Chapter Forty-Eight: Do You Know That I Regret Knowing You?
Lu Juan disappeared.
Do you have a place where you want to belong, I didn't find it before I came to the underworld.
Everyone says that the ghosts in the underworld cry wolf howl, the ugly ghosts have all the green faces and fangs, everyone does not want to come, the world is full of mountains and rivers, none of the family relatives can leave behind, for me is full of devastation, this refers not to the destruction of the war, but I feel that there is nothing to give up.
They said that Lu Juan had a special habit of closing the door at the beginning of each month.
One of the ghost girls told me, "If you want to find Judge Lu, go to his bedroom." ”
The ghost queen has a beautiful posture, and her red lips are very sultry, and she is full of smiles.
I went, the footsteps were light, I tossed around the city, I really couldn't find Lu Ju's mansion, I actually wanted to ask, but they looked at me one by one The eyes were not very kind, after all, I was just a monster, I couldn't get on the stage, God thought I was low, and the ghost thought I was terrible. I was embarrassed to be in the center.
Only Lu Juan can defect.
The city is too big, the walls are also high, I went around for a long, long time, from left to right, from right to left, up and down, up and down, every time I went around to the city gate, I just felt that the ability to find the exit was very good, and I was on the verge of collapse, and suddenly met the two brothers of black and white impermanence.
The moment Black and White Impermanence saw me, White Impermanence grinned with a smile.
I was in a trance for a while, and I was surprised when Meng Po was so lively? Could it be that the girl's heart has also recovered after falling in love?
I saw the savior and asked: You and I haven't found Lu Ju's mansion for a long time, and every time you go around to such a door, is this Soul Condensing City sending me out?
Hei Wuchang didn't give any face at all: "That's right. ”
I stammered.
Hei Wuchang explained: "This city, called the City of Condensation, is taken from the meaning of the saying, the city built by the Hades King gathered souls back then, most of the souls are fragile and difficult to protect themselves, you ...... In order to protect everyone, she built a ghost wall, as long as outsiders can never go where they want to go, no matter how they go, they can only see the high city wall, and then the end point is always the gate of this city, reminding them to go out. ”
Bai Wuchang was still fiddling with the soul hook, hanging the chain with his left hand, and then flicked his right hand.
I wondered, "Do you feel sore?" ”
Bai Wuchang raised his eyes to look at me: "Of course, this chain is not ordinary, and God's chain God naturally feels heavy." ”
The chains were wrapped around his hand, covering his entire left arm, and I wondered if there would be strangulation marks on the arm under his clothes. I imagined that there were strangulation marks on the arms, and the arms should be uneven in color, and the strangulation marks should be bluish-white.
Bai Wuchang shouted, "Hey, what are you staring at my arm for? It's been a while. ”
I woke up as if I was asleep, and Mu Na said: Just curious if there will be strangulation marks on your arm?
Hei Wuchang said: "We bathed and changed clothes together, and there was never a strangulation mark on his arm. ”
I raised an eyebrow and got the exciting news that they had grown to the point of bathing together.
Maybe my face was red, and they saw something.
Bai Wuchang frowned and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
I smiled awkwardly to hide the worry in my heart, afraid that Meng Po would be embarrassed, and it would be difficult to find out, after all, only a few of us knew this secret. "It's nothing, it's normal."
Bai Wuchang was a little broken: "What do you think, I am Bai Wuchang." ”
I nodded hurriedly, and then leaned in and whispered to him, "Be quiet, you are so weak-hearted that no one suspects that you are showing your own timidity." ”
Bai Wuchang glanced at me, his expression speechless.
Hei Wuchang smiled and said, "This is really my brother, the change will come back." ”
I was even more embarrassed now, and it seemed that my thoughts were dirty. I really want to cry without tears.
Fortunately, they didn't keep holding on to this question, but took me to Lu Juan, and when I walked to the door of the mansion, I met the ghost Ji again, and there was an extra red dot outlined with cinnabar on her forehead, and the mole looked very eye-catching, because the mole made people look at this face carefully, among the many beauties in the underworld, this mole is undoubtedly a smart approach.
She hooked her lips: "The girl is here, I was looking for it." Then he dragged me into the house, and the black and white impermanence didn't feel wrong and left automatically.
She said to me, "Ah Chou, Master Lu is in the bedroom, you can go." ”
The courtyard was empty, there was nothing, because I remembered the road before, I didn't have to walk a few steps to get there, and it was just me along the way, and there was no maid, and I was also very strange.
Pushing the door in, he found Lu Juan with a cloak scattered. He sat on the ground wrapped in a quilt and muttered to himself, his eyes glowed red, and he also had dragon horns on his head, and the quilt covered his whole body with golden light.
He looked at me with a fierce look in his eyes, and then he made a 'whir-hoo' sound, like the protection of a wild beast. He scared me at that moment, he only had bestiality and no humanity.
The furnishings of the room had changed again, the bed was stone, and below it was a pool, and there was a bubbling heat in the pool, and the place where the heat flowed could not be forgotten, and there was no bedding on the bed.
