take revenge together?" ”

He shook his head.

I asked, "What if you can't find me?" ”

"I don't think I can find it," he said. ”

He said: "Actually, I designed the original heavenly thunder, I know that the person named Du Sheng is an eyeliner sent by the heavenly court, and he will report information at any time, I just have no intention of spreading false news that you want to take revenge, that thunder I expected earlier, but I don't know when, but I know that it will definitely be on you." ”

The corners of my mouth twitched: "So you fed me that magic medicine to keep my soul immortal." ”

He said, "Yes, there is an ingredient for utilization. ”

I said, "You're a little shameless, too." ”

He shrugged: "I admit, it's shameless. ”

I said, "So it's because of your conscience." ”

He said, "Yes." ”

He said: "I lost something earlier, it is too precious to me, I can't really annihilate it, I want to come up, I just don't want to give the world to those who are even more shameless." Then he rode on my head and peed on me, and stabbed me a few times. ”

The suffering was given by others, but it was he who secretly licked the wound and slowly healed. If you have been given suffering, you have to mix it up, and if you end up together, you will also earn it. Since this life has been ruined, you don't want to live in peace, this is called the price, and I also deserve to give you two words. You can call me a pervert, and that's thanks to you, isn't it?

His eyes were full of hatred: "So those who block other people's careers and ruin their lives, I will personally send them to hell." Be sure to get your hands dirty. "He deliberately strengthened the word 'hands-on'.

I was shocked: "Huh? Fortunately, you are a Lu judge, so what if you are not? ”

He said, "It's disgusting." But people like me in the world can only be sad, and the one riding on the head of others still shows off his might and continues to be extremely disgusting. "So, I can probably only end up depressed.

Is it fate? Why should it be extrapolated like this, it's so unfair!

He said: "No one can become a judge, so it is a lifetime of burial." ”

I was silent.

Does the future matter? You say, can it not matter? He has parents, and he wants to repay the favor. He tried and couldn't live up to himself. But what could have been a free go was suppressed. The hatred left alone will deepen a little bit in this life.

Ordinary people really don't have that many opportunities. To lose is to lose.

I laughed: "You are all judged by Lu, what are you doing about mortal affairs?" ”

He also smiled: "It's good that you know, I don't care about it, but I will never forgive, you too, you have been reborn, how funny it is for me to hold on to the past and not let go, you are just as funny." ”

I said, "We're not at the same level, yours hurts more, and mine is nothing." I'm a lot more balanced at once. ”

He said, "Let's go back this time." Be yourself all over again. ”

I said, "Yes, but if someone bites me, even if it's a dog's way, I'm going to bite it back." Actually, I don't hate it that much, but I can't keep being bitten by dogs. ”

He smiled again: "I make sure you don't. You're just cowardly. ”

I sighed, "That's true. I couldn't bite it back. ”

He said, "If you really have the ability to bite back in the future, you will let go of anything, because you can't do it." ”

I nodded, "That's right." ”

He waved the judge's pen: "This ink circle has exhausted the past, that is, a cloud of smoke has dispersed, you said that you have been calculating, how to move forward, it becomes a big thing, the past grievances are all small things, and it is often the one who loses when you meet people, because it is better to return the Furu as far away." ”

I said, "You're right. ”

He said, "So from now on learn to be silent." ”

I said, "Uh-huh. It's time to vent and you're done, so let's hit the road. ”

Understand that those who are bright in their hearts do not take the shadows seriously, and if you care, you can only mean that you can't. Instead of complaining and swearing, it is better to be strong, so strong that many people obediently shut up. And most of those who make something out of nothing are nothing more than jealousy, just because it is not as good, this is a good thing, just grin and laugh, laugh ignorant and laugh that you can't eat grapes and say that grapes are sour. The truth is not understood in an instant, it is a painful process before an epiphany, and there must be hope in the heart. Why don't you believe it......