Because it is too easy to live, life is not important enough, and the word death is often on the lips, and I think that people who are not afraid of death are amazing, because everyone wants to live well, and nothing is more important than life. After all, there is hope in life, and people who often talk about death are not cool at all, but rather stupid.

I was stupid.

I feel like that's how my life is, and death has become a very small thing.

Lu Juan pulled me backwards and walked the road to the underworld.

There are many ghosts on the road to the underworld, and there are many ghosts, and there are oil lamps hovering over their heads, and the family members do the last thing for them in their sadness - to illuminate this dark ghost path.

We greeted them face to face, and everyone was in no mood to care about who we were, how we were different from them, and why most of them lamented why they couldn't live one more day.

I don't wear black anymore, it's like I'm against me, I want to live according to the opposite of what Zhong Kui wants me to be. Where is the time for us to look back?

Wangxiangtai is the place where the sorrow is the greatest. The stone-level path is winding, but it is the most gentle existence in the sword mountain and sword forest, only here can you see the family for the last time, and the love, hatred, hatred and hatred in the previous life are all at the last glance.

The sword mountain sword forest couldn't hurt the body in the slightest, but it stabbed in the heart. Not everyone can be satisfied, some people have children and grandchildren who live to the end of their lives, naturally there is nothing to regret, but life is always sad and parting.

The living God also has troubles and regrets, and no one should envy anyone.

He asked me coldly, "Do you still want to die?" ”

I have mixed feelings.

The cold wind was blowing on my body, and I could feel the hem of my skirt fluttering in the wind, and my long hair swaying like a ponytail. No matter how desperate I was at the beginning, how cold my heart was, and how I couldn't turn the page of the past, it was all the old things before.

He said: "How can anyone who has died go back to the path of ghosts, everyone is the same, and the steps are moving forward one by one, and it is imprinted in my book of life and death, and every step counts." ”

I said, "I'm actually scared." ”

He said, "What are you afraid of?" ”

I said, "I'm afraid of being deceived, I'm afraid of being excluded, I'm afraid I'm afraid I'm left behind, I'm afraid I'm the only one left, because I've seen the best girl in our people, she's as bright as a pearl, she lives in praise, everyone wants to meet someone like that, I'm so bad, everyone thinks I'm a plague, and everyone doesn't want to walk with me when I'm not grounded." Her eyes were full of love and warmth, and in my eyes I felt more malice than kindness. ”

When I was young, there was a girl in the clan who was a six-tailed, her long black hair hung down on her waist, and her feet hung on the bell, she came to a bell ringing, everyone loved to listen to the bell, and loved to talk to her, with a bright smile on her face, the body proportion was also good, and her manners were dignified, she was the same age as me, but I was so unbearable, and the world was full of malicious slander against people who were not excellent.

The little girl raised her head and plucked up the courage to test her tone in an almost pleading tone: "Can you add me one?"

She was expectant, but what she saw were faces with embarrassed expressions, with disdain, horror, disgust and reluctance.

She didn't cry, but she heard something broken in her heart, it was the first temptation of the world, I finally mustered up the courage to stretch out my hand to explore, but as soon as I reached out I was bitten, I had no way to trust a person, but Lu judged him like the sun warmed me, gave me the last glimmer of hope, so that I could live for a long time.

People with fragile minds are the most important details, details can move for a long time, and details can also destroy everything.

An expression can detect malice, and then block yourself, and one thing can also be remembered for a lifetime to forgive everything.

I had secretly resolved that I would never leave anyone for the rest of my life, because I knew that parting was a matter of life, and that getting together was a flash in the pan, and that a moment was hard to find.

I felt uncomfortable and asked, "Will you leave?" ”

He said, "I'll go." ”

I smiled, this is the answer I guessed, nothing unacceptable, but my heart still secretly hurts, just a moment.

He said, "But I'll take you with me." ”

I was still as happy as a child to hear this, but I didn't dare to be too obvious, so I smiled and knocked on the side with an expressionless face: "There are too many people who have left me, they have abandoned me, and there is no one in the world who will not leave." ”

My eyes didn't roll when I said this, and I was especially looking forward to his answer.

I silently thought in my heart: I will never leave you, I want to answer for him.

He said, "I will never leave you." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief and set off fireworks in my heart.

I believe, even if it's a promise, I believe that I need a promise. Because I'm so scared, I want people around me to give me a little security from time to time, to let me know that I'm important and that I'm needed.

Next came the Sansheng Stone, on which Sansheng was written, and I said, "I'm going to find my name." ”

I searched for a long time and didn't find it, there are too many words on it, maybe I have been reading the wrong line, but I really can't find it.

