When I met Lu Juan, he didn't mention the events of that day, and I didn't mention the hesitation and panic, we just quietly completed some unfinished promises made many years ago.

If one day meeting becomes an expectation, you will feel that it is good to stand and not talk when you meet.

When he walked towards me, my heart skipped a beat with every step, and he showed eight teeth: "Why don't you say New Year's to me?" ”

Maybe it's a cold wind, maybe it's hungry, my lips tremble: "Happy New Year." ”

"Do you want to hug the willow tree, maybe it will really grow taller, mortals worship the Buddha and ask for immortals but ask for a sincere word." He walked up to me, exactly like before, as if nothing had happened.

Lu Juan, Ah Di only hopes that if she can do it again, she will live up to you.

"No, no, it's unlikely."

"Ah Di, I don't want your silver, but I must ask for a lottery for the New Year."

I wondered, "You say, as long as I have, as long as I can give you." ”

He smiled: "Don't say this kind of thing easily in the future." ”

I stood still.

He picked up a strand of my hair with his hand, then conjured up a pair of scissors and cut it.

I was so frightened that I asked, "You mean there's a lot going on between you and me?" ”

He nodded.

Lu Juan, this is not a color head.

I pretended to be strong and smiled, "What about me?" Shall I ask you for a little bit of your robe? ”

He frowned, particularly painful, bit his lip and said, "It's not good to be like this for the New Year, say something happy." He put it in a purse and placed it carefully.

"You suddenly cut off your hair and broke off with me."

"You ......," he froze, "you'll find out later." ”

"You cut off your hair and cut off yourself, what does it mean to cut off mine?"

He was speechless.

"Why don't you speak?"

"I'm wondering when you'll be able to grow your brain."

I smiled, "Isn't that what I mean?" ”

He held back a smile and hurried to the front with his hands behind his back: "It's almost dawn this day, it's time to set off artillery on the street." ”

A few children, I saw that one of the older ones was holding a spark seed, the other was holding a firecracker high, and the shortest one was covering his ears, and they all had smiles on their faces, very expectant.

I think children are prodigies who have landed in the world, they like simplicity, they don't like complexity, and they like children.

Looking at the lights of these thousands of homes, I was confused, everyone was very happy, supporting the guys, men and women, old and young, it was a home. There are many things that happen to them, different things, each with its own bitterness, each with its own sweetness.

The days go forward with time, and it is rare to have time to sigh blindly. All I can say is that I'm too idle.

The crackling of firecrackers is very lively but also very lonely.

I look at the sky is bright, the four corners are also some fireworks smell, there are a lot of fireworks, the smell can not be dispersed for a while, it seems that this year's national politics are quite good, the wind and rain are smooth so that the country and the people are safe, and the people are safe.

The plague is also an episode.

I asked, "Judge Lu, how do you know I'm here?" ”

The side is empty.

I wandered through the streets and alleys, and saw the house with blue and purple couplets pasted, and the grandmother sat on the stone pier at the door and recited the words: "The blessed are born on the first day of the new year, and the unblessed die on the first day of the new year." ”

Her hair was gray, her eyes were full of tears, and she did her best not to let it fall. I walked up to her and comforted her: "Grandma, people have a theory of reincarnation, maybe grandpa was born on the first day of the new year." ”

She turned around and looked indifferent: "Which girl are you, come here to get a mouse." ”

Nosy people don't come here to make trouble, just to solve things. You can't cross yourself, you can cross others.

There are thousands of distant mountains, everyone is different, Mo Dao cultivates late, and the joys and sorrows are all self-ferried.

After returning to the fox clan, I picked up the pen and wrote down this not very good five-character quatrain, and proposed a title, which is called "Enlightenment".

I cried on the first day of the Lunar New Year, and sometimes I was not strong, but I actually endured it for a long time. While crying, I laughed and joked to myself: It's over, I'm going to cry for a year.

When I took the veil, I found that there was also an extra thing on my body, it was a money bag, I opened it, and inside was hair wrapped in red thread, not mine.

Suddenly, I felt complicated in my heart, just like an exam, today's exam is what I reviewed yesterday, and I know it, but seeing the paper at this moment is counted as the satisfaction of the dust settled.

When I went back to the white stone house, I found the two rough men sitting in the snow, with a few taels of wine beside them, and they were in high spirits.

I couldn't help but say, "When did you fall?" ”

They looked at me with red faces, already a little drunk.

"Rejoice, how can it be counted as a fall?"

"yes, happy." The demon echoed and then hugged the demon beside him.

