Chapter 111 Responsibility and Responsibility
There are thousands of people in the world, and there are thousands of things they have experienced, and thousands of ways to do it do not know why.
I found the demon who was still nearby and played this backgammon together, and the backgammon that had been idle for a long time was not actually because I liked backgammon, but because it was too boring. Boredom will always do something, solve boredom, you focus on something, you will find that time goes quite fast, a few rounds and just slip away.
With me is Yun'er, the hall is very large, there should be a large and small group of ministers, but it has been empty, and now it is dusk, the sky is dark, and the sight of the entire hall is also dim.
I asked her, "Come and play a game of chess with me." ”
In fact, my heart is at a loss, it is because of the emptiness of my heart, the sense of oppression that has nothing to do is particularly oppressive, in fact, the essence of confusion lies in the fact that you are not confused but you are not firm enough, nor brave enough, you dare not fight.
I was a little scared, I didn't dare to fight with my life, I thought but I didn't dare very much, and I wasn't fearless about the thunder.
She moved the chair under her buttocks, sat closer to the table, looked forward to it, blinked her eyes and looked up at me and asked, "Hey, what's going on?" ”
That expression was exactly the same as when I was a child, and I used to look up and smile at the whole world, but at first he was not good, and I became a hedgehog.
I blame the world, but forget it, we always have to take responsibility for ourselves, not try to change the world.
I said, "Look at the black and white chess pieces, that is, whoever wins by connecting five pieces first, horizontally and vertically." ”
At least the moment I played chess, I was happy, because I did avoid some of my worries.
"Please first." I smiled.
She touched her chin and picked up the white pieces and placed them on the game, and I placed them next to her.
She put another one, just above the one just now, and I looked at the game and pointed, "You see you've reached a dead end." ”
This chess game is 15 horizontal and 15 vertical, a piece of thin paper, and there are words written on it that I don't look good - Lianzhu five-piece chessboard.
Her first piece landed in the vertical two and horizontal two, and I landed in the horizontal two and vertical three, and her second piece landed in the horizontal one and vertical two.
I frowned and instructed carefully: "This chess move is not very clever, because you block too many roads, and if you walk in the middle, it will be another situation." ”
My third chess fell on the horizontal three vertical two, which was considered to block her two paths, and then she walked in the horizontal three vertical and three vertical places, and I walked in the vertical four and horizontal four.
In this way, I am the one who is in a bad situation, but this is just the beginning, and it is too early to define it. At this time, she fell on the horizontal three vertical four places, and I fell on the horizontal four vertical three places, and I was nervous until her chess fell on the vertical five horizontal two, and I smiled at the corner of my mouth, and the shogi fell on the vertical five horizontal four.
She twisted another chess piece and landed on the vertical six horizontal three, at this time it had been practiced to four, I carefully took a breath, and the shogi fell on the vertical seven horizontal three.
I laughed the moment she walked in the vertical and horizontal.
I spread my hands: "You lost." ”
She looked puzzled, and I pointed to the fourth row of chess pieces that had been connected into four, and there was space on the left and right, and she couldn't stop it.
She nodded in realization: "Oops, I really didn't see it." ”
I laughed: "I say that a lot, too. Little girl, as you grow up, you will know that I am not educating you, but just telling you something. ”
She listened to me intently.
I said: "You didn't mean to say this, but it reflects that you don't dare to bear it, and so do I, no matter what, the result is to lose, so there is no need to find some excuses to cover it up." ”
I frowned: "When I was younger, I was studying, and I was thirteen or fourteen years old at that time, and if I didn't read well, I would blame my husband for being boring." But there are always people who read well, why not me? In fact, some things start with themselves. ”
In fact, if you look for problems from yourself first, you will have no reason to continue to speak, and you will not have the courage to take it for granted, and what we dare not admit is that in fact, the reasons for some things now also have their own.
Why study, why grow, is to remove the past disadvantages one by one, and then when you go to the future, you will not drag the mud and water, and you must learn to say goodbye.
I patted her: "Actually, there are some things that I don't say to you, I tell myself." ”
She nodded and smiled, "I made a note of it." ”
"The only thing to blame is that it's too small, but it's a pity that I don't understand anything, and it's ignorant." I never opened the second half of the sentence because it has nothing to do with chess, it is for myself, I often think about the matter between me and Zhong Kui, but when I think about it, what did I know when I was so young? He had someone else, and we could never look back, as a consolation to tell ourselves that we were so young at that time, in fact, we didn't understand anything.
What makes me miserable is that I don't want to be a third party, everyone is the protagonist in their own lives, and no one wants to be a supporting role.
In fact, there is no way to think about many things, just don't look back, we can only come here, I don't want to have the shadow of those things in my life, I won't deliberately remember, I think it's better to forget.
