The scale we need to grasp is the line between seriousness and rigidity, and I always can't use it very well, and then panic and then get worse.

When we were in the underworld, a gentleman gave us an example: "There was a man in the mortal world who went out of the city gate in the morning and returned to his house in the evening. ”

The man kept knocking: "Open the door." ”

But it didn't open, and of course the door was open.

But the man knocked again, waiting for the door to open.

The gentleman said, "You say this person, don't you just go to that fan?" ”

I was impressed, because I was often told to be brainless.

But I still don't understand it.

Sometimes when I am criticized, I want to spread my hands: you see I am such a person, this is my nature, what I want is to die a little, accept it, and pull it down if it doesn't work.

This kind of attitude is actually bad, we can only correct it after we face it squarely, if it is not formally and forever corrected, any shortcomings are the same.

Today, all the fox demons present began to report me.

"How can you run away?"

"It's time for you to plan your moment."

"I heard that you want to become a god, don't go crazy, can you calm down and think about it."

I suddenly began to wonder and fell into deep thought.

"Why don't you want to think about the future?"

Actually, I think further, but it's not realistic enough, but I'm also realistic, because I still don't dare to be very desperate, but I really can't be willful, because I'm really ordinary.

I stood up and walked to the very large floor-to-ceiling window at the back, and pushed it open hard, and behind the door was a grand scene, with high mountains and long waters, birds singing and flowers, all of them, and it was a picturesque scene piled up with this very ordinary rhetoric.

The long and narrow clouds nested in the blue sky, and the breeze blew the flowers and plants in the back mountain, but it didn't bring the fragrance, so I think it must have been stolen by the wind.

The ends of my hair moved with the wind, and I had already figured out how to answer, but the answer I wanted the most couldn't be spoken, so I changed it: "No, I think I should be a demon, I've adapted to it." ”

Wu Ran said quickly at this time: "You, do you dare to tell the truth?" It's too cowardly. ”

Hu Ying also stuck his arm: "That's it, what do you want to say boldly, what if you are laughed at, what if you don't realize it?!"

I suddenly thought of the four words Hu Ying said that night: I love the black wolf.

Her resolute face and sonorous words stirred my heart, and I think the best encouragement is to lead by example, her example is there, what is there to be afraid of.

I gritted my teeth and said, "I do want to be a god, and the words I said later are just for fear of being laughed at by you for my lack of ability, but do you know? Even if it's a fool's dream, I still have this kind of longing, just like you, you want to, but you don't say it, but I said, there are people who do the same thing as me, and we are not different in nature. I paused: "It's not because of pride, I don't say this to recognize myself, I also recognize, in short, it's not very arrogant, because I think even if the whole world doubts you, you can't question yourself." ”

They didn't speak, they didn't say what hit me.

Instead, they started to support me.

"Anything is not to underestimate you, just to think that you are not firm enough."

"If you really want to, you can do it."

"Believe in yourself."

We may just think badly, but in fact, the little things we encounter are not enough to deny that we are not like that for everyone. We're just locked up in our own mindset. I blush now when I think about how I was alone, so I didn't want to trust anyone.

It was me who was wrong.

I looked at them with gratitude and rejoicing.

"Actually, you're not alone."

Yun'er said: "Don't affect your current self because of some things in the past, try to open your heart." ”

I nodded and smiled.

In fact, even if the changes you can see and can't see, even if they are small and small like dust, it is not easy for others, but you can destroy all her efforts in a few words.

I sat down at the floor-to-ceiling window, my legs hanging there, and they were gone, and Yun'er sat next to me. I looked at her and asked, "Why don't you leave?" ”

She said, "Play backgammon." ”

I patted my head: "Okay, you can." ”

Maybe sometimes I need to pursue this simple pleasure, and I don't dare to think about anything more. Either swallowed by the spittle star or destroyed by itself, but there is really nothing that is not.

When it was time, the rice was placed on the table again, and I watched it steaming, and the aroma of the rice was much more reliable than the fragrance of flowers.

A pot of flowers has no aroma at all, and I have gathered a lot of other sides in the underworld, but the smell is never obvious. I used to think that there would be some fragrance on my body when I was in a sea of flowers, but the naked reality told me that I thought too much.

The flowers don't smell closely, they don't smell, and they are very light when they get closer, and most of the flowers I meet are like this, there was a special case but that time I successfully died.

My life I think: Wow, it smells so good.

Then he 'fell to the ground with great strength', took a 'fatal' pill, and passed.

Yun'er asked me, "How many lives do you have?" ”

I suddenly thought of Lu Juan educating me, and I laughed, he remembered my things more clearly than I remembered, and every time I thought of this, my heart warmed.