The black veil under the four corners hangs down layer by layer, and it is impossible to see it really.
"What's wrong with you?" I asked in a whisper.
His voice was like a hangover that didn't clear his throat, "Who asked you to come?" ”
"Myself."
"Do you know that I regret knowing you?" He said coldly, not jokingly.
I felt uncomfortable but didn't know how to ask.
He wiped the corners of his eyes, then smiled: "I lost to you." Do you know? I did the knife that stabbed you in the heart, and I want your heart, not to like me, but to want your heart. ”
I have carried too many things, and my selfish desires are difficult to overcome. There are some things in my heart that I especially want to achieve, and I have lived in seclusion between my eyebrows for a long, long time, and I can even exchange death for it, which is called obsession.
I was afraid, "What do you want my heart for?" ”
He said: "You are a demigod, if you swallow a demigod, I will not be a god, hahahahaha." He laughed so hard that I could get chilled.
I immediately turned around and opened the door to leave, but I couldn't open it no matter how much I beat it.
I watched in despair as he got closer and closer to me, he shook his head in pain, his expression was obviously calm but turned hideous, a knife appeared in his hand, cast a knife on me, and prepared to dig into my heart, I watched him stab my heart straight into my heart.
It hurts, but I can't scream, I've lost my voice. Then I watched him dig out the palm-sized piece of meat and swallow it. When I woke up again, I was lying upright on the bed, my heart didn't hurt, there were no scars, no blood stains, I touched my chest, my heart was still beating strongly, as if nothing had happened, it was a dream.
Lu Juan sat on the edge of the bed and leaned lightly on the head of the bed, closing his eyes to recuperate.
I rolled over and he should have heard, then stared at me for a moment and kissed me softly in the eye.
That kiss was warm and gentle.
The pain in my chest seemed to remain, and I shivered.
He asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”
I said, "I dreamed a dream. In my dream, you dug out my heart and ate it. "Tears ran down my eyes and onto the pillow, and I could hear the sound of tears falling.
"Dreams don't come true." He touched my hair to comfort me.
"But it's too real, it doesn't look like it's fake, because it hurts so much."
"Some dreams are more real."
"Judge Lu, you have to tell the truth, don't lie to me." I panicked because the pain made me unable to believe that it was just a dream, and I had a lot of trouble with him. The closest person in front of me, I knew I couldn't believe it anymore.
"Hurry up, your face has two layers." He smiled.
"That's not a dream, is it?" I sat up and asked.
He looked at me and his face was extremely ugly: "It's true." ”
My throat was sore and a little painful: "Why?"
"I don't want to be a demigod, I was brainwashed after listening to the words of the Demon Lord, and the curse of selfish desires was planted in my heart, and I will change my usual behavior before the beginning of the month." He paused, "I'm sorry. I didn't know you would come, for I had already told that no one should come on this day, or else you would die. ”
I was surprised: "You know all about it?" ”
He nodded.
"But a handsome ghost told me that you were in the dormitory, and she didn't say you couldn't go."
"Fortunately, you are a nine-tailed and have a lot of life."
I pinched him hard: "That doesn't mean I can just go to death." "The collapsed trust has been re-established, and he is still the person I trust the most." So you are God? ”
He smiled: "No, it's just a spell of the Demon Lord, in fact, he himself wants to eat the heart of the nine-tailed demon fox." "There is a halo in the eyes" You must protect yourself at the beginning of each month, because I can't control the field on this day, and you have to stay away from me on this day. ”
I nodded.
"Are you afraid?" He sighed, "The Demon Lord is inside me. ”
"How so?"
"Before your father was ordered to take care of me, I survived among the beasts, and in order to save my life, I agreed to the conditions of the Demon Lord. After being controlled by him, your father killed him, but I still have sequelae, and my selfish desires are too heavy. ”
"How can he disappear?" I asked.
He said, "Unless I let go of this in my heart." ”
The mother was thrown by his father to the mythical beast to eat, and he survived by crawling and rolling between life and death, he was just a child at that time, and he went to the mortal world to cultivate a lifetime, and it was not perfect. How can Lu Juan let you let go of your hatred? Living with hatred is not happy, it will be very painful, because hatred is a feeling of hurting oneself. Revenge is nothing but 800 self-inflicted losses and 1,000 wounded enemies.
"Forget it, Emperor Tian, you can't fight." I asked tentatively, but I felt that it was very inappropriate, and I was very embarrassed, and I was afraid that he would scold.
He didn't scold me, but his face was unhappy: "You really forgot to do it cleanly, don't forget that you are also a Auntie, your father and mother, including yourself, were killed by the Emperor of Heaven, and he didn't leave you half a way back." ”
The charred black body in the bronze mirror was wiped out at the moment when the little girl touched it, the bones were gone, and the soul was scattered. I was just shocked in my heart, not sad, I can't empathize with Ah Di, because my memory is just the memory of Ah Ugly, Ah Tu's story is like someone else's story, I can't empathize with that hatred, because my heart is really insensitive. I just think the Emperor is terrible.