The little girl took the chess pieces of the chess game and pushed me: "You see you just said that you are responsible, the second game of chess has begun, what are you doing?" Even the game has to be taken seriously. The little girl had a smile on her face and a firm tone.
I also nodded: "Okay, I'll make a note of it." ”
The eldest lady came with the box and said, "It's time to eat." ”
I threw the beads in my sleeve into the air again, and it was bright all of a sudden.
This bead is old, and I got it by chance, when a spirit came from the underworld, and she could not speak, but could only write, and it was written: There is a grievance.
I met her eyes, and Lu Juan said, "She is a cursed person because of this bead." ”
I frowned: "How do you know?" ”
"It's very clear in black and white in the book."
"Why?"
"The beads she held were left by the gods, and the gods were a merman in the deep sea, and the mermaids fell in love with the mortal world, and the mermaids sang songs every day, never sad, and the tears were quite precious, and the beads you held in your hands were the tears of the mermen."
I turned my head to look at Lu Ju: "But why is this girl cursed?" It can't be her fault. ”
Lu Juan shook his head: "I know about this." ”
According to him......
The prince of the merman is pure and kind, likes to have fun, and just got through the affairs of men and women, he met a girl in the mortal world, in fact, the relationship is not to say that it is not anyone, but the moment it began, he happened to meet that person, and then it began.
The merman prince conjured his legs and went ashore, and happened to meet a fisherwoman carrying a fish basket and digging some seafood, and it was the moment the two sides looked at each other, and the relationship began.
You think it's strange, but emotions are elusive, because they start out with simplicity, but you can't deny their truth just because they're simple.
Later, I realized how brave it is to easily admit that I like it, and we don't dare to say those painless words easily. So people who continue to be brave are lucky and prove that you are happy and good enough – because you are confident enough.
He met her by chance on the beach every day, and he didn't know if she would come, just at the same time, in the same place.
The moment he met her was in the evening, he waited, and in the evening it was very sparse, and he was bored with waiting to carry stones and dig sand, but except for picking up some shells, he could no longer find seafood.
He wondered: why is that girl so powerful, one digs one accurately.
The girl is also here, in fact, cherish some coincidences, because coincidences only happen in the story, and in reality they are not something that can be met after turning their heads.
In the future, you must be like others, don't miss it again, and know how to grasp it.
"Girl, how did you dig up those things?" A merman has lived in the sea and has seen a lot of fish and shrimp aquatic products, but he doesn't know how to catch them.
The girl patiently taught him: "Clams are the most places where the tide is low, and you see that there is shallow water. She pointed to the field, rolled up her sleeves, tied her hair, and the afterglow of light fell on her, creating an illusion.
He was a little stunned.
She said, "Don't you have a shovel?" If you are freehanded, it is very tiring and ineffective. ”
He smiled and said nothing.
"Don't you have a basket? Where do you put the clams that you dig up? ”
"Just put it in your basket."
The girl thought for a moment: "Thank you for this, remember to wear the guy in the future." ”
Where to dig clams, it's not to say a few more words to you. It seems that when I met someone at the beginning, I will suddenly start looking forward to tomorrow, and I want to see you immediately when I am excited, and I have already portrayed all the dialogues in my head, but it will never come as you think.
It is precisely this uncertainty that will be very fresh and tormenting.
"Don't be, you don't have a shovel, your hands will hurt, just watch me dig."
He nodded.
The girl squatted on the ground: "It's not early, why don't you go back?" ”
"You are not worried about a little girl, but I am not afraid of being a man."
The little girl thought for a moment and put the shovel aside: "I'm going home." Then he didn't look back, his back was straight at first, and when he got a little farther, he ran all the way as if he were running for his life.
Leaving him alone with the sea breeze blowing in the cold wind, he felt funny and angry.
"Hey, I'm sitting upright, what do you think of me!" He shouted with a laugh.
The girl also turned around and shouted: "A-Niang said that you men are the best at deceiving people." ”
"Don't generalize."
The little girl smiled: "It's late, my mother will worry about me, you can go home quickly, so that your mother won't worry about you." ”
"Can I see you tomorrow?"
"Let it be."
"Absolutely."
"My aunt also said that the girl's family was inappropriate to talk to a strange man, and she would be immersed in the pig cage."
"What dipping pig cage?"
"I'll tell you that it's really not early today."
The word "see you tomorrow" is really a very happy agreement, and there will be no disappointment if you have expectations, and there is no regular goodbye to any time, but it will be different if you see you tomorrow. But you can always say: See you tomorrow. It must be very happy, so replace goodbye with tomorrow, because all the goodbyes, everyone wants to have a return date.
The girl smiled, waved, and continued to run wildly, never looking back.