She looked at me and asked, "What's wrong with you?" What are you laughing at? ”

I said, "I think of a man who likes to be a gentleman and educate me with a serious face, and he is always righteous and righteous, and his temper is straight and stunned, but he never opens his mouth to hurt me in the slightest." ”

In fact, I have never had a positive argument with others, I would silently go back to my room to find a doll made of straw, and start chatting with it to talk to myself, saying some foul words to vent.

This world is already difficult to accommodate us, we can only digest ourselves.

But retreat is never the solution, I like to solve it face to face, but the things and people I encounter never solve with me face to face, I stand in the light, I don't know where to put the cold arrow, and then I have been confused.

Broken, broken, fragmented, finally pieced together - that's the heart.

I stepped on the clouds and walked to the back of the mountain, and I looked at the beautiful sea of flowers underground, the sun above my head was quite dazzling, and in front of me there were some towering mountains stacked on top of each other, they were verdant and verdant.

You see how beautiful nature is, how can things exist before? It's ugly, dark, and invisible, and it's beautiful, but I don't want to talk about it anymore.

But occasionally with a word stimulus, I tend to get aroused.

You can reason with me face to face and let me know that you know, but don't pass it on to my ears and tell me who it is.

I looked at Yun'er, I had something to say in my heart but I didn't want to say anything at the moment, I just expressed my meaning every time I had a moment to gather, I didn't make any enemies, I just wanted to live my own life quietly, but I needed to know where to put the inexplicable dark arrows, and if I couldn't solve it, I would attack each other.

She asked me, "Do you have something on your mind?" ”

I said, "I hear that I have bad intentions, bad intentions, misdeeds, and so on. ”

Before she could say anything, I heard Wu Ran laughing.

I looked back at her in bewilderment.

She said, "You, what is this, you can use your head to think about what to do?" ”

I said, "I want to make it clear to my face, but I don't even know who to talk to, how can I say it." ”

She smiled: "Think for yourself." ”

I thought about it all night, and I couldn't choke on the anger in my heart, so I chose a way, and I showed my attitude with everything I could show my way and attitude, and it was the way it was.

Why do I have to endure such nonsense grievances, I do everything with peace of mind, and I am very at ease, without any trace of guilt, I am worthy of anyone.

At night, I lay in my room and pondered the notice I had written, and my heart suddenly relaxed, and I knew my own character very well, and I could not help it if I hated me, and those who did not know me would not only listen to one-sidedly, and I never explained it to those who hated me.

Because I think it's a quibble to talk to them a lot, but this world is still mostly reasonable, everyone learns to shut up, and the world is very quiet.

My pearl was in the air, the light was sprinkled all over the ground, I looked at the tears that were out of my breath, I saw a purple dress near me in the haze, I felt the quilt being tucked, he wiped the corners of my eyes.

I opened my eyes and saw that it was him.

I sat up and pulled him to ask, "Are you really going to dream for me again?" ”

He smiled: "Really, it's tiring to dream. ”

He said, "Actually, don't worry. ”

I said, "Actually, when I explained, I didn't really want them to understand, because prejudice is really just like rumors, it's just a big mountain, and no matter how good my cultivation is, I can't cross the mountain." I'm also quite tired, I even regret how I met that group, but there is no choice when we meet, if it makes sense, it doesn't matter if it doesn't make sense, at least I'm at ease, I'm just making my own voice. Just be heard. ”

He suddenly hugged me, and I pillowed on his chest, and tears soaked his clothes, because he said, "I will stand with you no matter what." ”

I said: "Lu Juan, in fact, I am already very satisfied, I used to think that as long as there is one person standing with me in this world, if he is particularly firm, then I am happy, as long as I am not alone, I am happy, but the current situation is that I have not only you, but also my friends." ”

He said: "That's good, in fact, you don't have to worry about what we have received, because most of us come to this world, and it is not eternal, so it is good to live for a while and be happy." ”

I said, "Lu Juan, you don't know, in fact, I am very happy, my troubles are not about children, I am more worried about how I can become better, how to become what I want?" ”

I didn't hear a word of what he said, my eyelids couldn't hold it anymore, I forced myself to echo it casually, but I still couldn't hold on and fell asleep.

The sleep was very heavy and there were no strange dreams, and I was not disturbed, and when I woke up, there were xiaolongbao and wontons on the table. I ate it.

It was already cold, and I was eating when I saw my aunt who was collecting the dishes and chopsticks, and she was surprised: "Why are you still here?" Didn't the morning go? ”

I wondered, I hurried to the palace and found that only Yun'er was left.

I asked her, "Is it okay if I don't come today?" ”

She said, "Wang, are you so confused that you haven't woken up?" ”

I said, "I'm confused when you say that, but I'm sure I'm awake." ”

She said, 'Huh? But with a smile on his lips: "You lied to me and deliberately teased me, didn't you?" ”

I suddenly thought that Xu is Lu Juan had transformed into me, and I was curious and asked, "Yun'er, what have I done?" ”

She smirked: "It's no different from a normal day." ”