I went to find Lu Juan again and still couldn't find it, I was afraid that he would wait for a long time: "You...... In a hurry? ”

"There's no hurry, I have too much time," he said. ”

I asked, "Can you help me find your or my name?" ”

He smiled: "Do you understand, this memory is mortal dust, and the moment you become a god, the past is all discarded." ”

I asked, "So what am I?" ”

He shook his head: "I don't know much either. ”

He said: "There are things in life that you give and take, and you don't need to understand what you don't know, so why bother to add to your troubles, it's already a mess enough, so let's take it easy." ”

I said, "Actually, I'm quite tired, although I don't do anything every day, but my heart is moving forward with a load, all the things of the past are hovering in my heart, I can't stay alone, I will hear all the insults and insults before out of nothing and add fuel and vinegar, and I can't hold back." I spent all nights in bed, not because I was sleepy, but because I didn't want to face it. ”

He said, "Look at these three living stones, who is easy? ”

I often have a headache and feel depressed, I understand everything, I understand everything, but I can't forget.

"I knew I didn't have to hold on to the pain, I tried, but I just couldn't forget it. How to erase the memory, it has already been printed. I said.

The twists and turns of the three lives on the Sansheng Stone are bizarre, the debts of the past life are repaid in this life, and it is difficult to talk about grievances and grievances. To be a chicken, to be a dog, to be a pig, to be a duck, to be a man, the road to reincarnation is difficult. Only after many generations of domestic animals can they be human, but there are also people who do things that are inferior to animals.

He said: "It is not easy to meet, fate is difficult to find, only happiness is paramount." ”

I asked, "What about you, can you let go of the past?" ”

He was very sincere: "No, we can compare miserable, you see I'm miserable, my mother was divided by the beast when I was a child, my father abandoned me in the forest infested with wild beasts, the person I love loves someone else, she is still looking around, but I am sure of her." ”

Me: "I'm not having a good time, being rejected by the whole clan until I die." Wasn't I the same as you in my previous life, didn't I also have my parents who died tragically, and I loved something else. ”

"Let's get through it together, what can we do." He said.

But I laughed: "It seems that misery has become a glorious thing, why should we compare." ”

He said: "In order to make you happy, because there are people in this world who are more miserable than you, he lives in the world with great nostalgia and greed to enjoy the beauty of life." ”

I nodded, "I'll live well." ”

"That's right, there is hope in life, no one knows what will happen in the future, no one can be sure of their fate, maybe just hold on a little longer and get what you want most." He said.

I said, "There is always something to think about in life, I want to be stronger, I want to be angry." ”

"Yes." He said.

I was deflated: "But I don't believe it." ”

He was adamant, "I believe in you." ”

Many things have been imagined, the tragedy is even worse, and the hope is too promising.

He and I are just the end of the world, huddling together for warmth.

"How could you like me?" I can't ask this sentence, because I am sure that he has only seen his own kind in the miserable wind and rain, but to get rid of loneliness.

Next is the land temple, such a not very big temple is a perennial incense place, no one can look down on this not very tall grandfather, today stepping into the temple there is a statue of the land woman, I am still strange.

Lu Juan said: "You must become stronger, it is possible to reverse the Emperor of Heaven, he is not covering the sky with one hand." Just like the land and the land wife, he had to be forced to promise not to have any complaints. ”

I was about to speak, but he covered my mouth: "I can say something, but you can't." ”

He pulled me out of the temple and said, "The land is heaven and earth, and I can't figure out whether it's friend or foe, so it's best to shut up if you shouldn't say it." If you take a lump sum, it's over. ”

I gasped, "But my face is the same as Hades." ”

He said, "I've got so many sores on your face that I can't see your face anymore. ”

When I touched it, there were a lot of uneven sores on my face, and I could tear up a layer of skin when I reached out and tore it. "But there are people up and down the underworld, and you can't keep this rumor."

"I'll make sure that I can, if you go to heaven, you won't say it, and if you can't say it, you can only say it in private, and no one will know." He smirked. "Ah...... Ugly, you should be happy, because there is so much love for you in this underworld, and everyone is trying to protect you. ”

That voice, I guess I want to call it Ah Di.

I felt a lot of emotion in my heart, as if there were stars shining in the sky, and I saw strength and warmth.

He said: "Justice is in the hearts of the people, I don't want to call you ugly, change your name." ”

I shook my head: "I'm used to names or something, objects that have been around for a long time will have feelings, and names are the same." ”

"Okay, listen to you." He said.

"In fact, there is no need to go down this road, I have figured out what I should understand, and I will live well." I said, "The road ahead is long and bumpy, there are still big obstacles, and I have no ability to protect myself, but I will still try to survive in the cracks, wait for the opportunity, and grow savagely." ”

We all have to be stronger.