Suddenly, one of them stood up, it was the one with the halberd, and he raised his right arm high: "We are happy, this place is empty, haha, they all went to the New Year, where in heaven and earth has this kind of treatment." ”

The other wiped the corners of his eyes: "Haha, thanks to the 'shrewd and capable' king on the other side." ”

I knew that this was the opposite, I didn't respond, bypassed them, and fled by myself, the moment I came back, I didn't feel warm, and I felt even more cold in the cold.

It was a little dark, the door was not closed, and the last light hit the path to the throne, and there was no hope in the heavy sky.

I walked to the seat with my head down, hunched over, and sighed. This man is very spacious, and Shiraishi is also very cold, even through thick clothes.

I was a little tired, so I lay down here with my arms in my arms and fell asleep. I had a dream that I was standing in front of a sea and the weather was not good, and the waves were crashing against each other and hitting each other on the shore, and each time they almost hit me in the face. It's like a reminder, more like a threat.

The sky is very heavy and my heart is also heavy, I looked up and found that there were still birds alone, suddenly found myself stepping on this damp stone shore, walked a few steps, a foot slipped, straight down, the sea behind me, did not quickly dip into the body, I turned back strangely, found that it was a deep valley.

The moment I fell from a height, I was scared, and something seemed to pop out of my chest.

I woke up and found that it was just a dream, and there seemed to be a big hand on my neck pressing me desperately, slowly tightening, and then I was short of breath, and I didn't have the strength to open my eyes.

After struggling for a long time, he sat up from the stone bench and found that it was a dream within a dream. I was scared, because it was so real, and the moment my neck was pinched, my ears roared, as if they were about to explode.

I hurried to look for it, and when the words reached my throat, I shut it up again, and continued to go back to the prison that had been built for me, and then began to sigh.

What I have at hand is my miscellaneous books that need to be read, and I have not turned a single one to this day. I panicked, and it was because I was idle that I panicked.

There's that despair about me, that is, you don't know what you want to do, what you should do, what you can do to change the situation? One can only panic.

I can't pick up the book of the fox clan and read it carefully, there are some urgent urgings here, they just tell you: what should be done, rarely anyone cares about what you want to do.

We are the only souls of this kind, the outcasts of the toiling masses, and the whole world is saying what you should be and what you can only be.

I didn't want to learn some things about foxes, but everyone around me came to me to tell me some big truths, telling me what is the present and what the future will be.

I picked up all the books and threw them all in a box, which is called out of sight and out of mind.

I'm funny that I can imitate Cangyang Gyatso's words at this time: I am the biggest king in the demon world, but I am not the most beautiful in the fox clan.

The point is not in the second half of the sentence, but in the fact that even if I have everything at the moment, it is never what I want, just drink water to quench the thirst of others, the same as him, the same state of mind, but the story is different.

Hu Ying, Lu Juan, Wu Ran...... I can find me in them in all kinds of acquaintances, we seem to be the same, but they seem to be different, and they live as part of my ideals.

I think like Lu Ju, in the face of bullying, you can say generously: Get out.

I think the reason why I appreciate Lu Juan is that he has lived the way I want, and his ideal has become a reality, how can I not be moved.

But in the world, the kind that is bold enough is rare, we are limited too much by various factors, and we are polished into people who dare not speak.

I only know that Lu Juan is the one who speaks for me, he is the one on my side, and I don't worry about him turning to the other end like others in an instant.

I grabbed the money bag in my hand, opened it and looked at the red thread wrapped in it. Life is a bit hard, but you have to look forward to something.

At this time, the lady who cooked the rice carried the rice box, stood outside the door in the night, and asked, "King, why don't you turn on the lights?" ”

I was still a little flustered when I saw the figure in the silence, maybe it was the root of the nightmare.

"Why are you here? Didn't go home? ”

She said, "We are demons, we have spells, and we can switch back and forth between our fingers." ”

Suddenly, there was a light here, Yun'er still kept snapping her fingers, and her other hand took a bowl of dumplings and smiled at me: "Why are there fewer dumplings on the first day of junior high school." ”

Sometimes I'm afraid of being alone, but often I'm alone, and I'm used to it, so I'm not afraid, I just don't want to be alone, but I won't speak.

I sat down at the table and chairs in the hall, smiling at my face, eating the food on the table, feeling content.

I don't want to be alone, and I've never been one. The crux of the problem is not the crux of the problem, but the overthinking of oneself. And I should have been a little stronger, a little wiser, and a little less caring. In this way, a lot of pain will be relieved, and you will not be entangled in your feet.

I ate a dumpling: "Hey, it's delicious." Then he picked up a chopstick barbecue slice: "This is also very fragrant." ”

They were also smiling brightly.

I complained: "Hey, I haven't eaten for a day, the world is too pitiful, and no restaurant is open." ”

"The boss dismissed the guys and went for the New Year." The old woman said.

I nodded: "It's really bad luck and bad fate." ”